Everyone pushed the wall down. In fact, I had expected such an ending. The reason why Jian Wei's advertising company grew wildly this year was entirely because of her prominent family background. Now that the family has broken down, the maintenance has been lost. Based on this, the same thing will make her climb higher than others and will make her fall worse than others!

I finally said to Yan Yan: "I know where she is. I'll go find her now. You can go back and rest early. You have just finished the surgery, so don't suffer from the cold!"

Yan Yan subconsciously looked at her belly. There was no child she used to be here. The corners of her eyes were wet. My concern touched her sad past again. I apologized to put her shoulders and said softly: "Don't think about this anymore. Only by finding the right man can the child be happy when born. You are not wrong. What is wrong is Fang Yuan, and he will definitely be retribution."

Yan Yan looked at me: "Zhaoyang, I would rather he not be retribution and survive in the life he wants..."

"Don't you hate him?"

"Hate... But we have lived together for 7 years... I love him too... Let him go, at least he wanted to keep that child. He still has our 7 years in his heart, but... Forget it, there is no need to talk about it anymore. Go and find Vivi, call me as soon as possible."

"Well, you should also be careful when driving on the road."

......

After saying goodbye to Yan Yan, I did not leave immediately. I stood in front of a hot dry noodles snack bar outside the street, lit a cigarette, and while I breathed, I felt that the air here was still so humid, and I didn’t like the smell of gasoline in the air, and I didn’t like the mood of revisiting the old place. When I stepped on the inch of land in this city again, I was an untenable person. I seemed to be able to see the soul swaying from side to side in my body!

I finally threw away the cigarette butt and reached out to stop a taxi. The destination is the moat I have been to countless times. Maybe Jian Wei will go there, she will definitely be there. Apart from there, she is rejected by the whole world, she has nowhere to go!

The taxi took me out of the city that seemed to be virtualized, and I finally arrived at the edge of the moat. The familiar river still flowed in an invisible posture. It seemed to be calling gently, and it seemed to express its desire with the reflection of the moon... At one point, Jian Wei and I regarded this place as a paradise in reality.

After walking a few steps, I saw the familiar figure. She sat on the guardrail, facing the flowing river surface. There was a bottle of wine containing strong wine in her hand. She raised her hand and took a sip, coughed violently, grabbed the top of the guardrail with one hand, preventing herself from falling into the river. However, the saliva and wine that fell from her mouth because of sadness had already flowed into the distance with the river...

I stood behind her silently, then pulled out the bottle of wine from her hand, angry as if she was her subconscious expression, she looked back at me... The expression suddenly frozen on her face, and then pointed at me like drunkenly and smiled, saying, "Zhao...Yang, I... am dreaming!... I must be dreaming, why did you come!" Her right hand was placed on my shoulder, and her left hand wanted to snatch the bottle of wine from my hand...

I reached out to hold her left arm and prevented her from succeeding. At the same time, I threw the bottle into the river. She looked at me even more angrily, and reached out to slap me in the face. I subconsciously avoided it and took the opportunity to carry her off the guardrail. She drank so much strong wine, and it was too dangerous to sit like this.

She looked at me and smiled, and sighed, "Am I stupid?...I can't even tell the difference between reality and dreaming. It would be great if I was really dreaming, so that I could throw all the pain in my dream...When I woke up, I was still the Jian Wei who seemed arrogant!"

"I know you don't want to face it, but... you are really not dreaming!"

Jian Wei looked at me with a blurred look, and she couldn't stand steadily: "It's not dreaming...it's not dreaming, then what are you doing? Shouldn't you live the life you want in Xuzhou?"

"After hearing about your news, I was worried, so I rushed to Suzhou overnight... You looked worse than I thought. Do you know how dangerous you were just now? You could fall into the river at any time!"

Jian Wei suddenly pulled my collar and pulled me to the guardrail again. She bent over and looked at the flowing river water and said, "Zhaoyang, do you believe it? There must be a mysterious passage below this river. As long as you reach the end of this passage, your heart can rest... But, I know that I can't live without this world, so I just sat on the guardrail... I drink on the guardrail. It's best to fall down. If I can't fall down, I will continue to torture... I don't want to endure, and I have the courage to jump down!"

"Jian Wei, you've drunk too much..."

"I'm drunk too much?... Haha, but people have encountered obstacles that they can't overcome. Don't they all like to drink to relieve their sorrows? Human nature is like this! Why should I pretend to be calm in this irreversible torrent?..."

"Everything will pass... Life will continue."

Jian Wei smiled even more fiercely: "Zhaoyang... The stupidest thing I have done in my life is to use your hands to find a place called Sky City... But now you talk about life with me. I can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy..." She cried again after laughing, and her emotions were approaching the critical point of collapse.

She cried, and I was even sadder...but I didn't have the courage to open my arms to hug her, embracing her sensitive and weak at the moment, and she didn't seem to need my arms. She turned over and sat on the guardrail, crying, looking at the river flowing under her body that refused to stop. The hazy light wrapped around her body, but I couldn't feel a sense of security. So, even the moat in front of me that I had seen countless times seemed to be fantasized. Even Jian Wei and I have been in love with these years out of fantasy. There has never been a woman named Mi Cai in my life. Everything is fantasy...

How good would this be if it was a fantasized world? There would be no such thing as fame and fortune, love distress, and brothers turned against each other... But this fucking wind blew so real, blowing away the shell of fantasy, revealing cruel fangs, tearing us to pieces that were powerless to resist!

Another gust of wind blew, and her body was so thin in the wind. My persistence collapsed completely at this moment. I gently hugged her from behind. She felt this real touch and held my hand tightly, for fear that I would leave. So under the strength she gave, I hugged her tighter and tighter, and hugged her tighter and tighter... But what I was facing was her back. Except for the tears falling on the back of my hand, it was real, and everything fell on the edge of falsehood... I don't like this feeling at all. I have been troubled by this feeling for many years, so I always escaped every inch of time with Jian Wei. Maybe I don't love her anymore, but I'm just afraid of being strangled by this feeling!! That's why I am so greedy for the simplicity and ease when I was with Mi Cai...

Jian Wei choked and asked intermittently, "Zhaoyang, why are you here to find me?...Is it out of sympathy? Or... Or do you think...I just feel pitiful?"

In fact, there is no essential difference between sympathy and pitifulness, and Jian Wei has always been a woman with rigorous logic, so she changed her words in the last half of the sentence, but she did not ask what she really wanted to ask. She was afraid that I would give her an answer that hurts her.

"I don't sympathize with you, nor do I pity you, I just care about you...Jane Wei, can you have a good chat with me? Maybe things will turn around."

"Turn the opportunity? Do you know the seriousness of double regulations?... At this time, every person in the same relationship with my mother is busy protecting herself and clearing her relationship. Who dares to come forward to say something to her... Haha, it's not a fault for others, she took the wrong path... But Zhaoyang, do you know? Her failure is my pain... I don't believe that she always talks about integrity, but has done so many violations of discipline... Once upon a time, I always thought that the wealth in my family was earned by my father's company, but they still did not break away from the collusion between officials and businessmen... They have not yet accepted legal sanctions, but have given me the death penalty... I am really in pain, so painful that I want to die!"

"Jian Wei, I'm really sad for you like this. Can you be stronger? ...You have to know that even if they go the wrong way, they still love you, so you are not implicated in these incidents. You must live well and wait for the day when they clear their sins. You will still have a complete family. If you can't take good care of yourself, they will feel more uncomfortable and blame themselves. How can you clear your sins with peace of mind?"

Jian Wei raised her head and cried: "Haha...I'm just the daughter of a corrupt official!...I don't know what kind of courage and face I have to live with."

"This is not your sin... Why do you torture yourself?"

The wind is getting stronger and stronger, and the stars and lights are sprinkled on the river, like fireworks of blessings, but the tragedy will not stop at dawn tomorrow... But I am leaving Suzhou. I am coming from all the way, but I can't spend a night here. Leaving is my destiny...

Jian Wei finally let go of my hand holding her, and she whispered to me: "Zhaoyang, come up and sit with me for a while, okay? In an hour, you go to the place you should go... Don't look back at me anymore. I can't promise you anything, but I will definitely work hard to support you... Of course, I will not sit on this guardrail dangerously with a bottle like today, because... you have been here, which is already a comfort for me... Everything is just to be regarded as a kite flying through the sky, with wires tied up without freedom, without the constraints of strings, waiting for the crash after indulgence!"
Chapter completed!