Mi Cai and I were washing our feet together, but we did not relax because of the temperature brought by the hot water. We were still worried about the decoration costs that our father and mother asked us to repay. I put my hands on my head and fiddled with my hair. After a long time, I said to Mi Cai: "...I have a strong sense that the decoration costs of 50,000 yuan will become a joke. Otherwise, we will move to the house there first to avoid too much contact, and the conflict will not worsen..."

"I don't think so. Moving there now will make them feel that we are deliberately hiding from them, and we may feel even more uncomfortable. Besides,... the two communities are so far apart, and you can do it in minutes."

"But now, can't we really get the 50,000 yuan, and we are still wandering under their noses every day. Isn't this annoyed them?"

"So you are planning to evade debt...?!"

"Don't say that. After all, it's my parents. There is no place for evading debts or not. Besides, I also think that we need some private space. If we always live with them like this, we will inevitably have friction due to ideological differences in the future!"

Mi Cai smiled and shook her head, saying, "Zhaoyang, I found that you really know how to deal with each other... and are very good at convinced yourself and others, making me feel that it is a mistake not to live with you."

"Because what I said makes sense!"

"But didn't you tell me last time that it's just renovated there, and there are no daily appliances and kitchenware? ...How do we live there?"

"Uh...Isn't it winter now? There is heating and the air conditioner is not available. If you take a shower and go to the bathroom, eat, etc., we will eat outside. It's okay to go home every now and then. As for washing clothes?... It's really a headache to wash clothes, and you have to take them home with a thick face!!"

"It means not moving!"

I sighed, it seems that there is no difference between moving it or not. I can’t help but feel regretful. If I buy a house, I even make decorations and home appliances together, wouldn’t it be as troublesome as it is now!

After a while of silence, Mi Cai said to me again: "Zhaoyang, I have 200,000 yuan from my aunt to give me. Otherwise, I will pay back the renovation money from my uncle and aunt, and then buy some home appliances and coffee shops. I also need some fixed funds for emergencies."

I shook my head firmly and said, "If you didn't plan to use this money at the beginning, then don't use it now. Besides, aren't we still at the end of our lives? ... Just treat the difficulties in front of us as a kind of training for us. You have to know that after spending the 200,000 yuan, there will be similar places to spend money in the future. The key is how much we have to solve problems."

"Oh... I've been brainwashed by you again! I always speak so well and justly!"

I handed her the towel, signaled her to pull the water off her feet, and smiled and said, "This is always something I am good at, and I really don't think I'm wrong. Since I have chosen such a life, there will always be something we can't handle and need us to find a solution, so this is so irritating. Don't try to use your 200,000 yuan to solve all problems. In fact, it can't even solve some problems!"

"So you are the master of life!"

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Late at night, Mi Cai and I were lying on the bed. She was watching the information I bought for her during the day for civil servants. I was not idle either. I held a tablet and searched for information about baristas and waiters on the local talent network so that I could contact us tomorrow during working hours.

I completed what I had on hand before Mi Cai. After putting the tablet aside, I lay down first, but the sleeping mood was not brewing. I put my legs on Mi Cai's legs and felt her reality. My mood became more at ease. The troubles I encountered in life were not considered troubles, but this down-to-earth emotion could not last long. I also tear out the most thorn in my heart because of Mi Cai's reality.

I remember when I was in Suzhou, my old boss Chen Jingming and Mi Lan all mentioned Mi Cai’s mother at the same time. I knew that we would definitely have a chance to meet, but I didn’t know how she thought of Mi Cai and me, and was she giving support or objection?

It is very likely that it is objection, because Chen Jingming has revealed some information to me. Her mother is not an ordinary woman, and her abilities may be beyond my imagination... I was anxious because of this unknown, and wanted to inquire with Mi Cai around me, but I also understood that the topic about her mother was her taboo, and she was unwilling to talk to me, so this unknown turned into a knot that bothered me, and I had vague signs of insomnia...

Finally, Mi Cai yawned, closed the information in her hand, and placed it on the cabinet beside the bed. After asking for my opinion, she turned off the floor lamp beside the bed. When the house was dim, I knew that she would fall asleep soon. Recently, she had a much better mentality than me. She seemed to have no worries at all, nor did she take the difficulties we encountered. In fact, she is the real master in life. At least her regular routines and she never loses sleep because of trivial matters. This is what I observed after we lived together.

I couldn't help but finally hooked her finger and asked, "Did you never suffer from insomnia at night? I have observed it carefully. Normally, you will fall asleep in about ten minutes!"

"How many minutes are there left now?"

"Uh...it's about five minutes!"

Mi Cai seemed to have yawned on purpose again and said, "Then you should hurry up and use the remaining five minutes to say what you hold in your heart."

"After the lights are turned off, you can still feel that I have something to do. Are you using your mind?"

"It's the idea. This idea had already worked when we left Suzhou... I just wanted to see how long can you hold it in?"

If the light is turned on, she will definitely see my complicated expression. She is really a woman who can tolerate it. I don’t know that this personality was formed after birth or inherited from one of my parents, but it is fatal attraction to me, because I never know what she is thinking, and she hopes that I will do, but there are also shortcomings. Therefore, we lack some soul communication in our daily lives. Only when major events that are enough to change our lives will the souls collide in pain and blend in collision...

Those who blocked my heart and made me feel very anxious. After I tried to relax myself, I asked her: "Can we really live in Xuzhou as we imagined? ...I always feel that there are too many obstacles in the future, and one's persistence is not enough to overcome these obstacles. Only when two people work together can we have the foundation and capital to talk about life together in the future."

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Chapter completed!