My doubts seemed to be outside Mi Cai's expectations, so she was silent for a long time before asking back: "When did your doubts arise? And it seems to bother you."

"Actually, it happened when I was in Suzhou, but I didn't amplify this emotion too much. But after I really returned to Xuzhou, I found that the life we ​​experienced was deviant from the imagination, and this deviation made me care a lot... Some people even guessed that returning to Xuzhou was just a choice to retreat to advance. In fact, you can't let go of Zhuomei in your heart... Of course, I won't believe it, but once I think of the obstacles I will face in the future, I am still worried that you will have distracting thoughts in your heart and will not be able to go on with me firmly... Then, the current life will become your torment, and this is not the result I want to see!"

Maybe I expressed too much. Mi Cai was silent for a longer time before saying, "I really hope that when I met you, I had nothing... I know that my past cannot give you a sense of security, but shouldn't people's eyes look to the future?...What's the importance of everything I had in the past?...I don't want to be a scheming woman in front of you, because I am also afraid of losing my current life. I hope from the bottom of my heart that I can manage everything in the present with you... But there is a prerequisite, you must be a dedicated man... Do you know, while you are afraid, I am even more afraid that you will get tired of me in the future and think of the goodness of another woman."

Her words moved me very much and made me feel heavy. It turned out that she looked calm, but the burden in her heart was no less than mine. We seemed to have handed everything to each other, but this kind of soul-based communication was still so little... I hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear: "I once thought of a word in my heart, and now I want to tell you..."

"What's the matter?"

It seemed like a moment when I was deeply in love. I subconsciously held her hand and whispered to her: "The beauty of the rainbow is because of the baptism of wind and rain, and the brilliance of the rising sun is because of breaking through the shackles of the night. The current unsuccessfulness is just hindering our wind, rain and night. You are the rainbow, I am the rising sun, one day I will see your beauty, and you will bathe in my brilliance! We are destined to be together..."

The night is a kind of rendering and even more a kind of incitement, so Mi Cai was moved in my words, and she sobbed: "Is it really destined?"

"Destiny... do you know? As long as you think of the future you become someone else's wife and give birth to children for others, I feel that I can't find the oxygen to live, it's too suffocating! I've been in your world and can't find a way out... So, you must give me a way out."

"Don't say that, how could I bear to see you like this... Zhaoyang, you must remember that you told me today that you are the Chaoyang, I am the rainbow, you will see my beauty, I will bathe in your brilliance, we are destined to be together!"

"I can't forget it...!"

Mi Cai responded to me with a low sob. This violent turmoil in her mood made me see her determination to burn her boats after coming to Xuzhou. It was with this determination that she was so safe. In comparison, I should feel ashamed because I was determined to pursue purity and simplicity, but I did not have the purity she came!

......

The next morning, Dad Ban and Mom seemed to have adjusted their work and rest time and had breakfast with us. Because of the 50,000 yuan decoration fee, Mi Cai and I had not thought of a way to implement it. When facing them, we couldn't help feeling a little uncomfortable.

Sure enough, after half of the meal, my mother asked me: "Zhaoyang, when are you going to return the money for the renovation of the new house? ... Your father and I were planning to use this money to travel around the country. When we were young, our father had no time and we were stuck in Xuzhou. We finally managed to survive until he retired. Why did we have to make up for this regret while we were still strong, right?"

"Dad Ban hasn't retired yet..."

My mother glared at me and said, "As soon as you speak, I know what kind of bad water is coming out of your stomach! ... I want to pay for the debt, right?"

I was anxious and wanted to laugh, and finally replied helplessly: "Mom, am I a person who is lying to the debt... Besides, can you stop talking about this matter on the dining table, just discuss it privately."

"Privately discuss? I want to discuss with you privately, you have to make a difference..." Finally, I added: "Don't I know the son I gave birth to myself?"

"I'm really not betrayed my debts, I really have no money... You and Daddy will give me a period of time, can you please give me a chance?... Or, you can just ask for the conditions."

My mother glanced at Daddy Ban and said, "Lao Zhao, have you seen that our son has a spirit of negotiation... Not only has the spirit of negotiation, but also bold...!"

Dad Ban nodded and said, "I'm quite brave... I opened the coffee shop without hiding it."

I was shocked and puzzled, and asked quickly, "How did you know that I opened a coffee shop... Could it be that I installed a wiretap machine on me? You are also very technologically conscious in your work! And you are not smaller than me!"

My mother whipped my arm with chopsticks and said with a stern face: "You don't want to be poor with us. The house is so big. Can't we hear anything when you talk to Xiaomi?"

Mi Cai and I suddenly became embarrassed. Sure enough, there were many inconveniences to live under the same roof with the older generation. We really needed private space. I finally saw her determination to move to a new house in Mi Cai's eyes, because I extended to think about whether our voices when we were loving at night were not so closed? Fortunately, she was so embarrassed!

I finally said to my mother, "Then you talk, what do you mean? Anyway, I can't pay back the money now..."

My mother still acted as a spokesperson and said, "This time, I agree with your father's opinion. Either you find a stable job or you can find a way to do a serious career... Unless Xiaomi now tells us in front of us, if you open a coffee shop, she agrees with it, there is no room for negotiation!"

It was only then that I fully realized that they were doing this to want a promise from Micai. They were also worried that the relationship between Micai and Micai did not seem so reliable, and this was indeed caused by the fact that the breakup and reunion between Micai and Micai did not give them a sense of security... They seemed to be forcing Micai and Micai, but in fact the sadness contained in it made me feel heavy. I really owe them to raise me... Maybe, in addition to Micai's promise, they would rather see the day when Micai and Micai held their wedding!

I looked at Mi Cai and saw how she solved this problem, but I didn't want her to reflect her wisdom here, because answering this problem requires sincerity, not sleek wisdom.

Mi Cai nodded firmly and said, "Uncle, aunt, I will express my opinion to you that I will definitely support Zhaoyang's decisions and supervise him to do what he is doing now, and I will work hard... I don't know, besides the coffee shop, have you heard Zhaoyang talk about the civil servant exam and I want to take the civil servant exam?...I plan to take the civil servant exam to take the stable job, so I hope you can give Zhaoyang some space. It's enough to have one of us to be stable. That's what I think!"

Mi Cai's answer made me laugh a little. While she gave my mother and father a reassurance, she also teased them about their eavesdropping on our conversation. Sure enough, my mother said to Mi Cai with awkward expression: "You girl is so naughty... We also overheard you talk, so it was not intentional!... However, you can feel relieved that you can express your opinion like this, but you still have to pay back the 50,000 yuan, because we have to give you some pressure to see if you can really make money to ensure your life..."

Mi Cai was exposed by her naughty nature by her mother and blushed. But I liked such a family atmosphere and asked with a smile: "Are you giving us an exam?"

This time, it was my father who answered me, and he said, "Your mother and I can understand the difficulty of you, and we are also worried about you. We are not deliberately making things difficult for you, but just want to see your attitude after returning to Xuzhou, and also want to put some pressure on you."

I replied sincerely: "I can understand your intentions, too."

Ban Dad nodded, took out a bank card from his wallet that seemed to have been prepared, and handed it to Mi Cai's hand and said: "In fact, we prepared more than 200,000 yuan to buy a wedding house for Zhaoyang, but he didn't worry about buying a house. This card is the remaining 180,000 yuan after the renovation. You can buy some home appliances... We have fulfilled our responsibilities!"

This time Mi Cai seemed very hesitant. She shook her head and said, "Uncle, aunt, thank you for your kindness. Zhaoyang and I really can't take this money. We are very sorry. It's a mistake we made before, which has given you so much sadness! But you don't care about past grudges..."

My mother gently patted Mi Cai's hand and smiled and said, "Silly girls, they are all family members. Don't say anything that goes without grudges. We are elders and have a responsibility to guide you in a good direction. We will not take the past into consideration. As long as you and Zhaoyang get married and have children early, it will give us the greatest comfort!"

Mi Cai's eyes were wet. At this moment, she must have felt the warmth from this family. Her father had already put the bank card in my hand and signaled me to accept it...

This time, I didn't refuse because the house really needed some home appliances, and Micai also needed a perfect two-person world, but I would still pay the money back to Ban Daddy because I treated this money as a debt, so I had more pressure and motivation to run the cafe well.

I am very glad that my family gave me enough space this time and did not give me too much pressure and obstruction in opening a cafe. This is the sense of security my family brings me, and it is a place that will never abandon me!

.........

In the morning, I was busy in the coffee shop. At about noon, I unexpectedly received a call from my old boss Chen Jingming. Before I could speak, I felt uneasy in my heart, so he said hello to me first: "Zhaoyang, is everything going well recently?"

"It's pretty good...what's the matter if you call me?"

Chen Jingming did not explain immediately. Instead, he asked: "Didn't Mi change his phone number after he arrived in Xuzhou?...I called several times and it was turned off!"

"In order to facilitate work, she changed to a local Xuzhou mobile phone card..." I said and asked alertly: "But what did you do when you call her?"

Chen Jingming replied after a while of silence: "Zhaoyang, do you know? Mr. Mi's mother once returned to China this year. At that time, Mi always told me to pick her up at the airport, so I have some knowledge about her mother... But Mr. Mi seemed to be willing to avoid it. Her mother could not contact her now, so she asked me to help... You tell Mr. Mi that her mother would return to China before the New Year, with the purpose of finding her. I hope you will be mentally prepared to meet!"

I was shocked...what should come after all, and it won't take long to face the biggest obstacle after returning to Xuzhou!
Chapter completed!