I put down the squirt in my hand, then sat on the small stool on the balcony, took out a cigarette from my pocket and held it in my mouth without igniting it, and then stared at the screen of my phone and waited for Mi Cai's reply.

"Oh, then you will answer my question after you finish watering."

Sure enough, I still couldn't get away with it. I took out my lighter, lit the cigarette clamped between my fingertips with a "pop", then squinted my eyes in the smoke, scratched my head, and finally replied: "I'm so puzzled. Is she reliable related to you?"

"Of course it has nothing to do with me, I just don't want to see you alone in Suzhou."

Mi Cai's high-sounding answer made me sneer, and I immediately replied to her: "Who is born not lonely? The only one who will accompany us is always the sun, the moon, sometimes cold, sometimes hot wind!"

"Where are those flowers and plants? They are also with you!"

"No, the so-called flowers and plants are just a guise to numb you, because one day they will wither, and in the end you are the only one who is left alone!"

"How can we not be lonely?"

"Loneliness is human destiny."

Mi Cai replied with a crying expression: "...I don't want to be lonely!"

"Ah haha...we were born lonely!"

"Zhaoyang, stop saying that, I'm really lonely when I think about it!"

"What's your loneliness? At least so many people like you and love you!"

"Is your loneliness very lonely?"

"I don't know, but I used to be so lonely that I slept alone in the bridge hole. Listening to the roar of the whistles of the passing ships, I said good night to the huge city in the stars and in the dark!"

After sending this message, I took a heavy breath of cigarettes and recalled the days when I stayed in Shanghai pennilessly. In order to wait for Jian Wei, who was trapped by her family, I really lived across the bridge hole and hugged the guitar playing alone.

So what is loneliness to me? It’s just a piece of code left after years!

It took Mi Cai to reply to my message: "There will definitely be a woman who will always be with you, so that you will no longer be lonely, and she will not be lonely."

I stared at this message for a long time, and countless gorgeous pictures bursting out from being with this woman appeared in my mind. So I wanted to ask Mi Cai: Are you the woman who will always be with me?

But in the end, he just replied: "I'm sleepy, sleepy!"

Mi Cai: "…"

After finishing my WeChat conversation with Mi Cai, I lay on the bed, lit a cigarette and thought about my thoughts, and thought that people came to me were lonely. For example, Jian Wei and I worked hard to be together after graduation, thinking that we were not lonely, but in the end they broke up and threw the loneliness to each other, but they were unwilling to think of those days when we were not lonely when we were together.

Alas! Since you live so lonely, why do you have to stay in this world again?

If you think about it again, you will understand that after all, there is only one city in the sky, so how can you hold all the lonely people?

I remembered Mi Cai again. If we had her company, could we comfort each other's loneliness?

I think it is OK. As long as I think of her being by my side, even if I don’t say anything or do nothing, my heart will be fulfilled, because her kindness and beauty have turned into warmth to drive away all the loneliness.

...

Time traveled forward for another week, and there were only 3 days left before New Year's Eve. In the past week, loneliness has been with me throughout the year. Even Fang Yuan and Yan Yan and his wife have returned to Fang Yuan's hometown in New Year. As for Mi Cai, they have never contacted her again. To be precise, I contacted her, but she did not reply, and of course I did not bother her again.

After being busy last night, I took loneliness to the moat and failed to meet Jian Wei again, so even she had left Suzhou.

At this time, Suzhou became an empty city. In this empty city there was a river full of loneliness. I jumped in and swam from east to west. After repeated repetition, no woman called me on the shore and guided me to the shore...

At this time, it was already ten o'clock at night, and I left the bar door. As usual, I took a deep breath, rubbed my cold hands, then took out a cigarette and lit it for myself. After smoking this cigarette, it indicates that the work of today is over.

After only two sips, his eyes were suddenly covered by a pair of warm hands, and then he heard the familiar voice: "Zhaoyang, guess who I am!"

"Stop making trouble..." I said and took her hand away.

Le Yao walked around me from behind and asked me with a smile: "Are you surprised, Zhaoyang?"

Of course I felt a surprise, but I remained calm and asked, "Why have you returned to Suzhou?"

"CC will accompany Robben, I won't bother them anymore. Besides, you are busy with the bar until New Year's Eve. How can I not come back to help!"

"Well, I'm still a little conscience!"

"This is not a conscience, I am thinking about you. As soon as the crew was on holiday, I flew back non-stop." Le Yao said, pulling my arm, looking much better than the last time I came back.

I put out the cigarette in my hand, and then took off Le Yao and held my hand.

Le Yao didn't care, and still asked me in a happy tone, "Have you eaten?"

"Go back and cook noodles."

"So pitiful!...You'd better stop eating noodles, I'll treat you to a big meal!"

I looked at Le Yao with a smile and said, "You are the face of a nouveau riche now!"

"I don't mind the nouveau riche's face if I'm lucky enough to treat you to a big meal."

"Okay, get the money ready, I want to chew the duck neck."

Le Yao said speechlessly: "Look at your prospect..."

...

On the bench on the side of the road, I was holding a bag of hot steamed buns, and Le Yao helped me hold the duck neck, and we sat next to each other.

I ate a bite of steamed bun and ate a bite of duck neck, and I just felt that this was life, the life I hoped for, at least I am not lonely at this moment.

"Do not choke when you drink a little tea." Le Yao said as she handed me the tea in her hand.

I sighed while drinking, "I am the life of the Supreme Emperor, and there is a big star serving me!"

"I am a female star, I only admire you!"

"Fuck... I'm running me! What's the point of worshipping someone who treats gnawing on duck necks as fun!"

"If you want, I'm happy to chew the duck neck with you!"

I opened the convenience bag and looked at it. There were only two duck necks left. Then I joked with Le Yao and said, "It's only two. You are willing to chew with me, but I'm not happy to chew it for you!"

Le Yao grabbed a duck neck from the bag with a thunderous momentum, took a quick bite, and then looked at me proudly.

I immediately took out my cell phone from my pocket, took the greasy look of her holding the duck neck, and asked her, "Do you have an idol burden?"

Le Yao nodded and said, "Of course there is, I am an idol and powerful person!"

I showed her the photos I took, and then said with a smile: "Just paying attention to your idol. If this photo is sold to any entertainment newspaper in the future, it will be profitable!"

"Tsk, your level of threatening people is getting worse and worse!"

Le Yao said as she put her hand holding the duck neck around my shoulder, took out her cell phone and took a photo with me, and then posted it on her Weibo.

I hurriedly stopped it: "Don't, your circle is in chaos, I don't want to have an affair with you."

"Then do you think the photo you just took threatens me?"

I quickly shook my head: "No, the contest between us is no longer on the same level. You have been drinking Nao Platinum tonic recently, right?"

Le Yao was stunned and reacted, then applied her greasy hand to my face: "Zhaoyang, you are really hurt!"

While I hid, I scolded her seriously: "Don't mess around, be careful to fuck you!"

"Fuck, fuck..."
Chapter completed!