Chapter 170: Confession
I held Le Yao's shoulder with one hand and prevented her from getting close to me. I took out my phone from my pocket with the other hand and opened WeChat.
"Have you been lonely these days?"
I thought to myself: I sent you a message before, if you ignore me, I will pay attention to you later. After all, there is Le Yao next to me, so it is not good to be neglected, so I put my phone back in my pocket.
At this time, Le Yao was no longer willing to make trouble with me, so she took out a wet wipe from her handbag and said to me: "Give me your hand."
"I'll just wipe it myself."
Le Yao ignored my rejection, pulled my hand over and wiped off the greasy on his hands with a wet wipe. Then she took out another piece of wet wipe and wiped off the greasy on his hands.
After she threw the wipes that had been wiped by her hands into the trash can, she took my arm intimately.
This time I didn't get rid of her and asked in confusion: "I remember you kept a distance from me when you came back last time, why are you hooking up now?"
"exist."
"So you just hold it?"
Le Yao nodded and said, "I will only take my mask when I am alone. Don't you want to see the real me?"
"CC and Robben are not outsiders, so they won't be!"
"As for." Le Yao frowned and spoke very heavily.
I stared at her for a long time, but was unwilling to be serious with her, so I changed the topic: "Have you found a hotel?"
"Don't worry about the hotel for now, you can stay with me for a while."
"Okay, but we can't just stumble on the street like this!"
Le Yao thought for a while and said, "Let's go see the train..."
I looked up at the sky. There was no twinkling star. The air was so wet and cold. Maybe there would be a rain or snow later. So I refused and said, "Don't worry, this day is about to change."
"I don't care, I want to go."
I frowned and said, "Find a reason to convince me, or I'll find a hotel to rest."
Le Yao lowered her head and said softly for a long time: "Do you know what life I live in Beijing?... Every day, I'm up and down in the world of fame and fortune, and I'm traveling around various clubs to deal with dinner parties every day. Every day, I feel that the tense string in my heart is about to be torn off. I'm so tired!... I'm really too tired!... Only when I'm with you can be quiet and I feel like myself!... Zhaoyang, be considerate of me, don't refuse such a request that is simple for you but extremely precious to me, okay?"
Looking at her expectant eyes, I couldn't bear it, so I took a deep breath, then grabbed her hand, shouting: "Let's go... Forgot the fucking fame and fortune, forgot the fucking rain... Let's go to the train."
I just pulled Le Yao and ran towards the car parked on the side of the road in the cold wind...
...
It was a long time ago, on the side of the railway track where Le Yao and I rode, but the wind was getting colder now, and the train passing by was no longer lighter because the Chinese New Year was approaching. We seemed to see the urgency of returning home that was constantly emanating from the carriage.
Le Yao lay on my lap. I couldn't bear to push her away, but put my coat on her.
"Zhaoyang, listening to the sound of the railway tracks, I want to have a sleep here."
"I want to sleep too, but it's a little bit windy. Let's not sit for too long, okay?"
"I know that good times are always short."
I sighed softly, but what I was thinking about was the helplessness of life. No matter how beautiful the scenery next to this section of railway tracks was, we would not allow us to have enough food and clothing. We would continue to work hard for life.
As the train passed the tracks, the two fell into silence. I even thought Le Yao had fallen asleep, but she took out a stack of documents from her handbag and handed them to me and said, "This is the bar's share transfer contract. I want to transfer 50% of the shares to you."
I was stunned for a moment, but did not take the contract from her. Finally, I shook my head and said, "Le Yao, I don't want your shares. For the bar, it's just for the help of friends. After the bar operation improves, I may return to Xuzhou."
Le Yao left my body, sat up, and asked inexplicably: "Why?
“For another life.”
"But I want to compensate you."
“I don’t need compensation.”
Le Yao lowered her head and said in a low tone for a long time: "I know I can't compensate you. For me, you even lost a woman who is willing to marry you and a stable life."
"Don't say this, it's all the past. We have to look up, right?...I believe you will go further and further in the entertainment industry, and I believe you will bless me to get better and better."
"Of course I will bless you, and even... I even resent myself for not being able to promise myself."
I smiled and said, "Don't promise me. I am used to being low-key. I don't dare to marry a future big star in a high profile, for fear that the flash will make me faint!"
Le Yao just looked at me, but did not respond. She raised her hand and threw the share transfer contract in her hand into the wind, and then lay on my lap again.
But after a moment, the rain really fell, but she never said anything about leaving.
...
My hair was already wet with rain, and there was already a water stain on Leyao's trousers. We really shouldn't be here anymore.
I finally pushed Le Yao, who was curled up on my lap, and said, "Let's go, if you get wet, we will both catch a cold. I don't want to sneeze on New Year's Eve."
"I don't want to stay in a hotel, I want to stay in your place!"
"I said that you shouldn't live in my place as a friend!"
"I said I would go to your place to live, not to let you sleep, it's okay to live in the sofa!"
"No, I'm afraid I can't control myself!" I refused firmly. After all, she is much more beautiful than ordinary women. After all, I am a man with normal needs.
"Why can't you control yourself? Haven't you lived with Mi Cai?"
I was stunned for a moment and realized that I had never thought about Mi Caisheng, but it was not because she was not charming, but because she was too perfect and so perfect that she could not bear to be blasphemed. But Le Yao was different. After all, we had a relationship before, and if there was a chance of being alone and a widowed and a woman living in the same room, it would be difficult to restrain it.
At this time, Le Yao attached herself to my ear and whispered: "I'm here, aunt, you will definitely not be so beastly!"
"Brave, don't believe it!"
"I want to prove that I am here, should you let me live there?"
I:"……"
"Zhaoyang, I really didn't lie to you... I still have some dysmenorrhea now!" Le Yao said tremblingly.
"Acting everywhere!"
"Touch my forehead."
I reached out and touched Le Yao's forehead. It seemed like I had a cold sweat, but I still asked half-believingly, "It's not rain, right?"
"Do you just don't trust me so much? I've been stuck in your coat, and the rain can be poured in."
I felt helpless, but I was even more worried about her body. I thought: Mi Cai was not there anyway, so I asked Le Yao to stay in her room, and I could cook a bowl of brown sugar water for her so that she could not be helpless in the hotel.
...
Finally, I took Le Yao back to the community where I lived, and I carried her upstairs...
"Zhaoyang, this is where you have always lived!"
"Well, although it's a little broken, it has its meaning."
"I used to want to come and visit, but you didn't want to give me a chance. Today I finally got my wish!"
"Don't say that, otherwise I'll think you were deliberately doing it, and there was no such thing as my aunt's dysmenorrhea!"
While speaking, I had already come to the fifth floor with Le Yao on my back, and then coughed, causing the sensing lights in the corridor to light up.
Chapter completed!