In a panic, I quickly thought in my heart how to answer Jian Wei. No matter what our relationship is now, the guitar was given to me by her. If I said I would exchange it for another guitar, she would probably feel uncomfortable.

So I decided to lie to her, and said, "Take it to Beijing."

Jian Wei frowned and asked, "What are you taking to Beijing for?"

I told another lie in the lie: "Roben said he should use it."

"If I remember correctly, you told me that this guitar will accompany you forever and will not be touched by anyone."

I lit a cigarette, frowned, and said, "Why are you so serious? Just a promise about the guitar? Can't you see the vows between lovers and then credit in the end!"

Jian Wei was speechless by me. These words were the killing weapon for her. She must still remember the "waiting" she wrote on the car window with lipstick, but in the end she did not fulfill it with me.

In the silence between the two, Jian Wei picked up the chopsticks and lowered her head to eat the fast food in the lunch box. She didn't say anything again until she finished eating, and so did I.

At this moment, I understand a little why it is difficult for couples to be friends again after breaking up. Because the two of them quarrel, they say that they can't let go. If they are happy, it proves that they are happy after breaking up, but the choice they have been together seems so wrong and absurd.

For example, if you are silent like Jian Wei and I, then just be a stranger, why bother to meet and get along?

...

After eating this light meal, Jian Wei finally fulfilled her promise and came to the bar with me and acted as a resident singer. The bar was also absent because of her arrival.

From beginning to end, I didn’t go to the small stage to accompany her, but sat in the corner to prepare for the New Year’s Eve event plan.

It was soon nine o'clock in the evening. After singing a few songs, Jian Wei walked down from the stage and sat opposite me to rest.

I asked the waiter to prepare a glass of milk for her and still focused on the activity plan. Jian Wei didn't say anything. We kept silent to the end with a tacit understanding until the WeChat prompt sound of my phone rang.

I immediately stopped the work at hand, and it turned out that I sent it to Mi Cai when I opened WeChat.

"Chaoyang, I'll get up. The weather in Philadelphia is very good today!"

I smiled and replied, "Who asked you to change my surname? My father doesn't agree!"

"Your father gave you this name in the hope that you can be like Chaoyang, so I don't think you are wrong!"

"If you don't change your name, you won't change your surname. If I say I can't change it, I can't change it."

After sending this message, I focused on the plan again, and Jian Wei finally spoke: "Zhaoyang, have you got a girlfriend?"

"What?"

"Mi Cai is your current girlfriend. Are you back together?"

I finally looked up at Jian Wei, and then I remembered that Mi Cai and I were breaking up and getting back together in her perception.

After a while, I replied, "It's not a reunion, I'm a friend."

"If I'm not mistaken, she was the one who sent you the message just now?"

I looked at her again because I didn't know why she judged that the information was sent to me by Mi Cai.

"The smile you just now is a smile that men only have in love." Jian Wei calmly solved my doubts.

So I smiled at her again and asked, "What about this smile now?"

"It is mixed with a hint of perfunctoryness of time passing by."

"Are I just not hiding my emotions?"

Jian Wei shook her head and replied: "It's not that you won't hide your emotions, but that some emotions don't need to be hidden at all."

I was about to respond to Jian Wei's words, but Mi Cai's message came back, so I temporarily ran aside the communication with Jian Wei and opened Mi Cai's reply.

"I never thought you were a person who didn't change your name or didn't change your surname, so I called you Ding in Chaoyang!"

"Okay, no matter how you feel, you can scream. Anyway, you are in the United States now, I can't destroy you with my mind!"

After sending the message, he put his phone aside, and then asked Jian Wei: "What did you just say?"

Jian Wei looked at me, shook her head, signaling not particularly important topics, and then walked towards the small stage and continued to sing songs for the customers. Only then did I realize that I had neglected her because of Mi Cai's message.

I immediately wondered, has my feelings about love really changed?

I assumed another scenario. If Jian Wei was not with Xiang Chen after returning to China and was still alone, what would I feel now?

When this assumption became more and more three-dimensional in my heart, my heart suddenly became restless. I thought: I can't let go now, just because there is one Xiang Chen among us. I can't do anything for the love I used to do. It's better to learn to forget and learn to treat Jian Wei as an ordinary friend. As it turns out, I'm about to do it, so I should be more happy for myself and Jian Wei. At least when facing Xiang Chen, I feel guilty!

...

Jian Wei left the bar at around 11 o'clock, and until before closing, Mi Cai did not reply to my WeChat, perhaps because I made the topic too boring.

When I returned to my residence, just as I had given up waiting for Mi Cai's reply, she sent me another message: "Have you finished your work today?"

"Yes, I've arrived home."

“The weather has been dry lately, so remember to water the plants on the balcony.”

"Well, I'll go water it now."

I held a watering can in one hand to water the vegetation, and held my cell phone in the other hand to wait for Mi Cai’s reply.

"Where are you celebrating the New Year this year?"

"Oh!~ Xuzhou can't go back, so stay in Suzhou."

"Why can't you go back to Xuzhou? Is your mother still angry with you?"

"It's not that I'm angry. She said I can't find a girlfriend who is more reliable than Miss Xiao Yun, so don't go back... Tell me, where will I go to find it? After all, there are not many reliable girls now!"

It took a long time for Mi Cai to reply to my message: "Then let's go find your little girl Yun, after all, she is so reliable in your eyes."

I walked from the balcony to the other side with a watering can. After repeated repetition, I didn't think about how to get back to Mi Cai's message, because I felt the jealous smell in this message, but I didn't want to be self-indulgent.

But at this time, Mi Cai sent another WeChat message: "Why don't you reply?"

This is the first time she sent a message to ask me why I didn't reply. If she had sent a message in the past, I wouldn't reply all day, and she wouldn't follow me to ask, so I didn't know how to go back.

After a while, I finally replied with a message: "Because I'm watering the plants!"

Then he fell into a nervous waiting, hoping that this reason would make him get away with it.

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