"I want to kill him.∑.∑"

The weekend sitting on the sofa has been narrating for nearly half an hour. He tried not to mention the names and case stories of the specific persons involved, but even so, it took him half an hour to write down his experiences and have expressed all the ideas that often come to mind recently.

"Doctor Johnson, I am a policeman. Even if I encounter a very difficult perversion now, the killer has not made me lose my confidence. But..." The weekend paused: "Thinkings popped up in my mind..."

"This is the first time I have planned to kill anyone."

Johnson was shocked when he spoke out the first perverted killer on the weekend. The guy who chopped his feet and the desolate growth environment would make people feel uncomfortable, but the next drug case, Gobi gun battle, Cecil Hotel-sex attack to death, which was similar to the genius Dexter policeman... These things made him begin to believe in everything he said on the weekend.

All of this is too bizarre.

Later, Johnson didn't know whether he should doubt it. The weekend was too true and every experience could be said to make you feel empathy. However, as a psychologist, he could only analyze the patient's statements, even if he had some doubts about this statement.

"Ordinary people... well..." Johnson cleared his throat: "Ordinary people will awaken their self-healing function while saying their hearts. This is why it is easier for patients to figure out something after meeting a psychologist. It is not that he doesn't understand, but he just can't think about it for a while. Through narrative, he will stand from another perspective and re-examine everything he has experienced...you..."

Both of them started to become distracted.

Johnson sorted out his thoughts for a moment and continued: "I'm afraid you don't think so. At this time, Mr. Zhou, I'm frank, you should be waiting for my help. Talking about these things will not help you feel more relaxed."

"Yes." The weekend did not deny: "This is why I came to see you. Please believe that the person sitting opposite you is definitely not a vulnerable uh."

"On the contrary. I think you are so powerful that it is unbelievable." Johnson secretly added in his heart: "If all that is true."

After thinking about it for a while, I still didn't understand it, and asked on the weekend: "Why do you think so? Generally, people who come to seek help from psychologists should not be very vulnerable people?"

"At least you are not crazy yet." Johnson joked: "Zhou, I can call you that. Right? Zhou, many people can't bear what you have experienced. Some people may leave a psychological shadow when they see someone who jumped off the building falling to death in front of them, and some people cannot even face the death of their relatives. People's ability to bear is divided into levels. I really doubt how you faced it strongly in so many misfortunes." He looked at the expression of the weekend carefully.

At that time, a sentence hidden in my heart for many years and never said to anyone was finally said: "I usually choose to be indifferent."

What can he do?

No matter which country the policeman, whether it is a patrolman, a criminal policeman or a police detective, when he arrived at the scene of the murder and saw his family sitting on the ground crying heartbrokenly, what can he do on the weekend? Will he be compassionate? Can the case be solved? This is not a tragedy in the world, especially when he saw his wife being raped by someone, and his husband was sentenced to defend himself by accident. If he didn't choose to be indifferent on the weekend, he would never live to this day. Christina's example is there, and there are so many struggles in the world!

"indifferent?"

Johnson seemed to have found the source of the disease: "Indifference does not mean that he has never experienced it or felt it. Indifference is the most hurtful way to deal with emotions in the world. You chose the wrong way."

"You use indifference to accumulate all emotions in the dead corner, thinking that you can never see or hear it again, but you never thought of looking back and looking, but you found that you were squatting in the dead corner, and the 'unwilling emotions' that were frozen by indifference are filled with everything you can see."

Johnson searched as much as possible for the only remaining cases in his mind and said: "In the 1980s, there was a serial murderer in Mexico who specialized in cutting people's tongues. After being arrested, he explained the reason for cutting fourteen tongues in three years. The reason was that when he was a child, these people kept slandering him for having sex with her sister - adultery -. When he was a child... Zhou, do you understand what I meant?"

"I understand. Anger turned a weak man into terror. This guy must have experienced incredible struggles after killing fourteen people in three years. It was a relief for him to catch him. He would cry like a woman when he was arrested..."

"I'm not talking about this."

He corrected: "I mean, indifference can ruin you without you knowing it, Mr. Police."

"You have to communicate with people. Even if it is, you are very unpromising and sit on the steps at the door and cry."

He shook his head over the weekend and said, "Stop kidding." He really laughed: "I know all the police. Whose thighs do you think I'm holding and crying won't make the headlines of the police station the next day?"

How could this man who has just entered the murder department and planted his own flag when the dragons were in the lead and showed fragility? Doesn’t that mean that he failed?

"To be honest, I don't really want to prescribe you medication, although giving you some anti-depressant prescriptions can help relieve your mood."

In the United States, psychologists will prescribe medicine to patients, and patients will be willing to receive treatment and follow the doctor's advice. If the psychologist believes that the drug treatment within his authority cannot control the condition, then they will recommend psychiatrists to the patient, which must be treated in different ways according to different situations.

After listening to everything that Johnson said over the weekend, he explained: "Man is a creature that needs balance. Not only physically, but also psychologically. Have you ever heard this saying that all geniuses have quirks? Most people misunderstand the meaning of this sentence. Zhou, in your world, solving cases is the only way you can prove yourself. Don't deny it. At least according to your narrative, this is the fact. If a person is too outstanding in some aspects, he will be outstanding in the field, which will lead to nothing except for some things in the field. When have you ever seen a house with only one wall? A car with only one tire? A horse with only one hoof?"

"That's how you are. The more you are not good at other aspects, the more you are willing to stay in the field you are good at. The sense of accomplishment here can't be given to you in other directions. Slowly, the environment you are in contact with has changed. Zhou, you find that when you were at Monteck, there were still some things around you, and when you arrived in Los Angeles, there was nothing else. Because you couldn't change those things and were unwilling to touch them, in this case you chose to be indifferent, and of course you were only around you - states - killers and criminals."

"I have been influenced by this environment for a long time, let alone you, I will have extreme ideas. After all, everyone is in front of me who handle things in this way. And you have a lot of experience in this area."

"You'll get angry at their behavior first, and then you'll have the idea of ​​'Why can't I do this,' which is where those horrible thoughts come from in your mind."

I looked up at the psychologist in front of me on the weekend. There were too many thoughts caused by the other party that were flooding deep into my mind, like a gust of wind blew up thousands of waves.

After finding the cause of the disease, Johnson felt relaxed: "Zhou, the police are the security of community security for us, but the definition of you is all. Work is not all. If my wife is sick, you will never see me here; if my classmates choose to meet today, you will never see me here. Psychologists are my profession and my job. Everyone in the United States puts their family first, their life second, and the third should be work."

“This way we can live a peaceful life.”

I realized on the weekend that if a person is in the field he is good at for a long time, he will be very arrogant and accumulated by a sense of accomplishment. This arrogance refers to thoughts. Then, people with such thoughts will become angry once they encounter setbacks, and no one likes to be killed in the field he is good at.

"It seems that you know what to do, and at the same time, I'm sorry, and it didn't follow the treatment method that a psychologist should use. Mr. Zhou, the time is up."

"You have to have your own life."
Chapter completed!