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Beibei doesn't like this place, but it's not because it's not good. In short, the life she likes has nothing to do with where she is. Four years ago, this child was scared, and she was inseparable from the mundane. No one can completely get rid of his original life and become another person who is more adapted to the new world. She doesn't want to meet people very much, although she has decided to have this child.

At one point, she deliberately avoided dating people. That day she flew to Canada alone, standing alone in the most eye-catching position at the airport waiting for Qin Tian. So many years have passed, and he may not know her anymore, probably because he was worried that he would not find her, so she stood in the middle of the crowd, but she looked at her head down at a loss.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Tian asked her gently. In his eyes, even the world was clear. He could not see a woman's fear of fate. It was derived from her father and grandparents rooted in her heart. The word "woman" is the most difficult to detect, but the strongest bondage.

"I'm tired, I want to rest more." She raised her hand and grabbed his sleeves with her slender fingers. She was still begging him, even though she just touched him gently.

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Even if you make up your mind to live, there will probably be accidents, so people often feel regretful. Isn’t that embarrassing, right?

The people here are very easy-going and will not ask too much about other people's affairs. For foreigners, the world is probably only self, and there seems to be a natural barrier between people. Even if they see things, they are the scenery around them. She gave birth to a son, and they didn't feel confused at all. No one wondered who the child's father was, as if she did all this alone.

"This child is so beautiful, my dear." Qin Tian's brother-in-law is a high-nose foreign man, different from the Chinese young man with glasses in Beibei's impression. He is more like his high-nose, big-faced mixed-race baby, like a big bird.

"Thank you, Vincent." It's so interesting. His name is like a bird. Beibei is a little tired. She reluctantly said, wanting to make herself look as polite as possible. Maybe Qin Tian's sister is right. She always seems to be in control of everything. For example, her marriage, she doesn't like others saying that it was a failed marriage, and she always says that it was her first marriage.

"He is not tolerant of me, but he is not tolerant of women, but this is not his problem. There are too many Eastern cultures that ignore women's wishes and meanings." She looked at the child in Beibei's arms and touched his head. She had the wisdom and responsibility that only a good girl had: "This child is so beautiful, the most beautiful Chinese boy I have ever seen."

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"Why leave here? Isn't this good?" Shao Baige walked over from the other side of the table. He put his arm around Beibei's neck. Her old friend, her uncomfortable body, relaxed and bent the corners of her mouth slightly. Then he said, "Beibei, I promised to take care of you. If you leave, I don't think I can't rest."

The girl was so moved that she stood up and hugged him so that he could not see the tears that had spilled out of her eyes. As a friend, she felt that she could not repay him. He had a scent of malt, which he had never had in China, but she did not change her mind: "Because I want."

"Then are you going back?" Shao Baige walked back to his seat. He sat down and asked her, his hands combed his hair randomly, as if he was a little weak.

"No, I'm trying to contact other friends, I'm going to go to Canada."

"Who is that?" he frowned.

"A friend, you haven't heard of it." Beibei was not sure if Canada was really feasible, so she looked at the vegetables on the plate with her eyebrows down, feeling a little reluctant to answer.

"Will he take care of you?" Shao Baige asked, still uneasy, he sat down and continued to eat. The restaurants in the town in the countryside of New Zealand tasted extremely light, and almost no one spoke loudly. You could even hear the sound of the guests next to you chewing the steak, crunching, and hardly polishing between the upper and lower teeth.

"He will help me, like you."

"Then don't you want him? Why don't you go back?" He put down his knife and fork again, as if he was ready. Finally, he was about to talk. His hands were bent gently and supported his chin. He obviously didn't understand Beibei's approach. He looked at her and tried to find a way to survive more suitable for her. He even mentioned Peng Cheng with a hunger.

"Why do you have to go back? Because of this child? Because of this child's father is Peng Cheng?" Beibei finally used up all his timidity. Shao Baige's step-by-step pressing made her become brave in an instant. Now all the lids are uncovered, and the facts are shining with their body, twisting and ferocious. There is no excuse to coax herself. Every time she is like this, she always looks brave and handsome.

Shao Baige spread his palms and opened his mouth, like the Korean men in variety shows, which he obviously thought so. He did not answer Beibei directly, but he shrugged his shoulders, as simple as eating steak. He picked up the knife and fork and cut the beef hard, and could hear the sound of the knife and fork scratching on the plate, which was particularly abrupt. Perhaps this was due to his anger, the woman who looked so smart in front of him was as willful as a foreign pervert.

"I..." Bebe was about to say something, but she smiled like a self-exiled smile, so she made her world look humble! So what? She said: "Because he doesn't love me."

"Babe, these are two problems." Shao Baige threw down the knife and fork, and his voice was extremely scared. Then he paused, perhaps thinking: "Okay! Then can you tell me, how did you know?"

"See it." This is a lame defense, but it is the fact. Although this is not what she wants to say in the end, but...

"Don't you love him?" Shao Baige frowned. She finally compromised her last dignity, so Beibei smiled.

"Yes, but he doesn't love me, so this doesn't hinder my feelings."

"Then do you want to leave?" Both of them collapsed. Shao Baige looked out of the window, and the girl opposite stared at the food in front of her.

"There are many things in the world that are helpless. I will be dissatisfied with him and I will feel unfortunate." Beibei wiped his hands with a napkin, unbuttoned the thin strap of the floral dress, and tied it back on. She looked very nervous.

"Then not kill this child?" Shao Baige suddenly scolded loudly, stuffed the last bite of soybeans in the plate into his mouth, and shook off the knife and fork.

The customers in the shop finally stopped being polite. Both of them leaned on the back of the chair. After a long time, Beibei spoke.
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