What is Buddha?

Come from the hell of evil spirits and is not contaminated.

Forgive and soothe the wandering and lonely soul.

Holy as white lotus.

Come from the silt swamp, clean and gentle.

From the hurt, you are not afraid, don’t resent, and still kind.

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Four years later

Babe was sitting in the waiting room of Toronto Airport in Canada. Everything was too sudden. The flight she was going to take was late due to weather, and she might have to wait a little longer... Maybe she had to wait a long time.

Qin Tian sat beside her, and the pointed leather shoes made rhythmic sounds on the ground as transparent as a mirror. He finally stopped his white and tender face when he was young. He wore a long coat, a coat that only a tall man could wear. The fabric softly wrapped his body and soul.

"You go back first, and then I will go to you when the work I have arranged."

Beibei tilted his head to see his always plain appearance. After a while, Qin Tian seemed to be bigger. He was not as thin and thin as when he was young, and his shoulders were much thicker. When he was in harmony, she felt a little mixed with emotion. The shoulders in front of her were the shoulders of men that were common in foreign movies. They were thick and powerful. The tweed suit was buttoned until it was tightly covered, regular and neat. So his Adam's apple moved up and down.

"Yeah." Beibei responded, and she pursed her lips, not knowing what she was thinking. She pulled the trolley box with her hand too hard, and her fingertips were scattered. She didn't say anything anymore, turned her head and stopped looking at him, very nervous, but she was not as anxious as she was four years ago.

"Are you scared?" Qin Tian shook her hand and tried very hard. She knew that he wanted her to feel more at ease. Beibei's stiff back bent down and sat in a comfortable but ugly posture, which made her feel better. The two of them were so familiar with each other. The four years he had lived together were enough to know her more thoroughly.

"There is a little bit scary. At that time, I thought I was just going abroad for a walk." Beibei raised her head awkwardly. She liked to look at his face, scratched her head like a child, and smiled warmly. This was a comfortable day. Although it was a variety of changes, everything that could be savored was beautiful.

"Do you want to bring something for your mother?" Qin Tian lowered his head and picked up Beibei's trolley case and placed it in front of him. He wanted her to relax, but her hands suddenly became empty, but she didn't know where to put them, and she was sadly in the air.

"No need, there is no time to buy it." Beibei still answered lightly, deliberately putting his hands on his legs, as if he was asked by his teacher when he was a child, and he was awkward: "Nothing matters."

"No need for you. I have time. I can buy it in the next few days." Qin Tian shook her hand again, hoping that she would feel better.

"No need, I'm going back. Take the time to fill a bottle of snow water! Give it to me." Beibei's clear eyebrows and eyes were smiling naughtyly, and she really felt better.

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The plane was more than five hours late and finally arrived. The weather was not good today, but it was a very beautiful day just now. Beibei hurriedly followed the crowd. Her anxiety made her look very nervous. Qin Tian followed her closely, as if she was about to escape. She turned around and told him: "I'll leave first, you must send my son back. If you are not , let him stay with you for a few more days before coming back."

Qin Tian nodded and gave her a very relaxed smile. He touched Beibei's head, and she was left with only a layer of green head that was pressed against her scalp.

After the security check, Beibei looked behind her again. Qin Tian shook his arm to signal her. She followed the abortion and then could not see him again. This was not the first time she had been on a plane alone, but she was still unable to adapt to this thing. She felt scared and was sincerely afraid. She knew that this thing would be either bad or bad, and it would almost never survive, so every time she got on the plane, she was so nervous that she couldn't move.

She thought about getting on the plane and went to bed, hoping that everything would be spent in her sleep, saving her from being worried. She found her seat and had enough time to put her luggage in. She was next to an old couple, an old couple who looked like British, was very fat, and they felt very uncomfortable when they sat there. Even her seat looked cramped, but if Beibei wanted to make herself feel more comfortable, she still asked for a blanket and everything was ready.

——

It has been a long time since she came to Toronto, but Bebe still doesn't know the city. She has never felt the peace of mind here. There are too many beautiful places here, but she has almost never been there. She spends all her time in the house, as if she is in China. Here she has become a lancer. Although her meager income can only support her life, she has never felt as solid and happy as she is now. Her noisy heart will no longer provoke the boring life endlessly, and she finally calms down.

This felt great. You know, it was the first time she was so simple, just savoring life, which made her feel a new life, starting from when she saw a book with three Chinese characters on the cover in the bookstore next to Qintian School.

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"the    book?"

That was when she was only able to speak a little English, the old foreign man who sold books at the book stall wore a crappy vest, gray, and the lower half was beige, which looked ridiculous, hanging on his bloated body like two bags. He enthusiastically introduced the book to her and blessed her child who was still in her belly. He pointed to her bulging belly and said, "He said that the child must be a cute guy, and easy."

She was and easy, Beibei liked him to say this, but to be precise, she couldn't understand at all. She just watched him rise and fall with both hands, and closed her eyes intoxicated.

That must be dom.

——

"Why did you buy the Tao Te Ching?" Qin Tian picked up the book from the coffee table, and it was a little far apart. He raised it high and raised it to Beibei who was in the kitchen: "Are you sure you can understand the English version?"

The girl just opened her mouth and did not comment.

"Do you know? You shouldn't be so confident in foreigners. Their language cannot express the complex context of Chinese, let alone you chose the Tao Te Ching."

One afternoon a week later, Beibei found a Chinese version of the Tao Te Ching, which was neatly placed on the English book. She picked it up and saw Qin Tian taking a nap on the sand. The book was obviously not for adults like her. It contained many cartoon comics and Chinese and English annotations. Although the Chinese was not very beautiful, the English was indeed worse, but the comics were still very good.
Chapter completed!