The car drove into the old community. I first pressed the window to observe whether my luggage was moved out by Mi Cai. The result was that I was satisfied. Although I did not comply with the agreement, there was no luggage downstairs. It seemed that my warning last time worked.

I went upstairs lightly, but it was pitch black when I opened the door. I looked at Mi Cai's room, and there was no light in the crack of the door. It turned out that she had not come back tonight. No wonder she didn't see her car downstairs, and no wonder she didn't move my luggage out.

It’s better if I don’t come back, I can stay there again tonight. Perhaps this is the only comfort that God gave me when the day is about to end.

After a simple washing, I lay on the bed, turned off the light and closed my eyes, the world suddenly became quiet. I thought I could soon enter sleep in this state, but some fragments entered my mind rashly.

These clips all have about the past. Looking back on the past, it unfolds the emptiness and downfall of the present. I don’t understand why Fang Yuan and Yan Yan can persist after graduation and get married. However, Jian Wei and I ended in such a bleak situation. What did I not do well enough? I really hope Jian Wei can tell me in person, but just such a simple request has become a luxury!

So I suffered for two years and decayed for two years in the ignorance.

....

I wiped my face heavily, sat up from the bed, sat wither for a long time, got out of the bed and found the dusty guitar from the cabinet, I wanted to sing a song, give it to myself... for Jian Wei.

Use the tuner to tune and pluck the strings, and the song Yinghao's "Lost" hummed out of his mouth.

"Who can see this prosperity clearly? Once again, the eyes are confused; who can hide from this noise and erode you again; who has mentioned this past event again, forget you again; who will meet again in the next life and fall in love with you again

I was lost, unable to find the map, and the road of love was so hard; I was lost, unable to find the way out, why did the world become so numb; I was lost, unable to find the way out, and the people around me were all strangers; I was lost, and stood still, and your heart had flew to the distance..."

When I sang the last sentence, a warm feeling came from the corner of my eyes. I was lost, really lost. I thought I had walked a long way in the past two years, but I was walking on a map called love, but her heart flew to the distance...

I lit a cigarette and took a sip when the door suddenly rang. I was so scared that I almost broke the guitar string. Isn’t there anyone at home?!

Mi Cai's voice came from outside the door: "If you are interested in singing, please find a place where there is no one, this is a residential area."

I put on my slippers and opened the door. Mi Cai stood in front of me in a suspender pajamas. Her concave figure was comparable to Yan Yan, and her pretty face was so quiet under the hazy light, which made her temperament unparalleled.

"You didn't hear me sing just now: Am I lost? I'm still missing and I can find a place where no one is!" I said with a smile.

"Stressive!"

I ignored Mi Cai's dissatisfaction and asked, "Why are you at home?"

“I’ve been there.”

"I didn't see your car downstairs!"

"Stopped in the open space opposite."

"No wonder!" I sighed and immediately wanted to close the door, for fear that Mi Cai and I would mention moving. It was almost late at night, so where could I move.

Mi Cai pushed the door with both hands, not letting me succeed.

I glared at her and asked, "You don't really plan to let me move out now, are you?"

"No." Mi Cai said again, "Didn't you want to sing and get lost? I can take you to find a place where no one can be, so that you can vent your heart's content."

"Really? Are you so good?" I asked vigilantly.

"Anyway, I've been clamored by you so much that I'm not sleepy anymore. If you're still interested, I can be your audience." After thinking about it, I added: "Your voice is good!"

I think it was Mi Cai who took the initiative to repair her relationship with me, or she was amazed by my singing, or she felt sorry for me, a decadent man. No matter what motive it was, I felt that I could agree to her request because I also had insomnia, so let's go crazy together!

………

After a while, Micai changed her clothes. I was wearing pajamas, slippers, holding the guitar in my hand and walking downstairs one by one.

Mi Cai drove his own car, and I opened the door and sat in the passenger seat. It was not that I had never taken the luxury car, but it was the first time for the q7, so I couldn't help but look at it a few more times.

Before I could wear my seat belt, Micai had already stepped on the accelerator heavily. The q7's strong back thrust almost knocked me to death on the car glass.

"It's this night, do you want a corpse to sit next to you?" I touched my head that was hit and hurt, and said angrily at Mi Cai.

"Whoever makes you not wear a seat belt and do not follow the rules deserve to be hit!" Mi Cai said lukewarmly.

I pointed at Mi Cai and said angry but helplessly: "You tm, take revenge on me!"

Mi Cai ignored me at all and still drove the car without any expression.

...

After about twenty minutes, Mi Cai really took me to a wasteland outside where no one would come at all. She stopped the car, pulled the handbrake, and finally turned off the engine and said to me: "There is no one here, just sing it all."

"The space on the car is too small and cannot be used."

"Then you go down and sing."

"You think I'm stupid. You'll drive away later. Wherever I go, I'll be wronged." I said vigilantly. Since she just deliberately started the car while I didn't wear a seat belt, I suspected that she didn't do well.

"You're talking nonsense!" Mi Cai said as she let go of her seat belt and got out of the car first, looking as if she was a gentleman and open-minded villain.

I got out of the car and stood side by side with Mi Cai. I looked at the sky and realized that the weather was good this night, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, and the air was good. I felt like I finally avoided the hustle and bustle.

My heart gradually calmed down. I really thank Mi Cai for taking me to this quiet place with such interest. I need to vent my many unhappiness and dissatisfaction with reality.

He plucked the guitar strings and sang a song called "Metamorphosis" by Jin Wulin.

After singing the song, Mi Cai unexpectedly applauded me and asked, "Do you like serious music too?"

"yes, if there are more instruments, it will make you feel more singed." I said, and I was also a little surprised that Mi Cai actually knew this song. You must know that serious music is not the public, and it is both artistic and academic. Both singers and admirers need certain aesthetic abilities.

Mi Cai nodded and said, "You are not as stupid as you look!"

"You are narrow-minded in judging talents by appearance."

Mi Cai didn't care about the confrontation between me and her and said to me: "Please continue."

I put down the guitar and said to Micai, "You should understand music quite well. Do you know how to play guitar? Let's have one."

"I promised to be an audience member, so you can continue."

I nodded. In such a dull night and in the boundless wilderness, there was an overly beautiful woman who was willing to be my audience. It was a gift from God to me!

When I think about it this way, I suddenly felt even more guilty about Mi Cai so rudely. In fact, she treated me quite well. She borrowed me money and took me in for an extra night. Now I have accompanied me to vent my depression. Maybe my rough temper really should be changed!

A gust of cold wind blew, and Mi Cai subconsciously tucked her thin clothes.

I said to her a little unbearable: "You get in the car, I vent myself, and I'll vent myself."

"Are you sure?"

I nodded.

Mi Cai opened the car door and sat in the car, but was not completely isolated from me. She pressed the window and looked at me with her chin in one hand, as if she was looking forward to my next song.

I plucked the guitar string and sang another song. I was in the process of getting involved. The car behind me suddenly started. I turned around and Micai had already tied up his seat belt.

She said to me with a smile: "Your voice is really good... But I have to leave first. This is a punishment for not keeping your promises and being rude and unreasonable." After that, the car broke through the dark side of the night like an arrow towards Lisheng.

"I'll fuck you!" I took off my slippers and smashed them into her car, but the smash was not painful or itchy.

"Your uncle, you are 800, I know you didn't follow your kindness... Use my sympathy, be careful of the thunder strike... I fuck you! You and I are not finished!" I turned around in a hurry, cursing incoherently at Mi Cai who had disappeared from my sight.

...

I have always been familiar with everyone, I am easy to trust and don’t like to be on guard. I deserve it if I end up like this!!
Chapter completed!