I was in a daze all day, and it was not until the dusk sunlight was lazily reflected on the transparent glass that I realized it was time to get off work.

Fangyuan of the next table was still busy. I was a little free, so I went to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette and waited for get off work.

When I came back, Yan Yan sat on my office chair, and it seemed that she was here to wait for Fang Yuan to get off work.

I teased Yan Yan: "Yan Yan, your buttocks are plump again, and I can't even fit my chair!"

"It's like a dead person, no one is right!" Yan Yan said with a blank look on me.

I raised my eyebrows and smiled at Yan Yan. Actually, she is a beautiful woman, very sexy, especially her buttocks, round and perky, her legs are slender, and her figure is tall. When I was walking on the street, looking at her back and curves, the most beautiful one was definitely Yan Yan.

I came to Fang Yuan, patted his shoulder and asked, "Have you made that big framework of the project?"

"The overall idea and framework have been made, but it's just a little bit of the following words to explain." Fang Yuan replied.

"Then I'll do the rest. You get off work first, don't let Yan Yan wait for you."

Yan Yan pressed my face with both hands and said happily: "Zhaoyang, you are so busy. You don't know how much we have to be busy with later!"

"It's time to get married, there will definitely be no less things to do." I said and took away the hands that Yan Yan pressed on my face.

Fang Yuan finally stretched out his body, stood up and said to me, "Okay, I have to go to the wedding company with Yan Yan soon, and I have to run there at the wedding shop... If you have any questions, we can communicate with each other by phone at any time."

"Don't worry, go and go there." I said as I sat down on Fangyuan's office chair.

Fang Yuan quickly packed up his things, Yan Yan held his arm, and when she left, she thought of something and said to me: "Zhaoyang, our company's building is about to open. If you want to buy it, I will help you get an internal price. One square meter can be 1,500 yuan cheaper!"

Yan Yan is the head of the sales department of a real estate company in this city. The internal price she can get is absolutely attractive. She saves at least 100,000 yuan for a house, but even so, I don’t have the ability to buy a house.

"Let's talk about it later." I replied.

Fang Yuan asked Yan Yan: "Which plate was opened this time?"

"Phase II of COSCO Eco-City." Yan Yan replied.

Fang Yuan put down his briefcase and said to me seriously: "Zhaoyang, buy it. This property is really good. I don't know how long it will take to miss this opportunity next time, and housing prices will definitely rise sharply in the future!"

"What are you buying? You don't know what to buy."

"Yan Yan and I have a deposit of tens of thousands of yuan. We will lend it to you first. Then you go back and ask Daddy to think of a way. It should be fine to raise the down payment, right?"

"You two still have a mortgage loan, and you have to pay for your car loan. You will get married soon. There is no need to spend money. I really don't have to fuck me."

Yan Yan said again: "We two pay the mortgage, and the car loan is easy. Zhaoyang, you buy the house first and find a girlfriend in the future. We really don't want to see you mixing like this. It's so urgent, so urgent!"

"It's easy for two of you to pay back the loan! But you have thought about how to pay back the loan after I buy a house? I can't even support myself, so I'll pay a lot of loan!...Okay, don't stick here, it's going to be dark soon." I urged Fang Yuan and Yan Yan to leave.

Yan Yan and Fang Yuan looked at each other, sighed softly, looked at me again before leaving.

...

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, I saw Yan Yan walking towards the white Mazda 6 they just bought downstairs of the company, feeling inexplicably.

Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, both graduated from Suzhou University. They already have their own houses and cars in this city and will soon enter the palace of marriage. I don’t understand why the gap between us is so big. Is this a joke between God and me, or is it that I have put myself in pursuing myself.

Looking lonely, I couldn't help but wonder: If Jian Wei and I hadn't broken up, would it be time to get married?

...

At 9 o'clock in the evening, I finally finished the project left by Fang Yuan, stretched my body, and walked towards the staff's rest room with a cup. I was about to drink the last cup of coffee before getting off work.

I was speechless as the sound of the coffee liquid falling from the coffee machine into the cup, it seemed like a gentle call, so even my desire was gone.

Drinking a sip of coffee, looking at the heavy night outside the window and struggling neon lights, I really want to abandon this tired body!

...

The phone rang and took it out of my pocket and looked at it. It turned out to be Le Yao's again.

When he answered the phone, Le Yao said to me in a weak voice: "Zhaoyang, where are you?"

"Work overtime." I responded with an unknown emotion.

"Can you help me wash my clothes? I can't get water from my hands."

"I fuck you, don't have a washing machine? I asked angrily in anger.

Le Yao said tiredly, "Come and fuck."

I was speechless and said for a while: "My focus is on the washing machine, not to fuck you!"

“Some clothes cannot be washed in a washing machine.”

"Then you take it to dry cleaning. I'll work for one day, and I'm tired and uninspired." I firmly refused.

"You can't use underwear and underwear to dry clean, right?"

"You're crazy, let me wash your underwear and underwear!"

"Zhaoyang, I just finished the operation and my hands really can't get wet. Can't you pity me?" Le Yao choked.

"I know you graduated from Shanghai Theatre Academy. Please don't act with me?"

Le Yao really cried: "I'm pregnant with you, have you treated me like that? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you know I'm so heartbroken?"

"You and I are playing Qiong Yao's drama, and we are still comparing and asking!"

Le Yao burst into tears: "Zhaoyang...you beast...believe it or not, I will die for you!"

I was really helpless by Le Yao: "Auntie, I'm afraid of you, can't I go?"

Le Yao's tone instantly turned calm: "Come on, I'll wait for you!"

Listening to the "beep" sound hanging up on the phone, I suddenly felt: If Le Yao couldn't get to the best actress level, she would definitely be in the entertainment industry without any eyes, and her acting skills were simply amazing!

People who learn to perform are terrible, and women who learn to perform are even more terrible!

...

Leaving the company, standing on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, I suddenly remembered that I promised Mi Cai to move after get off work. It was almost 9:30 now!

"Will you move my things out again?" I muttered.

The taxi had already stopped beside me, and I thought about it: I had already broken the agreement anyway, so I went to wash Le Yao's clothes first. As for moving, I will talk about it later.

About 15 minutes I came to the single apartment where Le Yao lived, stood at the door and rang the doorbell wildly to vent my forced dissatisfaction.

Le Yao was wearing pajamas and holding a doll in her arms. She opened the door for me with a haggard face. Her pitiful look made me swallow all the harsh words I had prepared back into my stomach, and just complained: "You are just a mother!"

"If you don't sleep with me, you won't have these things." Le Yao said to the side of her body and signaled me to go in.

I had no intention of quarrel with Le Yao, and walked into the house and asked her, "Where is the clothes?"

“In the bathroom laundry basket.”

When I came to the bathroom, I was shocked. The two extra-large dirty clothes baskets were stuffed with clothes. I said angrily: "Did you deliberately save clothes for a year to abuse me?"

Le Yao ignored me, but the TV in the living room was louder.

I was so angry that I felt so painful, but I still gritted my teeth and poured down all the clothes in the clothes basket. I put a bunch of clothes that could be washed by the washing machine, put a bunch of clothes that needed to be washed by hand, and put a bunch of clothes that were underwear and underwear again.

In the next time, I worked with the washing machine and I worked for an hour before I finished washing the pile of clothes.

He brought the washed clothes to the balcony to dry them one by one. After finishing all of them, he stood on the balcony and lit a cigarette to relieve the fatigue just now.

Le Yao came to me with a fruit plate and asked softly: "Do you eat it?"

"No appetite." I said with a deep breath of cigarette.

Le Yao pulled out the cigarette between my fingers, took out a tissue from her pocket to wipe the sweat on my forehead, and said in a very light tone: "Zhaoyang, the magazine says that a man is willing to wash underwear and underwear for a woman, and must be a gentle and reliable good man."

"Come out, do you think I'm willing to wash it for you!"

Even though I was scolded, Le Yao still held my arm and snuggled up to my body and asked, "Then have you washed other women besides me?"

"No." I replied impatiently.

"Not Jian Wei?" Le Yao asked.

"Are you annoying? What bird questions are you asking!" I said and pushed Le Yao away.

Le Yao has long been used to my attitude, she is not angry or speaks, just looking at me.

I put on my coat and said to her, "I'm leaving, don't call me again in the future."

Le Yao grabbed me: "I don't allow you to leave."

"Get up." I raised my arm and shook Le Yao and held my hand tightly.

Le Yao blocked the door again and said, "Don't leave first, I have something for you." As she said that, she took out a bank card that seemed to have been prepared and handed it to me, and said, "I'm going to give you ten thousand yuan in the card. I know you spent a lot of money this time."

I was stunned and said, "Where did you get the money?"

"I made some advances with the crew."

"Have you discovered your conscience?"

Le Yao stared at me with a sad look and looked at me for a long time: "The child is yours... I said, I just want to see your willingness to take responsibility. Of course, I will return the money you spent."

The more serious Le Yao's expression is, the more I feel that she is acting. In my eyes, she is just a woman who likes to be addicted to the bright lights and wine. The responsibility in her mouth is simply unreliable, and I am the same, so I understand it too much.

The reason why she insisted that the child was mine was perhaps just a sustenance after emptiness, or even she herself didn't know who the child was... This weird sustenance is difficult to explain clearly in words, but people living in this corrupt circle understand... We seem to be free and free, but our hearts are empty!

.....

In the end, I didn't want the card for Le Yao. Although I was short of money, I didn't say it too much as to why I didn't. Maybe I sympathize with Le Yao in my heart and scold her, but I would still help her when she needed it.

No matter how bright and beautiful she looks, I understand the emptiness behind it, because we are the same type of people, the only difference: one day she may really become famous in the entertainment industry, and I am destined to live an ordinary and lonely life!

.....

After leaving Le Yao's residence, I immediately took a taxi to drive to my former residence. I really hope that Micai will not move my luggage out because I did not comply with the agreement. I don't want to work overtime, nor do I want to be pestered by Le Yao to wash my clothes! But there are so many accidents in life that make me helpless.
Chapter completed!