The winter nights are extremely cold and are not suitable for staying outdoors for a long time, but we have been in this square for a long time. No matter what future I live my life, I will not forget it, because there are many memories about me and Micai here, and we make life very casually here, so we often come to play racing. When we couldn't find a way out in love, we came here to guide each other. This carries our playfulness and makes us more upright.

Looking back on the journey, I realized that we have really experienced too many hardships. At this moment, she can lean in my arms is the greatest favor given to me by God. I never want to lose her or the greatest thoughts in my life.

Thinking of this, my sense of crisis began to erupt again, so I hugged her tightly in my arms, put my right hand on the back of her neck and stroked it over and over again, wishing I could hold her in the palm of my hand, and I would never be willing to let go.

She seemed to understand what I was thinking, and leaned her soft cheeks against my face, and there was a warmth between us, as if she had bid farewell to the loneliest time in life, and here she ignored the loss of time and pursued the touch of dependence on each other!

Yes, we need to rely on each other in this cold and impetuous world!

The cold wind cannot take away the temperature we rely on each other, and she whispered in my ear: "Zhaoyang, please be the last faith in my life."

I had no idea of ​​crying... I could only nod and respond to her... At this moment, I can no longer remember how much I wanted to break myself into life in the past few years!

After a long time, I choked up and sang the song "Elop" in her ear... Without the guidance of the accompaniment, I sang a lovely version. I never knew that this song could still be sung like this, sing this feeling!

"In the city of desire, you are my last faith. Don't be sad anymore. I see hope. Do you still have the courage to elope with me, and run to the most distant town, and be the happiest person..."

I sang this song in her ear with the firmest belief to the end. Her tears were even more fierce than me. She walked along her cheeks, passed through my clothes, and fell into the collar. In the end, she had no strength to fall, and stopped on my heart, beating "plop, plop"... and jumped out of nostalgia and faith!

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At the exit of the square, Mi Cai said goodbye to me. She was going to find the woman in red this night. She also had some things to communicate with the woman in red to ensure that she could be foolproof tomorrow. So, she didn't plan to go back to live tonight. Of course I can understand her, and I was already very satisfied with this night!

I didn't want to delay Mi Cai's serious matters, so I refused her proposal to send me back. I walked towards our residence alone in a walk. In fact, I really rarely have the mood or opportunity to walk a long way in the middle of the night. Every time at this time, I can calm down and think about many things, and untie the seemingly unsolvable knots in life.

In fact, this square is not far from our residence, but I deliberately took a long way to go because I did not have Mi Cai's company this night, and my desire to go home was reduced a lot, and I also wanted to use this extra journey to solve more things that trouble me.

Late at night, I walked to the moat. I never expected that at this time, I would see Jian Wei's car parked on the river bank. It was already so late. Shouldn't she be with Xiang Chen, who had just returned to China?

This is an encounter that made me feel extremely entangled. I can indeed walk by quietly, but with the dark night, she would never come here because she was in a good mood. On the contrary, she is very likely to experience heart-wrenching pain. There are too many things that have happened to her recently, and he may not be able to bear it, so her back is reflected in the river, so lonely and helpless...

She seemed to have a natural sense of me. I stood silently. She turned her head and then her eyes intersected with me. Under the light, I saw it very clearly, and her face was covered with tears... Before I came, she had been crying alone in front of this cold river!

This seemed to be the arrangement of fate. I had no reason to leave again, so I walked towards her on the withered lawn. Gradually, there was only a distance between us with a tiled floor. I could even feel her breath, but I didn't know what to say.

She threw herself into my arms and cried so hard that she couldn't help herself...I wanted to push her away and tell her that this was just a chance encounter. I was not going to save her... But my heart moved, but my hands couldn't move. Her crying was like a handcuff, limiting my movements... But reality warned me tragically that I was no longer the man who could take her to elope a few years ago...

She seemed to find a sense of security in me, and her fingers were about to be embedded in my flesh through my cotton coat. I was a little suffocated, not only my body, but also my soul!

Reason gradually defeated sensibility. I held her arm and pushed her away from my body with all my strength. I panted and said, "Jian Wei, don't do this..."

She sobbed: "I'm sorry, I'm losing my composure...I know that a man can never bear two women on his shoulders!"

"I should say sorry...I can really understand your current mood...but you shouldn't stand alone here and shed tears helplessly...Xiang Chen has already returned. You should go to him and talk to him about your difficulties."

Jian Wei smiled sadly: "Is he back?...I don't know, he hasn't come to me... It doesn't matter whether he is looking for me."

Jian Wei's answer made me tremble. The woman named Chu Xinrui I met at the airport today suddenly appeared in my mind... What is the relationship between Xiang Chen and that woman?

I couldn't talk about this to Jian Wei, so I fell into silence with anxiety...

The wind was very strong at night, and her tears quickly dried her tears, but the salty tears left a red mark on her cheeks. She bit her lip and finally said to me with difficulty: "Zhaoyang, haven't you always wanted to withdraw from Luku?...I'll give you some funds. You should leave with the project of Literary and Art Road, the faster the better!"

I was a little dazed... Looking at her face, it seemed that the melody of "Elop" came from the farthest place, but there were only melody, no lyrics...

Her eyes were full of determination: "Leave with the project of literary and artistic road... I hope you can realize your dream... I can no longer accompany you. No matter where I am in the future, I will silently pay attention to this road and try to reach the end of this road... Because, you told me that there will be a clean and transparent city at the end of it!"
Chapter completed!