When I arrived in Suzhou with the woman in red, there was still the sunset of the red earth hanging in the sky. Even the city seemed to have become a shy woman covered with a red veil. She hid her thoughts under the veil and thought about it secretly over and over again. So I couldn't see clearly what would happen in this city tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or even further in the future. But this city is so big that there must be no shortage of love, hate, separation, sorrow and troubles, which easily drown the hard-earned joy.

I sent the woman in red to a hotel that I had booked in advance. Before leaving, I asked her: "What do you want to eat in the evening? I will order a seat in advance."

"Don't be so polite, I'll make other arrangements tonight."

"What arrangement?"

"Arrangements that have nothing to do with you..."

I glared at her and said, "You said we sometimes choke, who are you blamed? Just say that this time, I kindly invite you to dinner, and you just refuse. I care about your life safety. If you ask you what arrangements you have, you must choke me so meaninglessly!"

The woman in red was a little disgusted by my righteous words, and replied after a while: "Just think I'm menopause early!"

In fact, I really understand that her aggressive personality stems from the unhappiness in her life. When a beautiful woman complains about her early menopause, it is a kind of sadness that can be seen in her eyes. So I hurriedly reviewed herself: "It's up to me, sometimes I'm really a person who is looking for a slap!!"

The woman in red finally had less sharp attitude and replied: "Actually, I don't want to be a light bulb with you and Mr. Mi. I also have some memories of Suzhou. Sometimes I go to somewhere here alone, recall what happened, and maybe help me make some correct decisions..."

"Your memories should be related to that fake, empty man, right?"

The woman in red looked at me coldly again and said, "I am allowed to say that he is empty, and no other people are allowed to say anything, including you!"

I looked at her, and her arrogance and dictatorship once again left me speechless, and I couldn't help but compare her with Micai. I don't know, will Micai protect me in some pictures that I can't see?

In fact, these superficial contrasts do not have much meaning. After all, Mi Cai is Mi Cai, and women in red are women in red. Different experiences and life backgrounds will naturally create completely different personalities. Being good at discovering the shining and brilliance of human nature is what I want to pursue.

Similarly, I am the same. Perhaps, there are many similar people in this world who think I am a man who cannot stand scrutiny, but I know the law and try to pursue my dreams and my favorite way of survival, but I have never forgotten to take into account those around me who need help. Therefore, I think my persistence is worthy of my conscience. In my eyes, those criticisms are at most just an abstract chatter. I never intend to birdie those aliens who can't handle their own lives, but always like to pretend to be public intellectuals and question others' ways of existence!

And the reason why I am so calm is that one day, these people will be beaten by life and throw away the public intellectuals' face. When I look back, I realize how bad I used to be! I regret that I have the right to criticize others with that limited understanding.

......

The sunset was emitting the last glory, and it jumped on the eaves of the hotel and landed in a place that I couldn't see. At the same time, the woman in red took the car key from me, opened the car door and started the car, and maybe went to the place that made her full of memories.

I left the order and couldn't wait for the taxi for the time being, so I sat on the curb next to the hotel and smoked, and then watched successful people bringing beautiful women in and out of this five-star hotel. But who can't believe that those beautiful women are their legal wives. It seems that material gains have given them the ability to integrate desire and love. In the end, their lives gradually do not require love. As long as they rub the bodies of those women like a flash, they ignorantly feel that this is a pursuit and enjoyment.

Compared to these people, I still have the confidence to pat my chest and say, I am very fulfilled and happy now!

I used this period of waiting for Mi Cai to pick me up, thinking about a lot of trivialities in life... So, I wanted to be a reliable man, forget my past self, and then manage my future family well... I think God will definitely fulfill me, because I am now really sincere!

The sky was completely dark, and I couldn't see clearly whether the road in the distance was straight or curved. Micai finally drove the Audi Q7 that I hadn't seen for a long time and came to me.

When she walked out of the car, the successful people didn't seem to think how beautiful the women around her were. They looked at Mi Cai, but Mi Cai gave them his back, faced me, took out two movie tickets from her handbag and said, "Let's go to the movie together after dinner."

"I want to get a haircut at what time of movies."

Mi Cai looked down at the ticket in her hand and smiled and said, "The movie started at 9:00, so it must be time."

Before getting in the car, I asked her again: "Why are you so time tonight?...I never thought we would have the chance to watch a movie this year!"

Mi Cai apologized and said, "In addition to living together, there are many other ways between us, which can make us feel that we are in love and will live together for the rest of our lives in the future!"

"Yes, we all need to take time to do something that can make the other party miss for a long time!"

As soon as I finished speaking, I felt that I had used the wrong word and I shouldn’t say anything nostalgic... Perhaps it is more appropriate to use aftertaste, because I never planned to miss everything we experienced alone, and two people who are not separated, are happy and happy to reminisce about the past together!

......

In the barber shop, Mi Cai was doing hair care in my place, but her eyes were always on my side. She gave advice to the hairstylist from time to time and told him what kind of hairstyle I like to wear to match with the clothes I like. The hairstylist nodded frequently, praised Mi Cai for her grasp of beauty, and envied me for having such a caring girlfriend. This gave me great satisfaction. Maybe it won’t take long before we can live like today: we cut hair together, watch movies together, go shopping together, and buy some essential daily necessities for our homes!

After watching a movie, it was already 11 o'clock in the evening, but Micai didn't want to rest. We walked to the square that carried a lot of our past. When we were tired of walking, we sat down on the bench by the tree. I was afraid that she would be cold, so I carried her to my lap. She was not as reserved as before. She took off her high heels in front of me and pinched acupuncture points that could relieve fatigue and pain.

At this time, I took out a cigarette from my pocket and put it in my mouth and smoked it comfortably... I raised my head and spit out the smoke from my outlet. I saw that the sky was so lonely, but its loneliness contrasted with my happiness. Because the person I loved the most was in my arms at this moment, I didn’t even care about what kind of posture the world existed, I just wanted to walk slowly.

She finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, at this time tomorrow, Zhuomei may have confirmed a new investor!"

I was filled with sighs and replied for a long time: "......... So many things have happened over and over again this year, and finally the dust is settled tomorrow!"

"Um."

I hugged her and asked her to face herself with a smile, "Are you nervous?"

"It's fake to say that you're not nervous at all... I hope there will be no accident!"

The concern in her expression was so real, and I hurriedly comforted her: "Don't worry, there will be no surprises... After all, Tianyang Group and President An are both reliable reliances. Zhuomei is eager to embrace the big tree of Tianyang Group. I think they should all understand that only when Zhuomei finds a way out can they have a way out, and those internal struggles should be put aside."

Mi Cai nodded, but she did not completely relax. I can understand this. After all, she is just a woman. After Zhuomei failed to go public, she will be even more nervous under unprecedented pressure. This day that determines Zhuomei's fate.

In order to divert her attention, there are still people among our friends who are worried about it. It must be Mi Cai. Maybe she and Mi Cai will have private contact. I asked, "Have she really never contacted you again since she left?"

Mi Cai's attention was indeed successfully diverted by me. There was no nervous expression on her face, and she replaced it with doubt. She shook her head for a long time and had never contacted her.

I sighed softly...

Mi Cai's expression was also very solemn, and she said softly: "She will not let any of us know about her again...!"

My heart was filled with disappointment: "Yes... she won't come back, but as long as I think of two people who are thinking about each other and miss their lives in such a regretful way, I feel sad. Their lives shouldn't be like this... But why did Robben be so stubborn and willing to wander to the United States alone and not look for her? I will never look back. Maybe she and Robben will be...ah!"

Mi Cai looked at the distance thoughtfully...

I also followed her gaze and looked into the distance...

We are sad again in this sad night... But, full of nostalgia, with their days in Suzhou, no matter how painful they are, they can find some comfort in them. Now that they are gone, I dare not reap the pain in the days to come, because there is not even a person who can tell the pain!
Chapter completed!