Speaking of "breakup" again in front of Jian Wei, my emotions seemed to have found a vent. I could even feel my body trembling, throwing grievances, anger, nostalgia and grief into my eyes, and stabbing Jian Wei, who was also distraught.

The room was filled with my unwilling breathing and her sobbing... and the time that quietly flowed away ruthlessly tore open all the wounds on our bodies, and every drop of blood fell from it, was the green years and grudges and hatreds of the past.

A torrent in my heart prompted me to roar again: "You said... why do you love me, but you want to break up with me... Do you know that your breakup turned my world into purgatory, making me live worse than death for years... Life is worse than death!!"

I poked my pain again, and my blood seemed to be flowing backwards. My eyes were swelling and painful, and I could no longer control myself and cried heart-wrenchingly.

She hugged me tightly: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, everything is my fault... I have no position to blame you!! Let's stop exploring the past... Maybe, fulfilling you is the best redemption for myself... I will wish you and Mi Cai happiness. In this life, I will never let you have any emotional difficulties... I will agree to propose to Chen. This part of us will be buried in our memory and handed over to time... Let's fade away!"

In the misery, I felt clearly that this was her farewell to me... But am I really relieved?...I don't know, but I just felt more and more that the pain was so real. At the beginning, if I didn't pull Mi Cai to appear in front of Jian Wei as a fake couple, what would be the result at this time?

Perhaps, this is the most real fate... Let us clearly feel what love means... and miss it again!!

I gradually accepted my fate, and then explored the truth of the breakup, which would only make me suffer, and I would not leave Micai at this time. I know that love in the past is hard to pursue. Although it is more magnificent than the sea, brighter than the sun, and more beautiful than the flowers, the word "Xian Wei" has dimmed everything. At this moment, Jian Wei and I are already standing in the vague sunset, watching the passion and beauty of the past peeling off from our bodies little by little... I can only wish her and Xiang Chen a happy wedding.

I finally wiped away the tears with the back of my hand, but I no longer had the ability to pretend to be a smile. I just pushed Jian Wei away and said, "I will bless me like you, to bless you and Xiang Chen. Everything I have experienced before is destined to never forget each other in my life. But this kind of non-forgett is just a face, just what I have said and done together, it has nothing to do with love... And after experiencing so much over the years, you and I should have realized how real the regrets and flaws in life are, but we will still instinctively be experts in life... So please forget, please be happy!"

Jian Wei closed her eyes and choked, then nodded... I finally left here when her world was dark and went to pursue another lighthouse in her life with lights flashing.

.........

After leaving Jian Wei's residence, I finally breathed the fresh but cold air outside, and my heart still thrust and hurt as I breathed. Tonight, I learned that there is a kind of love in this world called having to give up because I have experienced it deeply.

Surviving in this mean world, I dare not want too much. I am satisfied that I can reach the end with Mi Cai in this life. And just as Jian Wei agreed to, in the rest of my life, all we remember is the other person's face and name, and then live our own lives.

I seemed to let go of my feelings for a moment, and missed Mi Cai who was still in Yangzhou very much, so I could no longer restrain myself from waiting. I took out my cell phone from my pocket and called her.

She answered my phone call a moment later and said with some apology: "I have seen your message, but I have been having dinner with the directors of Tianyang Group since just now..."

Before she could finish her words, I couldn't help but whisper and firmly said: "I love you... I really love you!"

She was silent on the other end of the phone, as if she was addicted to the emotions I brought to her......

"I'll go find you, and now I'll go to Yangzhou to find you... OK?"

"No, it's too late. It's dangerous to drive after working for a day. I'm worried about you."

"It's not too late at all. I can see you before 12 o'clock... I want to see you, but I don't care how big the risk is."

After a moment of silence, Mi Cai said, "You stay in Suzhou obediently. I will rush back after dinner... Did you hear it?"

"Don't go anywhere, wait for me in Yangzhou, I'll go there now." As I said, I hung up the phone, then reached out to stop a taxi, and prepared to go to the company to get my car back, and go to Yangzhou immediately. I wish I could see her in the next second. This mood made me forget the fatigue and fear of driving at night. I believe that I can definitely get there safely.

.........

After picking up the car from the company, I turned on the navigation and set the end point at the Yingguan Hotel in Yangzhou. However, before I left the periphery of the city, I received a call from Chen Jingming. He said he wanted to talk to me, but I refused politely. He told me that it was very important and would not delay me for too long. I was afraid of losing the matter, so I turned the front of the car and drove to the city. But I kept calculating in my heart whether I could arrive in Yangzhou before 12 o'clock in the night.

Ten minutes later, I arrived at the teahouse that I agreed with Chen Jingming. At this time, he was already waiting for me in the car. I parked the car, opened the car door and sat in his car, and said to him: "Mr. Chen, let me tell you if you have anything. I am really in a hurry!"

My anxiousness made Chen Jingming go straight to the point without saying anything, and asked: "Zhaoyang, do you still trust me as an old boss? I believe that I am dedicated to Mr. Mi, and I hope she can defend Zhuomei on behalf of her deceased father?"

This is a question that makes me feel embarrassed, but it is important. It is not about the face. I asked back with a serious expression: "Mr. Chen, I will ask you just the matter, why are you so loyal to Mi Cai? Especially in the shopping mall, it is difficult for me to believe in absolute loyalty!"

Chen Jingming lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said, "I sympathize with Mr. Mi's life experience, because I am also a parent. In Zhuomei, I have seen her exhausted for work more than once, and more than once saw her sitting in the office, looking at the photo of the old chairman (Mi Zhongxin), and her eyes were red. I wanted to cry but I didn't dare to cry..."

I was filled with heartache because of Chen Jingming's advice, and I didn't dare to let her down in this life... I raised my head and let out a heavy breath, and said to Chen Jingming again: "Mr. Chen, please give me a more tenable reason. I don't believe that just sympathy is worthy of your abandonment of the pursuit of desire in human nature."
Chapter completed!