Looking at the convenient bag flying towards me with force, I turned around and avoided it in an instant. Then the bag burst behind me, the rice noodles scattered all over the floor, and the two braised eggs still rolled into the distance. This scene seemed to tear out our miserable past, which reminded me of it and could not breathe.

I shouted at Jian Wei, "Are you sick?"

My anger even more angered Jian Wei. She opened the car door and walked towards me with a red face. Her expression seemed to be looking for a brick to slap me to death in this alley. I was a little afraid of her temper, so I ran away, trying to find a safe place for myself at speed.

"Damn it... stop me!"

I heard Jian Wei chasing footsteps and ran faster...

Jian Wei screamed, and then her painful whimper came... I felt a little depressed in my heart, and I immediately stopped and turned to look back. I saw that Jian Wei had fallen to the ground and held her ankle in pain. She twisted her ankle because she was eager to chase me.

I didn't care about running for my life, so I turned around and ran towards her, immediately squatted on the ground, gently took off her high heels, took off her socks, and saw that there was a red and swollen ankles. Her pain was really not something I could pretend. I blamed with heartache: "What are you running in high heels in this winter...!"

Jian Wei closed her eyes, tears fell down like a broken thread, but she bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from making a sound. She was still as stubborn as before.

I tried to pick her up, but she used her sharp nails to slash across my face. A piercing pain suddenly came. I realized that my face had been scratched, and it was still a big piece, as if it had been torn apart...

Jian Wei finally cried out, crying heart-wrenchingly: "Zhaoyang...I hate you!...I hate myself even more...I am so tired. Why do you get farther and farther away from me after doing so much..." Her voice became lower and lower, so low that I could hardly hear it, and turned into a whisper: "I really...I have never loved it before..."

I cared about her injuries, didn't care about what she said, nor did I care about the wound on my face. While squatting down, I grabbed her hands, and after exerting force, I carried her back and walked out of the alley.

When I came to her car and asked her to give me the car keys, she never said anything... I tried to take her pocket, and she fought desperately. In desperation, I had to carry her on my back and walk along the street to the hospital, which was at least three or four stops away from here... but I felt so distressed that I was walking on a Long March.

I was over 90 pounds of weight on my body. I was already out of breath when I was neglecting to exercise. I was anxious. Even though I was walking on the cold winter night, I still felt sweaty on my forehead, but my legs were still walking forward mechanically, wishing I could walk to the end of this street in one step.

She choked and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I still remember the night of my junior year, which was as cold as today. You carried me and walked far away, far away. Did you go to the hospital?"

I didn't need to recall, and that picture naturally appeared in my mind... We at that night were really very similar to now... I also carried her on my back, supported myself with my thoughts, and approached the out of reach hospital step by step.

Jian Wei wiped the sweat off my forehead with her hands and said softly: "That night, every footprint you left on the road, I felt full of happiness, but now... it is full of unspeakable pain... I want to die so much!... Because no one except myself will understand, and I won't care. What I think about every day, and what I do so much, and why... Zhaoyang, my life is over, and there will be no more perfection!"

I swallowed my saliva in pain, gritted my teeth, and continued to walk towards the light that seemed to be invisible. I didn't dare to think deeply about everything Jian Wei said to me now... because after we mistook the scenery, we really didn't experience a trace of laughter.

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In the hospital, Jian Wei was doing X-ray in the orthopedic department. I bought a bottle of disinfectant to apply the wound on my face, but my heart became more and more empty. After a moment, I seemed to be baptized by emptiness. The thoughts buried deep in my heart gradually emerged, so the past became clearer and clearer, as if I would never forget how many lonely nights I missed her crazy, but there was no news about her... I couldn't let go, I gave her so much love, but she gave me so much pain.

I was about to be torn apart, half swallowed by the past, half eroded by the present, I just regret that life is thin and short, but I always love deeply. I am like this to Jian Wei and Mi Cai, but at this moment it has become a karma that I cannot see through... I felt as if I had a premonition that when Jian Wei said that her life would no longer be perfect, my life would not be able to start a prairie!

Fortunately, Jian Wei only sprained her foot and did not hurt her bones. After a few days of recuperation, she could walk down the ground. I carried all kinds of pills bought from the pharmacy and walked towards the hospital door. There were several taxis waiting for passengers in front of me. The drivers shouted at me, hoping that I could let them do a business on this night, but I did not respond. I was like an emotional machine, carrying Jian Wei along the way. At this moment, I was empty, and I didn't know why I had to hold her on my back, which was more like an instinct.

This time, Jian Wei finally gave me her car keys. I drove her back to my residence. After arriving, I carried her into the elevator with her back. Then I looked at the numbers on the floor numbly, constantly jumping, as if I saw my completely unruly life... Gradually I realized that I don't love her, just because I hate her... But is there a difference between love and hate?

Maybe not, because there is love and hate.

......

Twisted his feet means that Jian Wei has temporarily lost the ability to take care of herself. Although she can find a passport to take care of her tomorrow, I will be responsible for it tonight.

She sat on the sofa, and I unbuttoned the bandage on her feet and applied ointment for her, but they were silent with each other, allowing time to pass away from us in a voluntary manner.

I put away the ointment and prepared to replace her with a new bandage, but she finally spoke at this time and asked me: "Zhaoyang, if you hadn't met Micai who was better than me, would you give up your love for me?...Is human nature really so realistic? Instinctively chasing the freshness and chasing better people."

I asked myself, if Mi Cai did not appear in my life, what would I look like at this time?... But the more I thought about it, the more I felt more and more painful. I dared not look for the answer that represents the real one in pain.

In my silence, Jian Wei's face was filled with heart-wrenching pain, and she choked in front of me again: "Zhaoyang... I have never loved any man except you... After we came back from the United States, the first time we met, there was Mi Cai by your side. I love you. Seeing you being with other women, especially this woman is better than me, I lost all my reason, I hate the wind and snow around you... So, I accepted Xiang Chen's courtship... Whether you believe it or not, I have never loved him. I shouldn't let myself fall into this whirlpool and then unable to extricate myself... But what's the use of saying this now?... Even a stubborn stone has long been weathered in the passage of time... What's more, it's a love that cannot stand the test!!

The air seemed to condense into a particle solid at this moment. I felt suffocated and asked in the suffocation: "If you have been loving me and can't let go of the relationship we have been in business for so many years... Why, why do you still break up with me in the United States... Do you know how painful and how hateful I am?... Without your breakup like a sharp knife, which cut me off, I wouldn't fall in love with any woman. I swear, swear with my life!"

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