I just took Micai's hand and walked around a wall to the back of the house. Her car was still parked here as before. I said to her, "Take me the guitar."

She looked at me and said, "You can let go of your hand first."

I let go of her hand, but the person was still a little dizzy, so I held her car. She also took out the guitar I once gave her and handed it to my hand. I opened the door of the passenger car, sat in the car before, and then gently plucked the strings of the guitar. The gentle sounds sounded in my ears, which made me feel a little more drunk, but I was still thinking about the gift I would give her later.

Mi Cai followed me into the car and asked, "Where are you going?"

“The square we often go to…”

"I don't want to miss anything!"

"Nothing cares about it is a beginning, or it may be an end... hurry up, okay? The people in the square are about to disperse!"

Mi Cai started the car, but opened all the windows. When he drove into the bustling streets, the brightness of the city was reflected into the car in a soft manner. My imprisoned soul seemed to be jumping in my body. I have never been as eager to express myself as I am now, and I even have a very subtle joy in my heart.

After passing through a few blocks, we came to the square where we had played. However, the wind tonight was a little cooler than usual. There were always some fallen leaves floating in the sky, one after another, and finally circling and landing on the ground.

I stood the guitar at my feet and looked around the square. Because the night was already deep, there was not much fun here, and only some couples who were reluctant to leave were sitting on benches, hugging each other and whispering!

I patted my forehead to wake myself up a little, then interrupted those who were addicted to happiness and said loudly: "Everyone...everyone..."

Those who were still stranded in the square late at night turned their eyes to Mi Cai and me standing in the middle of the square. I held Mi Cai's hand again and gasped: "...I've been in love with this woman around me, and now we have broken up, but I remember that I haven't officially given her a bouquet of flowers yet, so I want to make up for this regret when there is still a chance... I used to be a bar singer, and every penny I earned at that time was hard-won. Now I still want to earn a bouquet of money in this way, and then give it to her... A song "ifyouwantme" is given to everyone, to myself, and to her!"

After pulling the strings of the guitar, I closed my eyes and my emotions quickly brewed. This song "ifyouwantme" is a song that moved me for too long, but it sang very little because it contains too many desires, but I am a person who likes to suppress desires with speculation.

"areyoureallyhere (is you really there) oramidreaming? (or I'm dreaming)... whenigetreallylonely (when I feel very lonely) and theedistancecausesonlysilence (distance only makes me even more lonely)... whenotherssayiliie? (when others say I'm lying) iwonderify youcouldeverdespiseme (will you look down on me as much as you)...ifyouletmebefree (if you let me free) if you want me sadnessfoundme (that satisfy me)......"

This is one of the few ways I can perform a song in a calm way, so I don’t have to be as divided as my heart-wrenchingly, immerse myself in my own songs, experience the soul of the song, and then my eyes get a little hot. I have been helpless in the loneliness that has been generated from the distance. I long for the woman I love to give me a hug that can satisfy everything...

I dragged the last ending tone very long, and then the applause rang out all over the place. Finally, someone came to me and threw the first ten yuan into the hat I prepared, and then got the second ten yuan, the third five yuan, the fourth coin... Finally, the couples dispersed and returned to their original positions. On this autumn night, no one was willing to delay their precious happiness.

I bent down and picked up the hat with some money from the ground, but at this time there were too few people in the square. In the end, I only raised 62 yuan, but I wanted to buy a large bouquet of beautiful champagne roses for her! I tucked my collar and looked at KFC, which was still open not far away, and thought to myself: Maybe I will get the money I need to buy flowers when I go there.

At this time, Mi Cai, who was beside her, took out a hundred yuan from her wallet and put it in my hat, and said to me: "I am also an audience... You sang very well!"

Maybe I was still addicted to the emotions of that song, my nose was a little sore, just looking at her...

She looked at me and whispered to me: "It's time for me to leave, thank you for your song!"

The moment she turned around, I held her hand tightly again, almost choked and said, "Don't go...I haven't given you flowers yet. I said that using your guitar will reward you with a gift."

"This guitar is yours, you don't need to repay anything."

"Then why do you want to give me this hundred yuan?"

"I think you should buy this bouquet of flowers, but not for me... I'll give it to the woman you should give the most!"

At this moment, my breath seemed to be infarct. I felt severe pain in my twitching, and instinctively held her hand tighter, and said with a sob: "Actually, after breaking up... I really can't forget you. These days, I can't even feel my existence. Everything I do seems to be not understandable to me... I don't want to see myself like this, and I don't want to see you... Seeing your loss... Go back to me, let's repair that broken city together... Although I once suspected, you must be the woman in that city...if you want me sadnessfoundme (just satisfy me)... Just like what I sang in the song, okay?...I love you, Mi Cai...I love you!"

Time seemed to stop at this moment, but the wind was still blowing, and the moonlight fell on our bodies with a little coldness. She cried and made a sound, crying like a child who had been wronged for a long time, but she never lay on my shoulders, just crying in my sight...and then it hurt my nerves!

A strong wind blew, and the yellowed leaves circled in the air, seemingly flying, but fell. Suddenly, the banknotes in the hats were blown up in the air like leaves, and finally fell into the fountain pool beside them, floating on the water waves... I stared blankly!...

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Chapter completed!