Ban Dad sighed, but did not respond to me immediately. He just said, "Friendship needs to be treated with caution. If you really can't get along with Xiaomi, I will naturally not say anything, but what kind of mood you are like now, even if you don't say it, I can see..."

I interrupted, "Dad Ban, stop persuading. Your son was born to be abandoned by a woman. I can see through it now. Women with too good conditions are relatively more needed, and there are many suitors around them. So I should recognize myself. Whether it is Jian Wei or Mi Cai, they are just passers-by in my emotional world. They are not suitable. The root cause is that I am too ordinary, and they are also castles in space!"

Dad Ban frowned and replied: "You obviously have emotions in your words, and feelings should be a natural thing!"

"Dad, the more you advise me, the more I feel that you understand emotional matters too much. To tell me the truth, when you were young, were you disappointed by these girls? So you can now stand on the standpoint of those who have experienced it and give me such profound teachings!"

Ban Dad looked dark: "Don't change the topic for me, what we are talking about now is what you want to deal with..."

"Dad, let's stop arguing. You just said that feelings are a natural thing, so let it end naturally. In this relationship with Mi Cai, I feel that I have really tried my best, but my efforts cannot be exchanged for her wholeheartedness. In her heart, Zhuomei is always more important than feelings, and I am a relatively impure man, so we cannot satisfy each other, and breaking up becomes a inevitable ending... These are what I want to express to you with my heart!"

Dad Ban fell into silence and said to me for a long time: "I'd rather go to Suzhou. It's too late. You go to bed early."

.........

My father left like this, but my heart did not calm down because of the quiet environment. I was still in anxiety. I couldn't help but ask myself: Why can I see through the essence of breakup, but I can't let go with peace?

No wonder someone mentioned: Love is the most complex and simplest illusion in the world. If you can let go, it is naturally simple. The so-called love is just a forgetting. If you can't let go, you can only fall into pain and continue...

He wiped his hands heavily from his face, gradually calmed down, and then dialed out the number.

After answering my phone call, he said, "Zhaoyang, call me, you must be asking Leyao if she has gone abroad... Not yet, but she has already gone to that small mountain village in Guizhou."

"Oh...uh, it's not for this thing!"

"Is that because of Mi'er?...I don't think it's possible. You've all broken up. Judging from your previous qualities, you will definitely not ask me for anything!"

"I won't ask you anything, I just tell you... She fainted during the meeting this afternoon..."

"What, why didn't she tell me about such a big thing?"

"I'm lying on the hospital bed, maybe I haven't woken up yet!"

"No, I fainted in the afternoon. If I hadn't woken up yet, the mess would have been a big deal!"

After cc said this, my heart trembled again. After a moment of silence, I said, "Or, I just don't want to bother you..."

"Is there any trouble between us? Tell me quickly which hospital she is in. I'll go see her now, but nothing happens!"

"I'll send you Fang Yuan's phone number. Call him and ask him. He told me about this. I didn't ask which hospital she was in!"

cc's tone was full of displeasure: "Zhaoyang, your heart is so big. You can speak so slowly at this time! You didn't even ask which hospital she stayed in."

"I don't want to explain anything to you..."

"I don't want to listen to your explanation. Please send me Fangyuan's number quickly...I'll hang up the phone first!"

"etc......"

"What's wrong?"

"...I'll say hello to her for me, I hope she will recover soon!"

"You won't tell her in person?"

"All the points are divided, what else can I meet!"

"Actually, aren't you and Jian Wei separated? I don't think you kept a distance!"

After cc finished speaking, he hung up the phone, but I was a little overwhelmed and fell into an indescribable incomprehension again. I really didn't understand why I had to keep a distance from Micai after the breakup. Maybe... I was really inferior in front of her. Once I broke up, this sense of inferiority suddenly expanded. It is an indisputable fact that my man's self-esteem was seriously damaged on her!

I sent me a message through WeChat: "She has no problem, she is overworked and in a bad mood, so she is dizzy. She needs to rest these days. If you want to worry, come and take a look."

"It's fine, I can't get over it. You've been taking care of her more recently in your daily life!"

"You don't care about why she is in a bad mood?"

I was silent for a long time before replying: "Besides Zhuomei, what else can move her emotions in this world!"

cc seems to be tired of my many complaints. She did not reply to my message again. I finally indulged myself in the night and didn't want to think about anything. Only then did I feel a little dignity because my brain is blank. As long as I don't think about Micai, I have dignity.

.........

The next morning, I was still sleeping, and Dad Ban entered my room and woke me up. I couldn't figure out what he was going to come, so I asked in a daze: "Dad Ban, you called me so early, why are you doing this?"

"Get up quickly and we will go to Suzhou later!"

"Why are you rushing to today? Didn't you agree to be tomorrow?"

"Go and see Xiaomi, she is hospitalized."

I suddenly lost my sleepiness and asked, "How did you know she was hospitalized?"

Ban Dad took out his cell phone and opened WeChat. I saw Mi Cai sending a public message on his Moments, expressing his gratitude to others for the care he gave her after he was hospitalized!

But I was even more surprised and asked, "Why did you add her to WeChat?"

"I was added to her last time in Xitang."

I felt unbelievable: "You are so fashionable, you can even play WeChat! What's more, you don't add your son as a friend, but add her... My sky is dark! It's so dark!"

Dad Ban ignored my surprise, patted me again, signaling me to get up quickly...

In fact, what I can’t believe most is not that Ban Dad can play WeChat, nor that Mi Cai added him as a friend, but that she actually posted an update on Moments. Apart from the news she posted today that she expressed her gratitude, only the news that “we are in a very dirty place” that we posted together last time, and it was posted by me for her... So she has never been used to posting updates!
Chapter completed!