After I talked about breaking up with Mi Cai, Fang Yuan was silent for a minute before saying, "I can't believe it...why did you break up?"

I responded to Fang Yuan's silence, and always felt that we had divided too superficially. The love we had worked hard to do was just died in a false doubt. Mi Cai might never understand that all my efforts to Le Yao were based on friendship, and our past was just a ridiculous one. We made mistakes. We only blamed ourselves a few years ago. After breaking up with Jian Wei, we should not give up the crystal clear city in our hearts. Now, I have finally paid a heavy price for my immatureness, because I have never let her go in my heart.

Fang Yuan was still waiting for my answer persistently, and I finally said to him: "Maybe I am not pure enough... I won't say it anymore, it's raining, I'll find a place to shelter from the rain!"

I didn't give Fang Yuan any more chance to ask him. I hung up the phone in the most decisive way, but didn't go anywhere. I just looked at the T-shirt that had been torn apart by Jian Wei. It took a long time to look up at the dark clouded sky, and I was looking forward to the sky, hoping that if someone had passed by that sky city, he would come back to tell me if it had become a ruin, and where did the woman with long hair drooping shoulders go?

Amid the lightning and thunder, raindrops as big as beans fell densely. I pressed the torn T-shirt on my head and looked at the vehicles coming from afar. The cold rain made me feel a little uncomfortable, and I just hoped that Jian Wei would come back quickly.

After nearly a quarter of an hour in the rain, Jian Wei finally came back. She pressed the car window and shouted to me in the heavy rain: "Are you careless? There is a gas station behind you, why don't you go in and hide... Get in the car quickly."

I finally opened the car door and got into the car. The water dripping from me soon formed a pool of water on my feet. Jian Wei took out a tissue, wiped off the rain from my face, and asked reproachfully: "Why don't you know how to go in and hide in the gas station behind me? It's like a chicken with a drop of soup!"

"Who will pay attention to what's behind you!"

Jian Wei stopped the movements on her hands, and then looked at me: "What do you want to explain?"

"I didn't want to explain anything. I really didn't notice that there was a gas station behind me. I think you are a little sensitive!"

"I hope what you said is true." Jian Wei seemed unwilling to argue with me anymore. After saying that, she handed me a shirt she just bought and started the car. The scenery in the rain outside the window quickly became the memory in my mind.

But I still couldn't help but look back. I didn't seem to care about the gas station behind me just now.

......

After having supper with Jian Wei, I sent her back to the hotel. After returning home, I took a hot shower, then avoided the inquiries of my father and mother, and entered my room.

I can't describe my mood at this moment, but all my thoughts were really put on Mi Cai. I was worried that as long as I remembered her lying in the ward, my heart would burst into irresistible thrusts. This thrust swallowed my rationality and persistence little by little!

I finally took out my cell phone from my pocket and waited. As long as she sent me a message saying that she missed me and needed me to be by her side, I would definitely throw away all my conscience and dignity and return to her side, take care of her daily life, and never let similar things happen again.

After experiencing many selfs, I have deeply understood that there is no need to talk about dignity in my relationship. Although I care about that dignity very much, I love her even more. Even if I have suffered many times, I still cannot make myself rational. The only thing I lack now is her response, and the response that proves that she still cares about me!

The phone has always been quiet, and this quietness is simply ridiculing my self-indulgentness. I felt a deep sense of frustration, and then lit a cigarette in the frustration, forcing myself not to think about her...

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Daddy walked in. He didn't complain that I made the room smoky, but just opened the window for me as usual, then moved a bench and sat down beside my bed. I put out the cigarette in my hand, and subconsciously pulled out one from the cigarette box and prepared to reinstall it.

Dad Ban held my hand and said, "Smoke less cigarettes. If you have the heart, tell me, don't be stuck in your heart."

I put down the cigarette in my hand and smiled and said, "What can I think! It's a bit boring to stay alone in the room!"

Ban Dad sighed: "This is what you are like. You shouldn't say anything you shouldn't say. When you really need to communicate, you hide everything in your heart and don't want to say a word... This is not good, and it is easy to cause misunderstandings!"

Ban Dad was right, but the pain and helplessness I experienced were really not used to bringing it to the people around me, so I smiled and said, "Bad Dad, you really think too much. What can I worry about!... By the way, today I went to the 4S store to order the car and paid the full payment. The goods will arrive in about two weeks. Then you can bring it up. This is the receipt and the car pick-up voucher." As I said that, I took out the receipt and voucher from my handbag and handed it to Ban Dad.

"If you have this money, you can buy a house by yourself. What do I want to do with such a good car? When I retire and don't go to work, I won't be able to get in the car anymore. You can quickly take it and return it!"

"Dad, this is my son's filial piety. You can keep it if you need it or not... I promise you that my son will definitely get rid of his previous bad habits in the future and let you and my mother live a good life, so you must accept the car and let your son fulfill his promise!"

Daddy looked at me and finally nodded...

After a moment of silence, Mr. Ban reminded again: "Don't forget about my ride to Suzhou the day after tomorrow."

"I'll take you to Shanghai."

Dad Ban shook his head and said, "I'll go see Xiaomi and ask her in person why she broke up with you. If she really doesn't like you, she will think that our family is poor, I don't say anything..."

I immediately interrupted with excitement and said, "Dad, I don't do this as a parent, nor do I ask the bottom line!"

Dan Daddy looked serious and replied unquestionably: "There is no such a love affair. I am your father. I can't watch you make a mistake in every step...!"

"Dad, there are thousands of good girls in the world. Why do you have to decide her? I will tell you clearly now that she is just like me and she doesn't understand life. Can he be together with two people who don't understand life?"

"It's not your father who recognized her, it's because you have determined it in your heart?...Son, your father's wrong path, you can't let you go the wrong path anymore. Feelings are not a joke, not anger, nor exchange!"
Chapter completed!