I called Ban Daddy Ban's phone with a nervous mood. He seemed to have been waiting so much that he answered the call in an instant. I said with some apology: "Ban Daddy Ban, the phone has been silent. Are you doing anything?"

"It's nothing."

"oh."

My answer made Daddy Ban, who had never liked to speak, fall into silence. Because I felt guilty and couldn't get active, I just fell into silence with him.

Dad Ban finally asked again: "Have you been working smoothly recently?"

"fine......"

"Well, since the work is going well, should you and Xiaomi consider getting married? This is almost a ill between you and your mother!"

Sure enough, Mr. Ban still inevitably mentioned the marriage between me and Mi Cai. Although he was mentally prepared, he still felt that he had knocked over the Wuwei Bottle. I really didn't know how to tell Mr. Ban. I knew very well that once he knew the truth, it was not just disappointment, but heartbroken, heartbroken by my various inactions in love, heartbroken by my long-term unfulfilment of their dream wish.

"Zhaoyang, can you hear me talking?"

"Uh... the signal was a bit bad just now... that..."

Dad Ban interrupted me: "Don't stop this and that one. Isn't tomorrow a weekend? You take Xiaomi home, let's sit down and talk about the marriage!"

"She's quite busy this week, I'll see... wait a little longer!"

"She is really busy, so my mother and I can go to Suzhou."

My father's firm attitude made me feel a little panicked, but I still couldn't make up my mind to tell the fact that I had broken up with Mi Cai. After a while, he said: "After such a long journey, don't bother me and my mother. I'll go back."

Maybe Daddy Ban never dreamed that Mi Cai and I would break up, so he didn't care. What I said was: I went back, not us, and then hung up the phone after reminding me a few more words.

I listened to the "beep" sound from the phone at a loss, and I didn't know how to face their earnest expectations tomorrow, so my heart became restless. I bought some beer in the newspaper booth on the side of the road and drank it while walking, thinking that the uneasy mood would be blown away by the stuffy summer wind...

......

I almost subconsciously came to the moat, stood at the guardrail, looking at the river water flowing north with the wind, and burst into distracted, but I longed for the next rain in my heart to extinguish all the anxiety and anxiety in my body.

The rain did not fall after all. In disappointment, I lay on the lawn on my back. When I closed my eyes, she appeared beside me as usual and asked, "Zhaoyang, aren't you afraid of being bitten by mosquitoes lying here?"

I sat up from the lawn, looked at myself, and replied: "My blood is full of helplessness and anxiety. If any mosquito dares to bite me, I will seek death!"

"Your inexplicable problem has been dealt with again!"

"What do you know?...You don't know anything!"

Jian Wei ignored it, but took out a bottle of anti-mosquito bite liquid from her bag and handed it to me, saying, "Plug it out, if you plan to sit here for a while."

I shook my head and signaled not to use it.

Jian Wei didn't force me to unscrew the bottle cap and wiped some on her arm. Then, as usual, she took out a stack of unprocessed documents from her handbag, and while reviewing them, she said to me: "You are more frequent here than you used to. Have you been doing this recently?"

"I haven't had much fun in the past few years."

This time, Jian Wei looked at me and asked again, "Is it a conflict with Mi Cai?"

"How can I see it?"

"Or how could you remember this place?"

I took out a cigarette from my pocket, but the lighter disappeared, so I took Jian Wei's handbag, found the lighter that seemed to be my special one from the mezzanine inside, and lit the cigarette.

Jian Wei said unhappily: "You are so rude. Did I ask you to touch my bag?"

"If I don't move your bag, how can I find a lighter?"

"You are the logic of robbers! ...If you respect a woman, you must respect her bag. This is etiquette!"

"Who cares about that shit etiquette... Besides, didn't I find the lighter from your bag like this last time?"

"Last time, with my permission, did I agree this time? You are purely self-righteous! "

"You are a strong woman in the new era, you are petty about me for this little thing and lose your identity!"

"I've seen through you, you're a scoundrel and a bastard!"

"What do you know? You don't know anything..."

Jian Wei looked at me again, frowned and said, "Can you still express yourself clearly now?"

"Of course I'm sober, so I said you don't understand anything, I don't understand anything... In fact, there is a city in my heart, which is very big and can pretend to be a thing. Even if the world is sluggish, my heart is still full of flowers!"

"Sao Qing!"

"You scold me, and scold me harder!"

Jian Wei's tone softened: "Zhaoyang, if you really can't pretend, you can try to communicate. Communicate and use this inexplicable way to vent, which will only make you more and more painful, and you feel that no one in this world can understand you and understand you!"

I finally opened my eyes and looked at her face under the hazy light...

Jian Wei asked me again, "Tell me, what exactly stimulates you? We always meet this river, which is also considered fate. For the sake of fate, I can be an audience, and I can also enlighten you!"

"What a big fate!"

"Then you said..."

I pondered for a while, and finally sighed and said to her, "...Mi Cai and I broke up, and are now suffering from the sequelae left after the breakup. Haha... Others think we will get married, but we still parted. So when you live in this world, don't think you live very well! You understand very well, think you can think of the future beautifully without missing a drop of water. In fact, the future is just an untuning joke... Do you know? I bought two wedding rings, but in the end I couldn't get married. You said... You said my parents are so desperate! I gave birth to such an indecisive son!"

Jian Wei looked at me with a complicated expression, and she didn't say anything for a long time...

So I laughed again and said, "Didn't you say you want to enlighten me? Hurry up and enlighten me, a man who is incompetent in life..."

"I don't know how to enlighten you...I always thought you were happy, at least in terms of feelings!"

I just looked at Jian Wei and didn't say anything anymore. Because we all live in a world where we don't understand, she thought I was doing well, and I think she was doing well, but the reality is blurred...

I picked up Jian Wei's lighter again and lit a cigarette. I couldn't help but think of my father and mother in the distance. They didn't understand, and I looked forward to Mi Cai and I would give them a marriage answer tomorrow.

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Today I have been discussing with book friends about the yy party held at the end of the month. This yy party is more formal... I hope everyone will attend it then.
Chapter completed!