When Robben once again asked me to keep Le Yao, who was about to immigrate abroad, I still just shook my head, because in my subconscious, going abroad is the best choice for Le Yao at present, and staying in China, she will live in the awesome pain every day.

Seeing that I was determined, Robben finally shook his head helplessly. He couldn't understand me very much. But then again, who can really help another person make a choice with the right insights he thinks is right? Otherwise, there wouldn't be something called self in this world, so we live so stubbornly! And so painful!

.........

At 9 o'clock, he asked Roben to take Leyao back to the hotel, and then she and I were wandering on the streets of Suzhou at night. I knew she must have something to say to me, but after walking two streets, she didn't speak. I finally asked her with some trepidation: "You didn't tell Leyao that Mi Cai and I have broken up, right?"

cc smiled and said, "If you know you will definitely ask me that."

"Then you said that you didn't say it?"

cc lit a cigarette, took a deep breath before shook his head and said to me, "No... I'm afraid she won't be determined to immigrate if I say it, and then it will be another entanglement!"

"You also think I shouldn't be with Le Yao, right?"

"Yes, if you just broke up with Mi Cai and choose to be with Le Yao again, then you will be too funny. Or, you have never loved Mi Cai, so you are eager to break up with her and choose another person!"

"How could you not love her!"

cc spit out the cigarette from his mouth heavily, then stopped, and asked me with a confused expression: "Zhaoyang, can you tell me what love is, or the difference between love and liking?"

I sighed and replied for a long time: "Like someone, you will feel happy when you are with him (her), but love someone, even though you know the pain, you still want to be with him (her)!"

"Incisive...so do you really love Micai?"

"Of course I really love her!"

cc nodded, then divergently thought, and said, "If this is the standard, then Mi Cai loves you... In terms of heart, as Mi Cai's only best friend, I think she is more painful than happy with you. For example, when you left Xitang last time, she was really in pain, but later she chose to be with you."

I smiled sadly and said, "Do you want to extend the way to tell me that two people in love may not necessarily be together, right?"

"Yes, life isn't like this. Even if you love each other, it doesn't mean it's right. After all, Mi Cai is not an ordinary woman. She can freely control her life and release her love. And you are a little passionate and cannot give her the purity she wants most, so breaking up has become something that will inevitably happen... I'm too open now, just divide it, maybe it's the right choice for you, but you have to endure the pain of breaking up!"

I nodded, took a deep breath of cigarettes, walked across a street, and there was an open-air garden on the side of the road ahead. At the suggestion of CC, the two of them walked into the garden and found a bench and sat down.

cc was a little tired. She took off her shoes and sat back to back with me. After a long time, she said, "Why do we live so painfully? I love Robben and devoted myself to it. In the end, he still doesn't love me. You and Mi Cai love each other, but in the end they can't live together for the rest of their lives. Love! Is it a kind of fulfillment or a kind of karma?"

"It's a practice!"

"I don't understand, and I can't guess it thoroughly. Just like me, I know that the man who donated 100,000 yuan to the restaurant might be more suitable for me, but if I choose one, I will still choose Robben without hesitation!"

"Actually, I have always wanted to ask, why are you so sure that the person who left a sum of money in the empty city must be a man, not a woman?"

"I'm not sure, but I can imagine it! ... I think he is the only man I can marry except Robben, and he has the qualities I like!"

I smiled and said, "If she turned out to be a woman, what would you do?"

"Then I'm going to marry her, too..."

"You have such a strong taste!"

cc smiled, and our mood finally relaxed a little in such a little joke, so we lit a cigarette in this rare relaxation!

"Zhaoyang, do you want Mi'er to marry Weiran?"

I suddenly felt ache in my heart, so I replied after a while: "I don't want this man to do anything!"

"Yes, but you and I know that after you break up, the only person Mi'er will marry is him, because there is no love in her world, and she needs Weiran to give her business support!"

"I don't want it to be what you said. A woman's life cannot be like a man!"

"You are wrong. Maybe other women will fall in love with different men at different stages, but Mi'er doesn't have this condition, this time, and this mood. Love is a luxury for her, but now she has been extravagant!"

"Did she say this, or did you think it yourself?"

"That's what she told me not long ago... But at that time, I thought you wouldn't break up. After all, they were in love with each other, but now it seems that the helplessness of life is more than love!"

I remained silent, just smoking a cigarette like mechanically.

cc said again: "If one day you learn about Mi'er and Weiran's marriage, what would you feel? Will you regret the choice to break up?"

"cc, can you not be so cruel to me? I don't want to think about such a picture!"

"But such a picture may soon become a reality!"

Guided, finally, the scene of Mi Cai standing beside Weiran wearing a wedding dress and holding flowers in her hands was hovering in my mind and lingering, so the endless pain came to me with a surging momentum...

cc, but ignored my pain and continued, "Maybe in a year, Mi'er will be pregnant with his child. Three years later, you will meet by chance. She and Weiran's child will call you uncle..."

I held my head with my hands and said in a way that I could see all the pains you said, but before these pains come, don't let me experience them in advance. I'm begging you, okay?"

"Okay, I won't say it anymore. I've said too much, and it seems like I'm going to guide you back together. In fact, I've really been out of the way of breaking up and will never act as a lubricant between you two!"

"This is the best!"

......

I found a hotel on the street alone and stayed there, but since the moment I was lying on the bed, I kept thinking about the scene of Mi Cai wearing a wedding dress and becoming someone else's wife, and then being tortured to death... But even so, I didn't have the thought of regret. I deeply remember what I said when I broke up, and the fact is that our love really has no soul. Instead of continuing so empty, it is better to start a new life cleanly.

This night, I completely lost my insomnia, and then I recalled the past over and over again during the insomnia, but this kind of recall was so fatal at this moment, so I became more and more painful... I wanted to find someone to tell me about this pain, but the night was already late, and in the end even the city fell into sleep.

Time passed slowly, as if after a long century, the morning sun finally shone into my room through the gap between the curtains, but my spirit was so dazed, because until now, I haven't slept for even a minute. At this time, I am like living in a chaotic world, without any awakening, and without any desire to rest.

I just watched the sunlight shine on my bed at several angles from the gap. It was not until the phone rang that I came back to my mind in a daze.

This call was called by Jian Wei. She asked me to go to her advertising company to get the batch of inn promotional items that had been reworked. I didn't dare to neglect it. After washing up, I rushed to her advertising company with a depressed look on her.

......

Twenty minutes later, I came to Jian Wei's advertising company and went to the production department first, but the person in charge of the production department told me that the promotional items had been delivered to Jian Wei's office and she had personally accepted them.

When she came to Jian Wei's office, she poured me a cup of tea as usual, and did not rush to give me the promotional items. Instead, she reminded: "Zhaoyang, once your Luku Tourism and Culture Company is established, you will start financing. It is best to complete the distribution of inns, bars and restaurants in southern and central Jiangsu this year."

"Don't be so anxious!"

Jian Wei frowned and replied, "Can you take the initiative to communicate with Uncle Yang Congrong?...Don't you know that the advertising he made in the early stage was intensive? If you don't raise funds quickly and expand the scale of your business, how can you make full use of this part of the advertising resources?"

"Uh... I'll take time to go to Beijing to discuss in detail with Mr. Yang these days!"

"Forget it, Uncle Yang is ready to bring his planning team to Suzhou to communicate with you. I hope you... This project will probably be a waste!"

"Sorry, I've encountered a lot of things recently..."

Jian Wei interrupted me unhappily: "If you explain these things, please keep them and say them to Uncle Yang. I have not participated in this project, but I want to remind you that if you still have this negative attitude, the partner will definitely re-evaluate the value of the cooperation..."

Before Jian Wei finished speaking, the message on my cell phone rang... My listless spirit was shocked. I knew that this message was probably sent by Mi Cai, because she had not replied to the message I sent to her yesterday to get money and keys to the old house...

He hurriedly took out his cell phone from his pocket. It was indeed sent by Mi Cai. She said, "Well, I won't go to the old house."
Chapter completed!