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Chapter 389: Leave her behind

I lit a cigarette to calm my mood before walking towards her. She took off her sunglasses, but her expression was very relaxed. This made me feel that my previous judgment of being a fallen man was not accurate, and she really didn't look very emotional.

I asked her, "Are you here to find me?"

She smiled and asked back, "When I come to this place, I either look for you or Mi Cai. Who do you think I am looking for?"

I responded to her smile, and didn't know how to continue the conversation below. I stood there and smoked a whole cigarette in my hand into a cigarette butt before saying to her: "I'll go up and get something, you can wait for me here."

Le Yao nodded and signaled me to give in. I threw away the cigarette butts in my hand, and walked towards the old corridor with an indescribable desolation in my heart.

......

When I returned to the house, I looked around and found that there was actually nothing to pack up, but I still didn't leave with my luggage immediately. Instead, I sat on the sofa for a while, and I couldn't help but feel a little touched and didn't know where I should go in the future...

I remembered the promise I made in front of my father and mother when I went to Xuzhou last time, but now the promise has become a lie. If father or mother asks me about it in the future, I will inevitably blame you again. In their eyes, my son is still so unlucky in the key points of life and always treats feelings as a joke. However, I was helpless and still indulged in this ending love and was unwilling to wake up, but I couldn't save anything in the end, so I could only apologize to father and mother who gave me ardent expectations again...

When I left, I wanted to take something away from this room so that I would not forget that I had lived here for several years. After all, I still felt that many of this happened. Think about the breath of this room has been engraved in my soul. Even when I die of old age, I will take out the last 10 minutes. Think about the years I spent in this room. As for whether I still remember the woman who was rushing in my life, maybe it is only when I am about to die that I will know.

With my luggage on my back, I gently brought it to the door and didn't look back, because this departure was not a farewell. I would come here at 8 o'clock tomorrow night to return the keys and money to Mi Cai. That's when that time will be the real farewell.

When I arrived downstairs, Le Yao sat in a shade waiting for me, but there were two bottles of iced drinks in her hand. When I approached her, she handed me one of them and took out a wet wipe from her pocket to wipe my sweat.

I said "thank you" and then took the drink and wipes from her. Before I could unscrew and take a sip, she looked at my luggage and asked, "What is in your bag of such a big size?"

"All the belongings in the past years."

The summer heat burned my throat so hard that it hurt. After saying that, I quickly unscrewed the drink bottle and took a big sip. I couldn't help but recall that it seemed that the woman around me would always care about me in some small details. For example, the iced drink in my hand at this time, even though she was already a female star in the country, she still continued to care about me, a little person, but I rarely cared about it, and then threw all of these cares that had accumulated over and over again in a corner that was most easily forgotten.

My answer made Le Yao full of doubts, and she asked, "Are you moving out from here?"

I nodded, and didn't want to say too much, because it would involve the fact that I had broken up with Mi Cai. I don't want to repeatedly experience the pain after the breakup within this day. It's really heartbreaking!

Le Yao said to me again: "Actually, I'm passing by Suzhou this time, Robben...and you!"

"Oh, did you have Robben?"

"Not yet, let's have a meal together tonight, which can be considered as practicing for me!"

"What, are you going to travel far?"

Le Yao nodded and said, "Well... do you still remember the girl from that small mountain village?"

"Remember, I'm thin and small. Last time you left, I gave you a basket of wild fruits. You said you wanted to take her to live in Beijing."

"Yes, it's her. She's like an orphan now, so I'm going to pick her up from the mountains and emigrate to Singapore with her."

"migrant!......"

Le Yao nodded and confirmed again. After a long time, she said: "So many things have happened in China. People will point fingers wherever they go. It is really unbearable. So immigrating abroad is also considered a quiet place... Haha, I guess you have been quiet too. There will never be a woman who will stubbornly destroy your relationship with Mi Cai in the future!"

An indescribable feeling surged in my heart. I stared at Le Yao for a long time and said, "Yes!"

Le Yao shrugged, smiled again, and didn't say anything more. So I once again saw a kind of calmness in her. That's right, we shouldn't over-interpret her statement of withdrawing from the entertainment industry. She just wanted to pursue a calm and ordinary life, and she gradually took the helplessness and pain that I once brought her!

......

In the evening, Le Yao and Robben gathered at the "Empty City" music restaurant. We all drank a lot of wine. When the party was about to end, Le Yao told them: she had decided to immigrate to Singapore.

CC and Robben persuaded her carefully, but she still did not give up her idea. She said: Singapore will be a new beginning in her life. She also stood from the perspective of a close friend, respected her decision, and also blessed her future life in Singapore!

When the party was about to end, I called me outside the restaurant while chatting with Leyao. He lit a cigarette and said to me: "You have broken up with Mi Cai now, do you still have to watch Leyao immigrate abroad?"

"I also think it's a good choice for her to live abroad. You know, she's uneasy in China!"

"It's nonsense. She's desperate for you...I don't know that you and Mi Cai have broken up, otherwise she wouldn't have the idea of ​​immigrating abroad!"

I lit a cigarette, took a heavy sip, and said, "Don't tell her that I have broken up with Mi Cai, let her go calmly. Maybe the quiet life abroad is what she is pursuing now."

"After all, you are still focused on Mi Cai. You are eager to find an opportunity to get back together with her. After all, Le Yao is leaving! He has a shy face and coaxes a few words, and he may become back together with you if he becomes soft!"

"Stop twitching!"
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