I seemed to be used to Le Yao's crying, and I was not too panicked. I just waited for the moment when she cried out loudly, so that the emotions she had been suppressing would be released. But things went against my wishes. Le Yao did not vent her tears from beginning to end, and her heart was also imprisoned by something uncertain. So although we were cursing each other, we were also cautious.

As she sobbed, I cleaned the room and said to her, "If you don't have a rest, I'll go make lunch and call you later."

"Zhaoyang, I beg you not to give me such a sense of security anymore. I will indulge in my obsession with you and cannot escape... My pain now comes entirely from you, not the malicious hype incident. Do you understand?... The determination I made before is about to collapse!"

Le Yao's sudden outbreak made me full of surprise. Did she really not care about her own career in the entertainment industry?...and did I really misinterpret her pain?

In my silence, Le Yao suddenly threw herself into my arms and cried: "I lost, I lost to myself again... All my resistance collapsed when I saw you... Zhaoyang, I don't want to stay in the entertainment industry anymore. It's really tired and dirty!... You take me out of this circle and let me be by your side and start a business with you. I will definitely be a good wife... OK?"

Her crying sound seemed to turn me into a stone without thinking... When I came, I just wanted to cook a meal for her and comfort her a few words. I never thought of taking her out of the entertainment industry and letting her be my wife.

After a long time, after thinking, I finally remembered all the past and the lonely and miserable appearance when I met her in a bar for the first time. I regretted why I didn’t feel moved by her at that time... And now, it’s too late.

"Zhaoyang, are you willing to promise me?... As long as you say ok, I will issue a statement to exit the entertainment industry now! I will only be by your side in the future and share all the joy and pain in your life..."

I finally said to her, "Le Yao..., can you calm down? I can't give you all the things you want now. Maybe..., maybe, Mi Cai and I will get married soon."

Le Yao was distraught: "This world is so unfair!... I have accompanied you through the lowest time. I have seen you wearing a rivet leather jacket and holding a guitar countless times. But Mi Cai, who appeared a few years later, easily took away the best you now, and you will be better in the future... Is love really so unreasonable?"

At this moment, the five flavor bottle in my heart has been knocked over. I remembered again those heart-wrenching nights. There was always a woman in the bar who would say a few words to me, drink some wine, and give me some funny gadgets. But I always threw it away the moment I walked out of the bar, because there was no extra pocket to put, and I never thought those gadgets were important...

I dare not recall the past, because after the baptism of time, those once ordinary small events have been given new meaning at this moment, which makes me have the idea of ​​elopement to the ends of the world with the woman who holds me tightly in front of me. It seems that this woman is the only woman who is willing to truly accompany me to get rid of the shackles of reality, through flowers, through thorns, and elope to the farthest town...

Maybe, I am really a man who is always unscrupulous in love!

......

My phone finally rang in my pocket, making me feel saved. I broke free from it, took out my phone, and my mood turned 90 degrees again and it was called.

I couldn't wait to answer the phone, but because of my complex emotions, my brain suddenly became blank and I didn't know what to say.

cc said to me: "Zhaoyang, I have arrived in Kathmandu (the capital of Nepal). When you called me that day, you encountered a mountain torrent. My teammates and I were trapped in the mountains. After the phone ran out of power, we had no chance to charge it!"

"It's good if people are fine, it's good if they are fine!"

"Sorry, I'm worried!"

I suddenly remembered Mi Cai and hurriedly said, "You can call Mi Cai later, she is so worried!"

"Okay... By the way, I have read the recent entertainment news, which is really angering. This malicious hype that makes things happen out of nothing will ruin Le Yao!"

I was silent for a while...

cc said again: "I will board the plane immediately, first go to Kunming, then transfer from Kunming to Beijing, which will take about 6 hours."

I once again lamented the impermanence of fate. It was only a 6-hour time difference between me, so I would not come to Beijing and then put myself in a dilemma.

......

In the conversation, I sat on Le Yao's bed and lit a cigarette for myself. After my throbbing mood calmed down, I finally said to Le Yao: "I should be able to go to Beijing in the evening. I will help you clean up the house later and go back to Suzhou first."

Le Yao quickly shifted her gaze, did not respond to me, retreated back to the place she had just sat, and picked up the gamepad again, but I seemed to see that there was no such thing as her in the world at this moment...

I left her room, cleaned the room, and then picked up my luggage, and the ingredients that were ready to be made into rice were forgotten by myself in the corner leaning against the refrigerator.

When I left this time, I did not say goodbye to Le Yao again. I made a poisonous oath in my heart. I would never show up in front of her with my slutty body again, unless one day I really have the intention to take her to the farthest town... But will this day really come?

I don't believe that there will be, otherwise I would not have the need to leave her at this moment.

......

In the evening, I returned to Suzhou, but did not contact Mi Cai. I just took the guitar to Aji's piano shop, bought myself a rivet leather jacket again, and finally went to the moat...

Even at night, the air was still full of heat. I couldn't wear that thick leather jacket at all. It was ridiculous. At this moment, I was imprisoned by the hot weather again...

I lit a cigarette and wanted to sing a song "Eloping" that I sang countless times, but the phone rang the moment I just pulled the guitar string, so I was imprisoned again. I had to restrain my desire to sing and took out my cell phone from my pocket... This phone call was from Mi Cai.

The moment I answered the phone, a trace of guilt suddenly felt in my heart. I remembered the urge to "elope" in my heart when I was in Beijing, but I never thought that Mi Cai would be the woman who elope with me. I was already on the verge of mental infidelity.

I lowered my head, looked at the grass under me, and pressed the answer button at the same time. Mi Cai's voice came from the phone: "Zhaoyang, can I rush back from Beijing tomorrow?"

"What's wrong?"
Chapter completed!