Mi Cai's silence made me a little frightened, fearing that too much would lead to mistakes, and responded to her with silence. So the night became quieter, and our figures were reflected on the window, as if we saw the soul lying on the glass, with some anxiety, swaying with the blowing wind.

I don’t know how long this lasted, Mi Cai finally spoke: “If you think you should go to Beijing, just go.”

"I'm very conflicted. It's all wrong to go or not!"

"If I make you so conflicted, it's my mistake... So, you don't have to be so conflicted, it's just to make me feel good about being a woman with dignity."

I pondered for a while, not knowing whether reason defeated impulse or impulse defeated reason, but finally said to Mi Cai: "Then I'll go to Beijing to see her tomorrow."

"Um."

"I'll come back when cc comes back."

"good."

I looked at Mi Cai and didn't know what to say. I just turned off the light for her, then picked up the milk cup she had drunk and left her room. But after I brought it to the door, I stood outside her house for a long time until I strangled all my emotions before returning to my house.

......

The next morning, I got up early, first went to the ATM downstairs to collect cash, bought two more breakfasts, and returned to the house and packed my luggage, Mi Cai had already gotten up, and then the two of them ate breakfast around the not-so-large dining table.

I handed her a glass of iced soy milk, and then looked at her, wanting to see what she was feeling at this time, but she was calm as usual and just said "Thank you".

The two continued to eat breakfast. She ate so little that after I finished eating before I thought she would go to the company first, but she didn't expect that she just sat in place and looked at me. I couldn't help but ask in confusion: "What's wrong, I have something on my face?"

She shook her head and said, "Are you flying from Shanghai?"

"Um."

"Then I'll take you to the airport."

"You are so busy, I can just take the guest myself."

"I'll send you there."

I was so surprised that she looked at her like this, but she smiled slightly and said, "Eat quickly, otherwise I won't be able to catch the flight at 9:30."

......

Mi Cai did not send me completely to the airport waiting hall, but just parked in the square in front of the airport and did not even turn off the car. I got off the car and took my luggage, then knocked on the car window, waited for her to put down the glass of the car window and said to her: "I'm leaving."

Her answer was still simple: "Yeah."

I couldn't answer the second sentence, so I looked at her and turned around and left. At this time, she stopped me again: "Zhaoyang, wait."

I turned around and looked at her... She finally opened the car door, stood in front of me, held my sunglasses for me and said, "I don't wear my glasses."

I looked at her who was wearing sunglasses through my sunglasses, but I couldn't see her eyes at this moment. Her fair face was like crystal water droplets against the sunlight, so beautiful that it was hard to describe it in words... At this time, I was a little dazed by the mist under the sun, and suddenly I couldn't see through the secret under the beauty. I hurriedly reminded myself that no matter what, I should not let this trip to Beijing have some trouble, because I was going to marry her.

......

The plane passed through the sky, and at this time I finally felt myself flying from one world to another. When the two worlds began to intersect, I felt an inexplicable void again. In order to fill the void, I thought about the recent things over and over again... Then I fell asleep in fatigue, but was trapped by a huge net in my dream. So the whole life suddenly stopped growing, and I watched the crystal clear city carrying the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders, flying farther and farther, while I shrank and smaller...

It was not until the plane landed at the airport in Beijing that I realized that it was a dream! Fortunately, it was a dream!

......

After getting off the plane, Robben was already driving Le Yao's car and waiting for me outside the airport. After getting off the car, he handed me a room card and said, "This is the room card of the apartment where Le Yao lives. Please take it... I have to leave soon, the plane will be at 12:30 noon."

I nodded, took the room card from Robben and asked, "How is she today?"

"You'll know if you go and take a look." Robben said as he threw Le Yao's Mercedes-Benz cls' car keys to me. He had already carried a guitar and walked into the airport.

I kept watching his back disappear from my sight, then looked at the car keys and room card in my hand, and couldn't help but ask myself: Robben is also a man with a girlfriend, he can take care of Le Yao openly, why can't I?

After thinking about it this way, I was too lazy to pay attention to the fucking constraints. I got into the car, rushed away the wind and drove towards the apartment where Le Yao lived.

Carrying the ingredients I bought on the road, I opened the door of the house, but my eyes were full of dirty and messy. Even the ashtray was filled with cigarette butts and scattered beer cans. Le Yao's door was still closed, and I don't know if Robben broke into the door last night.

I stood outside the door and listened. There were waves of fighting sounds while playing games from inside. I knocked on the door, but no one paid attention.

I knew Le Yao was inside, so I raised my foot and was about to kick the door open. Thinking that it might not be locked, I gave up the idea of ​​violence. I turned my hand and pushed open the door without any obstacles. Then I saw Le Yao sitting cross-legged next to the TV. I saw her wearing loose pajamas, with her hair scattered, with several beer left by her side, and a cigarette was lit in her hand, but she didn't smoke, but it had already made the room smoky.

I came to her side, she looked up at me...I started to curse, "Just do it, don't live your life in the future!"

Le Yao ignored me, diverted her gaze, and started playing games again. The long asshole could not bear it and fell from her fingertips on the carpet...

I brought the ashtray, smoked out the cigarette from her hand, and pressed it to the ashtray. She said to me without any emotion: "Have I asked you to come?"

"If you didn't have the self-deprecating look, I wouldn't bother with you!"

"Then you get out..."

My hands that were packing the room stopped immediately, looked up at her and asked, "What did you say?"

"Get out, get out quickly! I won't be able to spread the poison of self-deprecation to you."

I suppressed my anger, picked up the empty beer can on the ground and put it into the garbage can...

Le Yao lit a cigarette for herself again, but she still didn't suck it in her hand. After pondering for a while, she looked at the corner of the wall and said to me: "Zhaoyang, when you are already happy, don't look back at other women, because this is a very dangerous thing!"

"You're so stupid as to drink wine. What's the bird thing you said?"

Le Yao finally put the ignited cigarette in her mouth and took a sip. She was choked, but she also exhaled the choked anger on me: "Do you get out...Can you get out?...Can you get out?"
Chapter completed!