CC chased me and ran outside, then grabbed me and said, "She left my restaurant in the afternoon and went directly to Shanghai. Did you look for it in Suzhou?"

I was stunned and asked unwillingly: "Didn't it mean the plane will be there all afternoon?"

"Yes, so I'll be in Shanghai tonight, so I won't be able to get there the next day!"

In the cold winter of the twelfth lunar month, it was like a pot of cool water pouring from my head to my heart, but the desire to see Mi Cai was not extinguished. After a while, he said in a low voice: "...I'll go to Shanghai to find her."

"Then you have to contact her first to know which hotel she lives in." CC said as she took out her cell phone from her pocket, then found Micai's number and dialed it out.

After a long time, she shrugged helplessly and said to me, "She has turned off her phone, she should have rested."

I lit a cigarette in a daze, took a few heavy sips, and my heart gradually calmed down, so I asked myself: If I found her now, what would I say to her?

There was most likely nothing to say, and then both of them fell into an awkward silence. After all, it was far-fetched to say that Mi Cai liked me at this time, otherwise she would not have gone to the United States with Weiran.

After all, a mature love is not obtained through impulse. It is better to wait quietly for that gentle wind to blow...

cc dragged me back to the bar again, so I finally extinguished my impulse, but the desire to drink was burning.

I drank a bottle of beer without stopping and asked, "Actually, you don't want me to go find her now, right?"

cc nodded and said, "You will only make her embarrassed because she will definitely go to the United States."

"I didn't want to keep her, I just suddenly wanted to see her."

"Yes, you know it's sudden... I hope your feelings are based on reason rather than impulse. Of course, impulse is not what Mi Cai hopes for!"

I drank half a bottle of beer in one breath before saying, "cc Maybe you are right!"

cc patted my shoulder and said, "But don't worry, if Mi'er is willing to develop a relationship with Weiran, she will be a boyfriend and girlfriend in the past few years as a classmate in the United States. In addition to wanting to be quiet this time, the main purpose is to meet her old friends in the United States!"

, just leaned back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and then Mi Cai's face lingered in my mind.

...

When I got home, it was already late at night. After I washed up, I didn’t want to be too upset, so I turned on the TV and watched the TV program, trying to divert my attention.

Holding the remote control, I finally freeze it on an interview program on a certain station. I saw Le Yao in this program, but she was not the subject of the key interview. Most of the time, she only acted as a foil and said a few words occasionally. The topic around her was the scandal incident that was exposed last time. Le Yao was able to deal with it freely and said that this male actor was just a senior she admired. This made me feel that she had gradually adapted to that circle.

I thought of myself again, and then looked at the days when I returned to Suzhou again, and felt that I had not adapted to real life, but on the contrary, I had a serious deviation, because during these days, I never calmed down and thought about how to survive in the city of Suzhou.

Including those abandoned days after graduation, I have lived in this city for almost 4 years. According to conventional rules, I should have a stable job, a house of my own, and a woman who can accompany me at night.

However, I still have nothing. No wonder every time I get an impulse towards Mi Cai, I am suppressed by myself, because I really lack some confidence. With what I have now, I dare not think about marrying Mi Cai as my wife and letting her have children for me.

At this time, I was so glad that I didn’t see Mi Cai tonight. In fact, compared to seeing her with impulse, I should think more about how to plan my future, because a responsible man must understand: before asking for love from a woman, you must first see what you can give her?

If it was just some ignorant impulses and empty promises, it was far from enough... After all, the love between Jian Wei and I died after the promise could not be fulfilled and the passion gradually faded.

So I began to plan my life, but I didn’t dare to plan too far, because when the bar got on track, I would face a choice: Should I continue to stay in Suzhou or return to Xuzhou?

In fact, I don’t particularly prefer any city now. I can stay in Suzhou. It seems even better to go back to Xuzhou to accompany my parents!

However, in the end, no matter which city I choose, I should prepare some money for buying a house and a career for myself. If I stay in Suzhou, I will continue to expand the bar. If I return to Xuzhou, I will find a stable job.

In the late night, I set my short-term goals for myself. The city I chose to live in in the end depends on her. If there is no possibility of love between us, I have no reason to continue to stay in Suzhou. If we are in love, I am still willing to accommodate her, accompany her in Suzhou, and then settle down and build a family!

Thinking of this, my heart is no longer upset, because after setting short-term goals, I have more expectations for life and more motivation!

...

The next day, when I woke up, it was almost noon. I opened my phone and prepared to check the exact time. But I unexpectedly received a WeChat message, which was sent by Mi Cai. The content was very simple, with a proud expression attached to the sentence "I'm going to the airport!"

I can’t figure it out: when I go to the airport, I go to the airport. Why do I have to add a proud expression? What’s so proud? Have I bullied me before?

I smiled and replied to her message: "A good journey... By the way, how long will it take to play in the United States?"

After sending the message, I looked at the time. It was not until 12 o'clock. If she was on the afternoon flight, she should still be at the airport at this moment, so she was mostly on her phone, so she fell into waiting and even forgot to wash up.

The ringtone of the cell phone finally rang, and I quickly picked it up from the coffee table, but I felt a little disappointed. This was not Mi Cai’s reply, but Yan Yan called it.

I answered the phone and asked in a low mood: "What's the matter?"

"Be kind to your sister..." Yan Yan said dissatisfiedly.

"Sister, what's the matter?"

Yan Yan on the other end of the phone smiled and said, "Come to my house for lunch, Manager Chen and Zhao Li are here too. You have a few drinks, it's been a long time since we got together!"

"Okay!" I immediately agreed. In fact, in addition to having a meal to reminisce about the past, I also wanted to talk to them and learn about their work in Zhuomei during this period, because I really hoped that they could share the pressure on Mi Cai.

"What kind of wine do you want to drink? Tell me, I'll buy it for you."

Just as I was about to answer, a WeChat message came from my phone, and I immediately said to Yan Yan: "Beer, I'm hung up."
Chapter completed!