But my heart beat faster, and cc didn't care so much, so I was about to speak and tell me: Mi Cai felt about me.

I quickly made a stop gesture.

cc asked me with some surprise: "Why, don't you want to listen?"

I lit a cigarette for myself and said, "You can say it."

cc smiled and said, "You seem to care about how she feels about you!"

"I never denied that I liked her." I said and spit out the cigarette in my mouth.

cc nodded and said, "... Actually, she couldn't figure out what she felt about you."

, all kinds of emotions surged in his heart, so he was silent for a long time before saying, "I know, so she has always been close to me!"

"It's right that you feel like this. She told me: I miss you when I can't see you, and I'll bother you when I see you!"

I was half sweet and half depressed, and finally smiled helplessly: "You keep talking."

"She said: You will take her to play racing, let her be a motorcycle girl, and ride an electric Trojan horse... But she can't resist these obviously childish things..."

"She told you all these!"

"Nonsense, what is a best friend? Best friend is from the style of underwear to the big relationship, and even more important things, current affairs and news are all topics we can communicate with!"

I blurted out, "What kind of underwear is she wearing?"

cc gave me a blank look and said, "You are serious! Otherwise we can't talk further."

I corrected my attitude and nodded.

"You men all regard her as a goddess who is arrogant. In fact, she is just a woman, with all the needs of normal women and desire to be loved by men. To be precise, she is more eager to be loved by men than ordinary women!"

I nodded to express my agreement. People with broken families often lack a sense of security.

cc continued, "But what about you? I'm afraid I haven't completely forgotten Jian Wei yet. And I have a bad temper, so I must have lost my temper at her a lot, right?"

After cc said this, I felt even more ashamed and said for a while: "I know I am not worthy of her. I have a bad temper and don't have money yet..."

"Do you think she is a woman who cares about money?"

"It's hard to say, after all, material conditions are about to become the only criterion for women to measure men!"

"Just fart! Am I a woman? As long as Robben is willing to be with me, I will be happy even if I wander with him. He has no money, and I will support him for the rest of my life!"

"You are an alien. Have you seen a few women like you who smoke and drink?"

cc shook his head and said, "Zhaoyang, it would really disappoint me if you think so. You are just a pseudo-idealist. I tell you: If Mi'er really cares about the so-called material conditions, you can make those rich men line up to pursue her in minutes."

I felt that I lacked the ability to think logically at this time, so I chose to remain silent.

cc also said after I was silent for a long time: "Think about how to change myself. No matter what, it is difficult to see the word warmth in you, Zhaoyang. You have always been a wolf lost in the dark night and can't find your direction. Women may be obsessed with your unyielding and maverickness, but they are afraid to get close to you because they are insecure!"

It seemed as if I understood Mi Cai’s emotions when facing me, and I remembered how unbearable I showed it to her when we first met in that old house.

"Then how should I change?"

cc thought for a while and said, "Didn't you have a woman in Xuzhou who almost became your fiancée? Just think about what kind of state you were when you were with her."

I recalled the mentality and details of my time with Li Xiaoyun, and said, "I want to work hard, then buy a house, buy a car, and then marry and have children with her."

"Yes, isn't it what you want to change if you replace Li Xiaoyun with Mi'er and maintain this mentality?"

I said to myself, "I want to work hard for Micai, I want to buy a house and a car for Micai, I want to marry Micai as my wife and let her give birth to a baby for me..."

I suddenly couldn't continue and said, "cc, why do I feel so awkward? It's like lying on the bed after drinking and having a big dream of spring and autumn."

"Is it awkward?...Aren't you always feel inferior in front of her? Then work hard to do your career. Will you still feel awkward after reaching a certain level? In addition, Mi'er is your wife, what's wrong with giving birth to a baby for you? Aren't these all women should do?"

After watching for a long time, he said, "You let me digest and digest this sentence."

"Don't digest it, this is a very simple thing. You throw away the dross on your body, keep the essence, be a reliable and promising man, and then give Mi'er a home. Otherwise, I really have to persuade Mi'er to let her accept Weiran. No matter how you look at him, he will be better than you!"

"cc, don't say that, I'm essentially good!"

cc, however, looked at me disdainfully and said, "I really don't understand how those women like you? I'm just an inappropriate person. In terms of ideals, I'm not as thorough as Robben, and in reality, I can't compare to Fangyuan and Xiang Chen. However, it's really not easy for you to survive in this gap!"

I was ashamed of speaking, but when I remembered starting a family with Micai, I still felt that it was not very real. After all, those deep-rooted cognitions cannot be changed in just a few words.

He asked again with apology: "Zhaoyang, tell me what you think now?"

This time I didn't remain silent anymore, and almost subconsciously replied: "Actually, I want to know more about what she is thinking now."

"I am as unconfident as you, afraid that you cannot like her wholeheartedly, afraid that you will not like her wholeheartedly, afraid that you will not see you... She is different from you, and her relationship is completely blank, and she should be desperate, but she is smarter than ordinary women and has too much rationality, so she gives you the feeling of being close and distant, but you should be able to understand her, she is a woman who can no longer be hurt..."

"Then she...will she like me?"

cc nodded and praised: "This question finally came to an idea. She has been in my restaurant this afternoon and we talked a lot. In fact, she went to the United States just to leave you for a while and then figure out what she felt about you. She was also afraid that she was just a habit and dependence on you, not a real love between men and women."

"What if you like it? What if you don't?"

"I'll talk about this after she returns to China. Now she probably doesn't have the answer!"

I fell into silence again, smoked a cigarette, and said, "Ask the last question, how did she feel about Weiran? Why did she refuse Weiran's confession at the beginning? She should have told you this?"

cc nodded and replied, "I want to see Weiran, but I am not afraid to see Weiran. This is the difference between it and you, but you have to understand that although she is afraid to see you, she still found various reasons to meet you. What is this feeling not like?... Do you really think she wants to put her clothes in that old house? Just give yourself a reason to find you!... Alas! It's so silly, cute and silly that makes people feel distressed!"

I didn't say anything, but a very strong impulse arose in my heart - I wanted to find Micai...

"Zhaoyang, it's not accidental to say that Mi'er likes you. After all, you don't have any advantages. First of all, you have a sense of justice, so you even sacrificed your future in your work to help Mi'er. Besides, although you are not reliable, you still have your own sense of responsibility and responsibility. You are a dignified and worthy man... I really hope..."

He was saying something, and finally picked up the car keys from the table and ran outside.

He shouted at me: "Zhaoyang, where are you going?"

"I'm going to find her...just now!"
Chapter completed!