Chapter 110 I want to see you

If you look into the details when Ni Huan fell in love with Chen Zhiyan, probably everything has an answer from the beginning.

When they were together, Chen Zhiyan was indeed not good to Ni Huan.

Ni Huan was almost alone since she was a child. Even though Chu Yao took good care of her in high school, she could not accept it and had to keep a certain distance from Chu Yao.

But after being with Shen Zhiyan, he would help Ni Huan handle many things. At least Ni Huan doesn’t have to worry anymore, and one day he will be drunk and lose his virginity.

She changed from three-point fear to seven-point fear to three-point hatred and seven-point love to three-point love.

Even though Ni Huan was unwilling to admit it, she had to admit that there had been a few times when she really hoped that Chen Zhiyan would fall in love with her first person at the beginning.

Look.

It turns out that she is really a selfish person.

While taking over Chen Zhiyan's special treatment because of the love that he could not give up in his heart, Chen Zhiyan's time was spent because of his innate distrust of emotions.

She seemed to have done nothing wrong.

In fact, Sheng Yan, Chu Yao, Chen Zhiyan...one of them has encountered some bad things because of her.

Ni Huan's face was covered in tears. Fu Qi was rushing to wipe her tears, but the more she wiped her tears, the more she wiped her tears.

Fu Qi couldn't help kicking the psychologist's calf, "Don't be stunned, people are crying like this, what should I do?"

The psychologist looked at his trouser legs and didn't mind Fu Qi's rudeness. He carefully observed Ni Huan's condition.

After more than ten seconds, he asked, "Do you still have contact with your uncle's son now?"

It is not difficult to hear from Ni Huan's words that the accident that happened at that time almost destroyed her self-esteem.

A young girl of sixteen or seventeen almost encountered an accident and was seen by someone she liked at the time. The culprit was a nominal elder.

All things combined can indeed create a lifelong shadow for a person.

To put it bluntly, Ni Huan's crux of her lies in her own life experience.

She could not accept that the elders who were regarded as important as relatives did despised her. She gave her trust, but this trust was used by others to hurt her.

This is the reason why Ni Huan cannot let go.

Maybe she can't find anything from Ni Huan's current state, but once she encounters emotional things in the future... it will be difficult for her to give her trust easily.

In other words, Ni Huan closed herself up.

This kind of damage can only heal slowly.

The best way is to have someone to be with Ni Huan and let her slowly let go of her knots. But this method is also very dangerous. At least judging from Ni Huan's current state, she really wants to rely on others, but she dare not rely on others.

Once such a person appears, she can rely on her whole body and soul, if that person retreats at all, it may cause irreparable harm to Ni Huan.

The psychologist sighed, "Ms. Ni, I don't know where the uncle you are talking about is now?"

"Foreign," Ni Huan's voice was subtle, with tiredness, "They've been abroad for a long time."

The psychologist nodded and asked obscurely: "Then you have not contacted your younger brother yet..."

"No," Ni Huan shook her head, and she said with a look of conspicuous expression: "Doctor, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't be stimulated, nor would he have relapsed. It's all because I... I harmed him..."

"Don't think so, Miss Ni, it's nothing to do with you. Don't put pressure on yourself." The psychologist hurriedly enlightened her.

"That's Ni Huan, this is called evil retribution. If I make a mistake, let his son come..."

"Fu Qi..."

Ni Huan doesn't want to hear others say that Sheng Yan.

Fu Qi also realized that she had said the wrong thing, so she patted her mouth, "Oh, OK, okay, I won't stop talking..."

Ni Huan has returned to peace, and her emotions are coming and going quickly.

Those things have been in her heart for too long. Now that she has spoken up, she has become much more relaxed, as if the huge rock tied to her was suddenly removed.

It can give her a brief respite.

Ni Huan knew her current state better than anyone else. She regained her sanity, wiped away the tears from her face, took a few deep breaths, and said slowly: "Doctor, I don't want this either. I really want to let go and control myself, but I... just can't do it."

"Don't be excited, I understand that this is not something that your patients can decide. Depression is also a disease, but it is different from other departments that can be seen intuitively. Don't feel too much psychological pressure."

The psychologist prescribes the right medicine and says word by word.

"Miss Ni, you are just sick, you are the victim, and you have done nothing wrong."

Ni Huan closed her eyes when she heard this, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.

After so many years of delay, she finally heard someone say that she was right and that she was also a victim.

The psychologist saw her reaction and continued to relieve her pressure. "At least you can face your inner fear now. This is already very good. Take your time and you will always get better."

"Yes," Fu Qi also agreed, "Ni Huan, get better quickly, I will teach you how to shoot then! My shooting skills are very good."

marksmanship?

Ni Huan's eyes swept across Fu Qi's face, and Fu Qi's expression was as normal, so she didn't think much about it.

opposite.

The psychiatrist observes his eyes, nose and heart, and treats him as if he doesn't hear anything.

"Miss Ni, I would like to ask, do you have a boyfriend now?"

Ni Huan was stunned for a moment and didn't say anything.

"That's right, I don't recommend you to fall in love now. Of course, this is just my personal advice, because your emotional state is extremely unstable now, and it's certainly good if you and your boyfriend can keep going."

The psychologist hesitated and said, "But if... there is something wrong with you, I'm worried that you will lose control."

He also knew that Ni Huan was talking about. If it weren't for this, she might have forgiven Shen Zhiyan and chose to make up with him.

"The decision is up to you. If you trust your partner enough and are willing to try to rely on it, it is also a way to help you heal your inner scars."

"Just, some adventure..."

The psychologist turned the pen in his hand and said slowly: "In fact, there is another way to do it once and for all..."

Ni Huan looked up at him and heard him say.

"What I mentioned to you last time - hypnosis in your heart, it can help you forget the past and start your life again."

"I... let me think about it again."

Ni Huan had already made plans in her heart, but she didn't tell anyone.

——

After coming out of the clinic, Fu Qi kept persuading Ni Huan to receive psychological hypnosis, saying that she didn't want to see Ni Huan feel depressed all day long.

Ni Huan did not agree or refuse, but just looked at her with a little meaning, "You seem to be very concerned about my affairs?"

Fu Qichong focused on it, "We are friends, aren't we?"

Ni Huan smiled, "Thank you, Fu Qi."

Get out of the hospital and back into the car.

Ni Huan called Chen Zhiyan.

It took a long time to pick it up there, and Ni Huan knew that Chen Zhiyan must be busy now.

But she still said something.

"Chen Zhiyan, I want to see you..."
Chapter completed!