Chapter 109 She is right

Over the years, Ni Huan has deliberately forgotten some people and certain things.

The book says that the brain has a self-protection mechanism. When a person suffers extremely painful and tragic emotions, the brain will automatically activate the protection mechanism and use time to reduce the damage.

Perhaps it is true that Ni Huan only remembers the most unbearable memory after graduating from high school.

As for the little things that happened in the decade from the age of seven to seventeen, she actually couldn't remember them clearly.

Only when she is subjected to special stimulation will she suddenly think of something.

If Ni Huan was asked to tell her ten years of experience, she might not be able to say it at all... Because there are many things, she really doesn't remember them very clearly.

It's ridiculous to say that some embarrassing past that I can't even think of is entrenched in her heart for so many years, changing her character and dragging down her life.

It almost forced her into a dead end.

There was no expression on Ni Huan's face, but there was a faint feeling of fatigue between her eyebrows. She lowered her eyelashes and stared at the teacup in her hand without any focus, trying her best to control her slightly trembling fingers.

She said slowly: "...In my impression, from seven to seventeen, the uncle has always been very nice to me. He has a son who is a few months younger than me. I have always called him brother..."

When she first entered the Sheng family, she was excluded all the time.

Especially Sheng Yan's mother is very targeted at her, but every time she is in front of Sheng Murui, she will act meticulously towards her.

"... Since I was a child, I have always respected that uncle and regarded him as a respected elder, but I didn't expect that everything he showed to me was disguised, and his purpose was hard to speak of."

Some people, wearing good cloaks, have long been rotten inside.

When she first met Sheng Murui, she was just a seven-year-old child. Who would have thought that Sheng Murui had already had other thoughts at that time.

Psychologists have seen so many patients and heard about the psychological trauma of many patients. When Ni Huan said it, he understood what kind of treatment Ni Huan had probably encountered.

"I like that uncle's son very much, but we were all young at that time, and we were not yet adults. We just wanted to wait for college and be together again, but... all the beautiful fantasies were ended one night."

It seemed that Sheng Yan's mother's constant insult and attacks sounded again in Ni Huan's ears. The servants of the Sheng family pointed at her, as if she was a dirty thing that could not be on the table.

There was a time when even Ni Huan thought she was dirty.

Although Sheng Murui did not succeed, so many people saw her disheveled clothes and her clothes were torn to pieces...

Ayan…her Ayan also saw it.

Ni Huan's tears hit the back of her hands one by one, and she recalled the night she threw her into the purgatory on earth.

"That day was the first day after our college entrance examination results came out. Perhaps because my son had good grades, the uncle drank a lot of alcohol. It happened that night that I was the only uncle and I were at home. After getting drunk, he was exposed and forced into my room..."

Ni Huan's hands were shaking in an incredible way, and the water in the teacup spilled outside.

"I tried my best to ask for help and broke free, and then I escaped. But my cry for help attracted many servants to watch. They didn't ask, and they sentenced me to death with just one look. At the same time, my uncle's wife came back from outside and saw what I looked like at that time. She pulled my scalp and pressed my head to the wall without saying a word. Blood flowed down from my forehead, and my eyes were blurred..."

Fu Qi could no longer listen at this time, and looked angry and clenched his fists hard.

What a top scumbag!

How old was Ni Huan at that time?

sixteen?

Seventeen?

Ni Huan couldn't help but choke, but she quickly held it back and said in a calm tone: "At that time, my eyes were full of blood, and none of the servants standing up to speak for me. They clearly knew what the truth was, but they still felt that I was unpredictable... My uncle's wife beat and scolded me like crazy. I could only curl up in the corner and protect my head."

After hearing so much, the psychologist felt even heavier in an instant, but he did not interrupt Ni Huan. It was a good thing to say something about Ni Huan's current state.

"I was very desperate at that time. It was obviously not my fault... I did nothing... but no one believed me. Even my uncle's son asked me to leave their house..."

Ni Huan pulled up the corners of her lips and smiled, with a sad expression, "He saw it all, maybe he also thinks I am the kind of person who is ignorant of what others say... so he asked me to leave."

Sheng Yan's alienation was the last straw that crushed her at that time.

Ni Huan couldn't understand why things turned out to be like that, and why no one stood up to say something to her.

Later, after Sheng Yan's family went abroad, the servant who worked the longest in the Sheng family came to Ni Huan and told her about the causes and consequences of all the matter.

Sheng Murui adopted Ni Huan not by chance, nor was it ever a whim, but a selfish act made after deliberate deliberation.

It turned out that from the very beginning, everyone in the Sheng family knew Ni Huan’s true identity.

It is precisely because Ni Huan is Chu Wanmei's illegitimate daughter that Sheng Murui adopted her and took her home.

Sheng Murui failed to pursue Chu Wanmei in the early years and held a grudge. If he couldn't get Chu Wanmei, he would take Chu Wanmei's daughter with him.

It was Sheng Murui's twisted psychology that Ni Huan's life trajectory was completely changed by him.

After hearing this, Ni Huan thought it was ridiculous.

She seemed to have never done anything wrong. Could it be that she was just because she was Chu Wanmei's daughter, so she had to suffer these unforgettable disasters?

It would be fine if Chu Wanmei really treated her as her daughter, but since she was born, Chu Wanmei had never raised her for a day. Why should she pay for what Chu Wanmei did?

When she was a child, she and Ye Yinyin lived a very different life.

She lives by giving charity to others, and Ye Yinyin is the pearl in her hand, and she always wants whatever she wants.

At that time, Ni Huan actually never complained, because everyone has their own destiny, and she believed that sooner or later she would get everything through her own efforts.

But as her life began to improve, she was beaten back to the starting point.

While she was deeply trapped in the mud, Chu Wanmei still lived a noble and worry-free life, not caring about her.

Since then, Ni Huan officially cut off all her expectations for Chu Wanmei.

But even if she understands everything, she can't escape her inner condemnation.

Nothing else, just because of her Ayan... because of the incident that night, her already weak body began to deteriorate and she couldn't even get up for a while.

The Sheng family moved abroad, on the one hand to stay away from the right and wrong in Jiangcheng, and on the other hand to treat Sheng Yan's illness.

On the day Sheng Yan went abroad, Ni Huan secretly went to see him off, wanting to see him for the last time, but she failed to get what she wanted.

In the two years when the emotional deterioration was the worst, Ni Huan actually had no idea of ​​suicide because she was unwilling to accept it.

After all, things have happened, no matter how bad it is, it will not be much worse.

She wants to live.

She wanted to see Ayan who was her again.

Two years later, she was suppressed and targeted, and the hatred in her heart had reached the point of dying down.

At that time, Chen Zhiyan's appearance allowed her to find a vent.
Chapter completed!