Wake up again at dusk.

After receiving treatment, I seemed to have been living such a life of upside down in the morning and evening. Because I was too indulgent to the cancer cells in the early stage, I suddenly wanted to adjust and teach, and found that this guy had already put red flags on his body and showed off his power. He couldn't keep up with his physical strength. Often, the drip was just hung up, and within a few minutes I fell asleep and opened my eyes again. It was the afternoon of the next day.

The stomach is probably full of holes, and the appetite seems to be something that only existed in the last century. At the beginning, I could suppress my nausea and drink some white porridge, but now I even feel nauseous and vomit when I drink water. My lips are dry every day, and my whole face is sallow. My body is so thin that I am only skinny and bone-bone. Sometimes I pinch my ribs myself and I wonder if I have been dead for a long time and have been shriveled.

Half a month after being taken home by Jiang Lei, he invited a doctor to do a full body examination for me, formulate a treatment plan, and officially started treatment. Because his house was big enough, he probably had a background, so there was no need to be hospitalized. A private nurse took care of my daily life, and the doctor was taken away by a car every day. When I was awake, I couldn't help but sigh again and again, it was great to know such a person in the last days of my life.

But I know very well that things have come to this point, but only prolong life and treatment cannot be cured.

I held my neck and sat up little by little so as not to be insufficient blood supply too quickly. Last time I was thrown by Cheng Yuanfeng, my neck just flashed. Now it was only a slight pain, which was nothing compared to stomachache and headache. I lifted the quilt and walked to the window. After all, it was dusk. After all, it was dusk. The afterglow of the setting sun was not dazzling, but had a soft power. I closed my eyes and stood quietly for a while, and the sound of the door opening came from behind me.

Then, someone called my name: "Qin Yun."

I turned around and smiled: "How long have I slept this time?"

"Soon, a whole day." Jiang Lei raised the bowl in his hand, "I brought a gift."

I took a bite of the white porridge and pickled cucumber, and looked up and smiled, "I have a good appetite today."

He was proud: "I made it myself."

I looked suspicious: "It's you?"

"...Well, I cut the pickles." He had to tell the truth.

I smiled and gave him three points of face, and finished the porridge with pickles. He sat next to him for a while, walked to the window, pointed to the small flowerbed below and said, "I asked someone to plant some cabbage below. It's a good growth. I plan to go shopping and buy some eggplant seeds. It's a pity to be idle in such a big place. Do you want to go with me?"

I put down the spoon and stood beside him. Jiang Lei lived in a small villa with a yard that was not big or small. Jiang Lei always thought the yard was empty. It is said that he had raised a dog and never tied a rope. One day he was seduced by a wandering little bitch and has not returned yet. Jiang Lei was deeply hurt and did not raise a dog. He changed to flowers. As a result, because of excessive care, the flowers withered. He then repented and knew that his ancestors were not a foreigner and could not do civilized things, so he turned to evil and started growing vegetables.

So there was this small piece of vegetable field.

I looked down for a while and said, "Of course. I have become strong in my body these days, and the effect of the medicine is about to start to work. I am so bored that I go out for a walk and just go and see the two things I told you."

He was stunned and his face was a little darker: "I said, that's nothing. Don't think about it, and be patient."

"That is, it's over. I've seen it myself, don't worry." I said, "Didn't you forget it for me?"

He frowned and looked at me for a while, then angrily put away the bowl and left me before leaving.

"Forgot!"

Actually, I didn't forget, I knew. There was no need to hang a drip the next day. I got up early and sat in the living room at 7:30 and waited to go out after breakfast. He was helpless by me. Seeing that I cooperated so much, I could only call the other party. When I got up, I felt tempted to eat breakfast and ate two bowls of porridge. Unfortunately, after eating, I vomited out before I could go out. It was very exciting. Seeing that I was like this, Jiang Lei was about to ask me to take good care of my illness at home, I wiped my mouth and gave orders:

“Go out!”

"You really want to die." He shifted gears, stepped on the accelerator, and vented.

I had a full seat belt and smiled and said, "I want it too, but someone has to give it to you."

He glanced at me without saying a word. After a while, he asked, "What would you do if I didn't go that day?"

I knew he was referring to the day when Cheng Yuanfeng performed the full martial arts movement, so I smiled and said, "Then I'll ask him to give me a straightforward one and just beat me to death."

He sighed: "So sometimes I don't know how to persuade you. You are the least person I've ever seen who takes yourself seriously."

I still laughed: "Isn't this? Does anyone have any time when young and frivolous behave in a fool?"

"Then aren't you stupid now?" He glanced at me, "Don't you want to give him a heavy blow with your own death?"

"I want to treat the disease well now, and live as long as I can. It's so naive to expect such people to regret it." I adjusted the window, "Are you awake too late?"

"It's not too late." He adjusted the window, "It's never too late."

What we are going to is the west of the city, and we set out from the east of the city. Even if we walk the fastest, it will take more than two hours to cross the city. I almost put my face on the car window and understood in my heart that the traffic of such traffic is less and less.

Then, I walked to the path I knew most.

I take this road every morning when I go to work, and it is very congested during peak hours. The municipal planning is messy, and the streets with office buildings are clearly full of office buildings and the road is not widened, but small vendors actually indulge in small vendors to occupy the road for business. So every morning, not only do they have to walk through the traffic, but they also have to be careful to avoid small vendors selling their breakfast carts.

I know that my whole body is sticking to the car door may be very ugly, but my efforts are in the building in front of me. For this company, I have done many things that I never dared to think about, let alone do.

Now I'm going to give up.

There was a traffic jam ahead as usual, but because it was not the peak period, the road conditions were slightly better. I raised my head and accidentally swept a familiar figure.

It's been a long time no see.

He lost weight a little, his cheeks were sunken, his hair was smothered in the cold wind, and he didn't care to sort it out. He had a bag in his arms, and he looked hurried. The coat he was wearing was bought for him last year, the new style he had back then. At that time, he probably already had Song Xiao, but I didn't know that when he bought the coat, he liked it very much, and he would wrap it around him until he was so dirty that he couldn't wear it. About every night, he took the warmth I gave to Song Xiao's residence.

I lay on the window and looked at him until the car slowly started, leaving the figure standing at the intersection waiting for the green light behind. Jiang Lei turned his head and looked at the rearview mirror and asked, "What are you looking at?"

I shook my head and felt deeply tired: "Nothing."

I was in a state of discomfort and fell asleep. When I woke up, I had arrived at my destination. Jiang Lei took out a coat from the back seat and threw it to me, asking me not to freeze. I carefully buttoned the coat. Now I know that life is precious and even cold air must be avoided. In recent years, the population of this city has been increasing slowly and the aging is becoming increasingly serious. Cemeteries of all sizes have been built on the hills with some feng shui in the suburbs. Jiang Lei and I walked all the way to the top of the mountain along the cement steps. It is said that the feng shui of a certain tomb is excellent and can ensure that people can be reborn in the Pure Land. I don’t think about Pure Land or not, but just don’t be too cramped.

People are still alive, but they show themselves the cemetery. I probably can do such bad things.

The person in charge of the cemetery was a young man in a suit and tie, and he was meticulous in his tie. He hurriedly praised us when he saw us. He probably thought he was looking for a cemetery for the elderly at home and whispering his cemetery like a high-end apartment in the city center. As long as he invested, he would make a profit and make sure to make a profit. Maybe he saw that Jiang Lei and I were both indifferent, and the young man couldn't hold back and gave up his killer weapon: "Pay the full payment in one lump sum, and we also give us a full set of funeral rituals!"

Jiang Lei couldn't hold it in his arms and burst out laughing. I couldn't laugh or cry, and said, "I don't need that."

"Hey, boss, you don't understand this. Only when this person dies can he show his identity before his birth. The more luxurious the funeral is, the more it means that his descendants are filial and noble in their lifetime. The funeral ceremony in our company is in accordance with international standards, and is absolutely first-class enjoyment!" The young man became more and more excited, and he danced and wanted to book one for himself now.

I was sweating all over and said, "This man had not had a few good days when he was alive, so he wanted to die and be more simplified, and there was no need to show off. Besides, I can't afford the full payment."

The young man was very puzzled. After all, Jiang Lei drove his BMW and said that a BMW could not afford a cemetery. No one believed it. I spread my hands and said, "I can only afford the down payment, and a monthly payment is required to pay for Mr. Cheng. Don't your cemetery accept mortgages?" Maybe I looked serious and didn't look like he was scheming, and the young man was skeptical and recommended some five-star luxury cemeteries to me. After I rejected them, I completely believed that I was a poor person. As for how he looked at Jiang Lei beside him, it was really not something I could guess.

The cemetery was chosen to be the middle of the mountain. Both tombs next to them were empty, but it was okay. It wasn't to buy a house, and I had to worry about the sound of neighbors' decoration being too loud and disturbing the people. Everyone covered the coffin and slept all day long. I stood beside the empty cemetery and stepped on the position carefully, calculating whether it would be too narrow when I lie in. Sure enough, the affordable tomb was a little cramped. I looked up at Jiang Lei with inquiring eyes. He took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and ignored me.

I knew he was a little surprised. He had probably been preparing for my funeral, but I planned to ask Mr. Cheng to pay my bill. But what obligation does he have to even pack my cemetery? It is enough for me to be grateful to the next life if I am willing to take me in at the last moment of my life.

I looked at it a few more times and looked up and asked the young man: "Is it a little narrower to lie in?"

The young man widened his eyes and said, "Sir, put an urn in, it's not narrow."

You see, I have never died and have no experience. At the critical moment, I forgot that I didn’t die in the whole person, but burned to ashes and died in it.

In this way, it is smaller, and there is no need to be too big. If you live alone, you will be too cautious when you are too big. I nodded and settled this cemetery and wanted to sign a contract with the young man, Jiang Lei stopped smoking.

He stopped me and said, "Let's get some good money, I'll pay it."

The young man's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Come on, I don't want the luxurious funeral that comes with. I'm embarrassed now." I brushed away his hand and said with a smile, "You have helped me a lot. I can't even pay it back if I'm a cow or a horse in the next life. I'll buy me a luxurious cemetery. Should I be your Durex in the next life and help you manage your descendants?"

"Qin Yun!" He gritted his teeth, "Your mouth!"

I smiled and signaled the young man to lead the way. Jiang Lei followed me and tried to persuade me several times, but was blocked by my eyes. He simply stopped caring about me and smoked one by one, leaving behind a cigarette butt.

When I escaped from my home, I still remember bringing my belongings, paying the down payment, and asking the young man to show me the urn. Nowadays, companies all pay attention to one-stop service, and there are cemeteries to provide urns naturally. The young man took me to a room next to me, pointed to the urn on the shelf and said, "Look, these are all samples."

The most conspicuous position is a golden urn.

When the young man saw me staring at the eyes, he hurriedly introduced that this was made of large-leaf red sandalwood imported from Madagascar, which was inlaid with 24K gold, which was so grand and luxurious, and how it would not be rotten for thousands of years. I now understand his routine. The more I highly recommend it, the more flashy it is, the more profitable it is. Besides, 24K gold - I am not a nouveau riche.

Finally, I chose an ebony with ordinary patterns and very hard texture. It was a material that would not be damaged even if the earthquake was shocked. I was blankly at the place where the photo was placed in front of the urn, thinking about one day of good spirits, and I had to take a beautiful photo and put it in it. Chemotherapy made me lose my hair a lot, and maybe I would lose it one day. If the photo was a bald head, it would be so ugly.

On the way back, Jiang Lei said nothing. I put down a big stone in my heart, so I was in a better mood than him. I took out a candy from his coat pocket and put it in my mouth. The sweet smell flowed down my throat and into my stomach, and I couldn't even notice it.

"Qin Yun! I really don't know what your heart is for!" Jiang Lei was so upset for a long time, finally declared failure, and sighed.

"Look at what you said, the flesh is growing." I shrank down, "Actually, if I had known that I would die so soon, I would have told my dad that I would wait for me on the Naihe Bridge, so that we two will be companions."

He turned his head, looked at me deeply, and said, "Medical science is prosperous now, don't be too pessimistic."

I just laughed and didn't answer.

This is not a question of whether you are sad or not. If you are terminally ill, you will always have such a day.
Chapter completed!