"When you call me Xi Zhan, I will feel alienated."

When I heard this sentence, I felt sore and ache.

When has Xi Zhan been so fragile?!

Too fragile to express his sorrow.

In an instant, the guilt in my heart became deeper and deeper!

I reached out and quietly held his palm, and said sorry, "I'm sorry, Nuan'er is for me..."

She did this after listening to me!

Although she killed the person, it was no different from me. She just felt less guilty when she was here!

He said again: "You are not wrong."

Xi Zhan always said that I was right.

But I always feel ashamed of him in this matter!

I really hope he can blame me.

At least vent your emotions.

But he didn't!

I said at a loss: "Second brother, I will accompany you."

I will be vigil tonight, and I will accompany him.

My physical condition was not very good. I was a little exhausted in the second half of the night. Finally, I fell asleep in a daze on Xi Zhan's shoulders.

I had another dream.

There is only my mother in the dream.

Her sympathetic eyes looked at me silently.

I shouted softly, "Mother."

"Sheng'er, you're a poor person."

I asked in surprise: "Why did my mother say that?"

I have a loving man, a pair of children, parents, best friends, and power and money. Why am I a poor person?

"Sheng'er, my mother is a poor person."

Why did my mother say I was a poor person?!

I asked her anxiously, "What does Mother mean?"

My mother didn't answer me, and her figure gradually disappeared in my dream. I suddenly opened my eyes and lay on the ground and gasped. Seeing that Xi Zhan hugged me in my arms, "What?"

"Second brother, I had a nightmare."

I called his second brother!

I call this dream of my mother a nightmare!

I have always dreamed of my mother lately!

Last time she said she wanted to tell me a secret.

This time she said I was a poor person!

Why do I dream like this?

Does it indicate something?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but find it funny!

It's just a dream!

There is nothing to make a fuss about!

The man asked gently: "What did you dream of?"

I answered truthfully, "My mother."

The man's tone lowered, "How could he dream of this?"

I don't know, maybe I'll think about it every day.

Maybe too much has happened recently!

My life has never been truly peaceful!

I shook my head and said, "I don't know very well."

Xi Zhan called Assistant Yin at the door, and the latter rushed in and called Mr. Xi. Xi Zhan ordered him, "Stay here for me."

"Yes, Mr. Xi."

Perhaps because he had been kneeling for too long and his legs were paralyzed, Xi Zhan stood up and shook, then bent down and hugged me in his arms and returned to the courtyard.

Xi Zhan put me on the bed and asked, "Are you hungry?"

I suddenly woke up and had not had supper yet.

I didn’t eat too much lunch tea!

I nodded and said, "I'm hungry."

Xi Zhan nodded and made a phone call, then stood at the door and looked at the white lantern above his head indifferently. I knew that he felt extremely uncomfortable, but even if such a man felt uncomfortable, he would hide all his pain in his heart and never talk to anyone.

Even if it was me, I couldn't open his heart.

Especially his mother is because of me...

I didn't know how to comfort him.

It was Jing Yi who brought the meal. Xi Zhan didn't eat much, and I had a small appetite and didn't eat much. After the meal, Xi Zhan returned to the hall. During this period, he had never said a word to me.

I lay on the bed and couldn't sleep. I went to find Xi Zhan almost in the morning. His eyes were already red at that time. I advised him to go to rest. He shook his head and said to me, "Let's talk about it later."

Xi Zhan was busy all the time in the morning, and then Xi Nuo was busy, but I didn't know what I should do. In contrast to Xi Nuo, I seemed too idle.

I returned to the courtyard and sat on the threshold. Jing Yi also sat on the threshold with me. The two of them seemed to be very idle.

I asked him sadly, "Am I useless?"

At this time, I can't help Xi Zhan.

He couldn't comfort him.

Jing Yi replied: "At this time, the head of the family should not do anything. After all, the one lying in the coffin is because... the head of the family is waiting for Mr. Xi here. When he is tired, someone will wait for him to wait for him! The head of the family, the man actually doesn't want much, just a little warmth, so the head of the family doesn't need to worry too much."

The last sentence he said was a little melancholy.

I asked in surprise: "Why are you so sentimental now?"

Jing Yi: "..."

My words made Jing Yi dislike me anymore. He got up and went to the other end of the corridor to smoke. He simply held my phone and browsed Weibo.

The id named Lord Yuan sent me a message.

He said: "I found a very interesting author."

I replied in confusion and asked, "Who?"

"Brother Tong, I followed his official account."

I asked in surprise: "What did you write?"

"The online romance novels are about you and your second brother. Oh my god! I'm very good at writing. I suspect he is someone around you, and his official account also writes about you and your second brother's extras!"

I:"……"

Although I knew I shouldn't pay attention to Won Yu, I couldn't help but ask, "What is the official account?"

"Search for xxxx in WeChat."

I logged out of Weibo and searched for the WeChat official account. It does have the official account Tong Ge Zun. It is indeed an extra for Xi Zhan and me, but it is written about it a few years later. It is too whimsical!

But he is indeed a very interesting author.

If you have the chance to add his WeChat.

I sent a message to Yuan You, "How much does he have WeChat?"

Yuan Yu replied to me, "Wait for a few days for me to investigate."

Yuan You didn't reply to me again. I clicked on his Weibo and found that he had not updated recently, so I simply quit Weibo and put down my phone.

I was silent for a while and shouted, "Jing Yi."

Jing Yi snatched out the cigarette butts and came back, "What's wrong with the head of the family?"

"I'm sorry for Xi Zhan after thinking about it."

"Head of the family, Mr. Xi has acquiesced to this matter."
To be continued...