This letter was heavy in my hand. I had discovered it just now, but I never thought of opening it. After all, it was a relic of Gan Shuang. I was not interested, but Shino was left here!

And I was surprised that Gan Shuang actually wrote a letter!

It seems like I have known that I will be alive for a long time!

I put the letter in my handbag and went into the old house. Under the guidance of the servant, I arrived at the hall. Xi Zhan had already placed her mother in the coffin. Because the mistress was buried last time, I could no longer invite the Xi family's side. I could only bury Gan Shuang next to my father, although I think she is not qualified!

But people have passed away and have left in such a cruel way. I will no longer judge who is right and who is wrong, who is right and who is wrong.

I was guarding at the entrance of the hall, and Xi Zhan knelt in front of his mother's coffin to watch him off. It has been really uneasy in the past two years.

Too many people left us!

My biological father, Xi Zhan’s two mothers, my biological mother, Xi Zhan and I have been hosting the funeral four times.

I didn't stay in the hall and returned to Xi Zhan's courtyard. The bunch of daffodils had withered and the maple leaves in April were red.

I sat in front of the threshold and looked at the artificial lake in the courtyard and kept thinking about things. Whether it was my biological parents leaving or Xi Zhan’s two mothers leaving, I didn’t feel much sadness in my heart, but I just felt regret and sad for my mother. After all, we have only met a few times without much affection, but I know she loves me!

I sighed and said, "I'm not cold."

I never feel cold, it's just that the blood is very hot.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have loved Gu Tingchen so much at the beginning.

Jing Yi heard a question beside him: "What did the head of the family say?"

"It's nothing, I just lament the impermanence of the world."

I never thought I would be the only bloodline of the Xi family.

I never thought that the Xi family would be my power.

I took out Gan Shuang's letter from my handbag. I hesitated to open it, but I touched a hard object.

I opened it and saw a necklace inside.

The pendant is a diamond tear.

Looks like there are some eras.

I opened the letter and found that Gan Shuang had written many last words.

“My Zhan’er,

My mother killed Shi Sheng's mother. This was my mother's long-cherished wish for many years, so my mother did not regret it. Even if she knew Shi Sheng would not let me go, even if she knew that the woman's adopted son would not let me go, my mother would not regret it, because my mother finally saved the great hatred in her heart and had no worries in this world, including you.

Zhan'er, don't blame your mother for being cruel.

You are the wild breed born to your mother.

Even your mother doesn’t know who your biological father is!

Mother really, really, really never loved you.

Even if your mother dies, she has never loved you.

My mother's love is full of fu from beginning to end.

They are all my brother Chen Nian.

Mother loves him, she loves him to the core!

When my mother was young, she followed him silently for more than ten years. Later, she finally became his wife. In order to please her mother, he also went to Tibet to pick Gesang flowers for me!

So you have to say that he doesn't love his mother...

Mother never believes it.

If he doesn't love me...

How did he treat me like this?

Zhan'er, you always say he doesn't love me, you always say I live in my own world, you always advise me to let go of everything I used to...

But how can I let it go?

It was him who agreed to marry me at the beginning.

But he was the one who picked up his concubine into the door later!

Even later, in order to marry that woman, he even wanted to divorce those concubines, and even wanted to divorce me...

How come the precedent of the mistress of the Xi family was driven back to her parents' home?

Could it be that I accept the insults of the world and stick to my backbone?

Why should my mother bear these things if she did not do anything wrong?

Zhan'er, Brother Chen Nian really loves me!

He just doesn't have a good memory...

He just easily forgets our feelings.

Actually, he loves me!

He really loves me...

…”

There are several pages left behind, and I can no longer read what Gan Shuang wrote, because the treacherous person is really my father!

Gan Shuang is paranoid, but my father is wrong first!

But her words...

Mother really, really, really never loved you.

Say important things three times.

Gan Shuang doesn't love Xi Zhan...

If Xi Zhan sees it, he will feel cold.

But this letter was written to Xi Zhan!

Moreover, Gan Shuang also called Xi Zhan a wild breed.

I sighed deeply and asked Jing Yi beside me, "Gan Shuang wrote in the letter that she didn't love Xi Zhan. Do I want to show it to Xi Zhan?"

Jing Yi hesitated and replied to me, "This is a letter left to Mr. Xi."

Jing Yi secretly advised me to give Xi Zhan himself.

I asked him in confusion, "Is there really a mother in the world who doesn't love her children? I'm willing to give birth to Run'er and Yun'er, even if I save my life. Why is she still so ruthless when she dies? This woman Gan Shuang is really cruel and ruthless!"

Jing Yi thought for a while and said, "The head of the family can think about the problem from another perspective. Maybe the mistress doesn't want Mr. Xi to worry about her anymore, so she said this! After all, there are no parents in the world who don't love their children? The mistress may have a lot of guilt in her heart."

After Jing Yi said this, I felt a little more uncomfortable!

I continue reading the letter-

"My mother was too stubborn in her life!

He was so stubborn that he had been separated from him for decades; he was so stubborn that he still quarreled with him on the day he died, and he still asked who he loved; he was so stubborn that he was almost dead that he was determined not to let him go.

Mother is too stubborn.

I am so stubborn that I have done too many things wrong in this life.

But my mother really never regretted it.

Even if you die, you will have no regrets.

Zhan'er,

My mother really noticed that danger was approaching.

I even more noticed your disappointment in me.

You probably won't protect me anymore, right?

You really won't protect me anymore!

Because your eyes look cold when you look at your mother.

But even if you no longer protect your mother, I won’t blame you. After all, I have never treated you well from beginning to end!

Zhan'er,

I hope we will no longer be mother and son in the next life!

I hope you will no longer be a bastard in the next life.

…”

No wonder Gan Shuang wrote this suicide note!

Because she noticed that Xi Zhan gave up on her.

I was not interested in reading the following content, but put away the letter and gave it to Jing Yi, "You give it back to Xinuo."

Xi Nuo will give this letter to Xi Zhan!
To be continued...