Chapter 25 He Doesn't Know Me
If Gu Lanzhi was the man who played piano music nine years ago and called me a little girl, then the familiar back I saw after I separated from him was the familiar figure I saw outside Ji Nuan’s cat teahouse.
It is as profound as many years ago, overlapping with the warm man in my memory.
At that time, Ji Nuan asked me, "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"
I don't want to cry either, but I have followed that back for nine years.
It is something that flows in my blood and carved into my bones.
It is my only and only greed in this world.
I clearly remember that after the concert that night, I stood up in panic and went to the backstage to find him, but I got nothing. I was so disappointed that I left the music hall unwillingly.
When I walked slowly on the street with my high heels, a long slanted figure suddenly dragged out from the ground in front of me. I looked up in surprise and heard his eyebrows and smiled and said, "Little girl, you follow me again..."
At that time, "Gu Tingchen" was the man I really loved in my heart.
That night, he was waiting for me specifically.
It was also that night that I called him Gu Tingchen.
He knew that I had recognized the wrong person but did not correct me.
He knew that I had been waiting for him but never explained it to me.
He is gentle, but he is also cruel and cruel.
......
It has always been rainy in Wucheng, and the day I came back was also gloomy. Before I returned to Wucheng, Chuxing revoked my death report, which means that the will I made had not yet taken effect.
Although the Shi family is in Gu Tingchen's hands, it is still my company in name.
But I don't care. I don't want to argue with Gu Tingchen or something when I come back.
I just stubbornly wanted an answer.
I want to meet Gu Lanzhi.
I want to talk to him.
Just think that it was because I had cut off my followers for the past nine years.
But how can nine years of obsession be cut off just by saying it?!
I dragged my suitcase to the outside of the airport, and as soon as I got in the car, I received a call from Ji Nuan.
After my surgery, my condition stabilized, Ji Nuan went to find Chen Chusheng with confidence. I don’t know what the two are doing now, but I realized that Ji Nuan is much happier than before.
She asked me worriedly, "Sheng'er, how are you doing now?"
I stayed in the hospital in S City for two months, and my condition improved. Although the tumor has not been completely eliminated and it is even dangerous at any time, the doctor said that I can live for one or two more years now.
And as long as they receive good treatment, they can cure my disease until they develop new drugs.
I didn't feel relieved and said, "It's pretty good, at least there is hope."
After hesitating for a while, Ji Nuan said worriedly: "Chu Xing said you have returned to Wucheng."
I reached out to sort out the skirt inside the coat and replied, "Yeah, I just arrived at the airport."
Ji Nuan asked clearly: "Are you going to find Gu Tingchen or him?"
Ji Nuan said that he was referring to Gu Lanzhi.
I was speechless and didn't know how to answer her.
Then Ji Nuan asked me a fatal question, "Sheng'er, you married Gu Tingchen without hesitation because you recognized the wrong person three years ago. You think he is the man you love deeply. Although the truth is cruel, Gu Tingchen is the one who has been with you for three years and has something to do with you."
Ji Nuan stopped and said word by word: "Even before you knew the truth, you were full of Gu Tingchen. Have you ever thought about whether you loved Gu Lanzhi nine years ago or the Gu Tingchen who has been with you for three years, hurt you for three years, and let you taste the pain of love?"
Ji Nuan asked me who I love...
My love seemed to be chopped in half with one knife.
She asked too suddenly, and I couldn't answer this question.
Ji Nuan's voice came from the other side of the distance, and she said clearly: "Gu Lanzhi's appearance in your life can be said to be a flash in the pan. His appearance may be the arrangement of fate to let you know Gu Tingchen! Sheng'er, I can see clearly that you like the man with flesh and blood in front of you."
Ji Nuan's words hit my heart, and I had never thought about these problems before.
Because I can't figure this out until now.
If it is true as Ji Nuan said, then what is my purpose in returning to Wucheng?
But my heart told me that I must go back to Wucheng.
I closed my eyes and said calmly, "I have my own considerations."
After thinking about it, I asked curiously: "Why have you kept saying good things to Gu Tingchen?"
Ji Nuan's revenge for kindness seems to be too much.
When I asked this, Ji Nuan said a little embarrassedly: "I am worried about you."
Maybe because I was afraid that I would ask, Ji Nuan hung up the phone in a hurry.
After hanging up the phone, I kept thinking about what Ji Nuan said. These questions were inevitable. I have not found a correct answer to this day, and no one can answer them for me.
An hour later, the car stopped at the door of Shijia villa. I dragged my suitcase out of the car and saw the man standing at the door stunned. I subconsciously asked, "Gu Tingchen, why are you here?"
The man in front of him was wearing a white shirt, a black tie tie between his collar, and a string of polished Buddhist beads hanging on his fair wrists. I remember he didn't wear such accessories before.
At this moment, his eyes looked at me faintly, quenching the soft light, as if a deep vortex absorbed me in, indulging in it.
After a long time, he frowned and asked in a strange voice: "Do you know me?"
I looked at him in surprise, "Don't you know me?"
He glanced at me coldly, then turned around and left here.
Looking at his departure back, I felt disbelief and quickly called Chairman Gu.
The latter was surprised when he received my call, "Sheng'er, I didn't expect you to contact me again..."
Chairman Gu was not surprised at all about my life. After all, Chu Xing released my news before I returned to Wucheng. The Gu family, as a big family, was very sensitive to these things.
What's more, the Shi family has not really reached them.
"I just met Gu Tingchen." I said.
He asked in surprise: "Have you met?"
I said in confusion: "Well, he doesn't know me."
Chairman Gu thought for a while and explained: "He has been in the hospital for a while since he came back from your funeral. Then someone mentioned the name Shi Sheng in front of him and asked him in confusion who it was. We noticed something was wrong and took him to the hospital for examination. The doctor said that Tingchen's current condition is selective amnesia."
So, isn't it right to forget me alone?
I admit my mistake three years ago was a joke.
Now Gu Tingchen forgot me...
I'm simply a joke among jokes.
Do you care?!
I don't care, I really don't care.
But there is a faint loss in my heart.
"Oh, I get it."
I was about to hang up the phone, but Chairman Gu hurriedly said, "They are not married."
I asked subconsciously: "What?"
He said anxiously: "Tingchen and Shen Ruyan are not married."
Whether they get married or not has nothing to do with me.
"Oh, I want to ask you about someone."
Chairman Gu asked: "Well, who?"
"Where is Gu Lanzhi?"
Chapter completed!