"Sheng'er, you just had surgery and need to have a good rest."

I was not dead, and Chu Xing forced me to leave Wucheng for surgery.

A surgery with a success rate of only one percent.

But Chu Xing said that when he arrived at the villa that night, I was already dying. At that time, I was lying on the bed wearing a white skirt, with a pale face and no life. If I didn’t have surgery, I would be dead.

The operation was not very successful, but it did not fail.

At least I bought myself some time.

Ji Nuan raised her hand to sort out the long hair on my ears. I opened my lips with difficulty. She saw me busy and anxiously stopped me and said, "You just woke up, and the instruments were still inserted in your body, and you can't speak for the time being."

I blinked like a compromise and heard Ji Nuan say, "We didn't take you away immediately a few days ago. I called Gu Tingchen according to Chu Xing's suggestion. When he came to see you, he thought you were dead and cried very sadly. They even held a funeral, and the lawyer read out your will."

He also held a funeral for me...

Isn’t there anyone named Shi Sheng in Wucheng?

Thinking of this, my eyes were filled with sadness.

Ji Nuan rubbed my arms that were stiff because I had been lying down and said guiltily: "Chu Xing pretended you to be a dead person to punish Gu Tingchen, making him sad and regretful and full of guilt for the rest of his life, but I... saw him crying in a deep voice at the funeral, and finally told him the truth softly."

Crying in silence...

I remember Gu Tingchen came to my house to find me before I was in a coma and said sincerely: "I have been thinking about who I love...I love the woman I hate."

He also said: "Be my Mrs. Gu, let's remarry."

I did not agree at that time, nor did he fulfill his promise.

Gu Tingchen finally decided to marry Wen Ruyan.

I pursed my lips and asked with difficulty: "Don't you hate me?"

My voice was extremely hoarse.

Previously, Gu Tingchen imprisoned Ji Nuan for Wen Ruyan, and the days inside must be like years. Unexpectedly, she repays her grudges with kindness and actually tells Gu Tingchen that I am still alive.

"I hate him." Ji Nuan paused, rubbed my arm gently and said, "I hate him all the time in prison, hate him to cover up Wen Ruyan, hate him to bully my best friend, but all the hatred disappeared when he knelt in front of your grave and cried heartbrokenly."

Ji Nuan couldn't bear to say: "I love Chen Chusheng fearlessly. I understand the pain of losing my beloved person. Seeing Gu Tingchen like that is like seeing who he used to be."

Ji Nuan said that Gu Tingchen was crying for me heart-wrenchingly. I could not imagine the cold man's expression in the past, let alone the sincere feelings he cried in front of everyone in front of my grave.

This kind of Gu Tingchen is really heartbreaking.

I closed my eyes tiredly and heard Ji Nuan ask me, "Do you still love him?"

I opened my lips and said hoarsely: "Love."

My love for Gu Tingchen lasted for nine years, and this kind of feeling cannot be erased in a moment. Now such an ending may be another kind of fulfillment, and I have to accept the loss if I wish to think.

Ji Nuan asked caringly: "Then will you go back to Wucheng after you are in good health?"

I asked her in disappointment, "Who am I after I go back?"

Ji Nuan suddenly hesitated: "Sheng'er, there is one thing I have been thinking about for a long time and have been hesitating whether to tell you, but I'm afraid you can't accept this result...but I hope you can know the truth."

I asked her in confusion, "What's the truth?"

I have all died once, so what else can't accept the consequences?

She said solemnly: "Gu Tingchen has an older brother named Gu Lanzhi."

Maybe I just woke up and my consciousness was very blurred and my head was heavy.

"I know this." I said.

Ji Nuan looked at me with pity and said, "They are twins, they look exactly the same."

I looked at her in surprise and asked, "What do you want to express?"

"You met Gu Tingchen nine years ago."

As my eyes turned dark, I could only hear Ji Nuan calling my name.

At this moment, my mind was empty and I could not think about anything.

It is really hard to understand what Ji Nuan said means.

It took me a long time to understand the meaning of it.

......

I have a secret hidden in my heart—

I love Gu Tingchen for nine years.

When he was young, he often followed him.

When he was old, he finally became his wife.

For nine years, I unswervingly guarded that man for nine years.

He guarded that secret love with a nervous and cautious attitude.

Even if he doesn't give me love, even if he doesn't even have any sympathy.

I was still staying by his side without hesitation.

Because my love is pure,

In this life, there is only one person.

But now Ji Nuan told me that the man I love who is as gentle as the breeze and the moon is never him.

The so-called memories and the so-called deep love were mistakes from the beginning.

When I think of this, my heart feels densely painful.

I went into the emergency room again. After I woke up again, Chu Xing appeared in the ward. Seeing my sad look, he stroked my head with his palm, softened his voice and asked softly, "Sheng'er, why do you cry?"

Am I crying?!

I still remember the scene of seeing "Gu Tingchen" for the first time; I still remember the warm tone calling me a little girl in a gentle tone; I also remember the song he played for me in the classroom - the street where the wind lives.

The memories between him and me are extremely pitiful, but I cherish them very much.

It's like a treasure, it's tightly placed in the top of your heart.

But now someone told me, "You met Gu Tingchen nine years ago."

If the man who called my little girl back then wasn't Gu Tingchen!!

Then isn’t Mrs. Gu and the tortures I have suffered in the past three years a joke?

Aren’t my loves always deceiving themselves?!

The pain in my heart was so painful that I couldn't let go. I shook my head and didn't know what to do. It was like a huge hole in my heart, with blood flowing inside. The truth was indeed an unbearable result than death.

Seeing that I kept crying, Chu Xing felt so distressed that he red eyes and hugged me in his arms, and said softly: "Don't be afraid of Sheng'er, you're okay, the doctor said you will get better. As long as we have enough time, as long as you listen to me and recuperate, everything will be fine!"

I shouted at a loss, "Brother."

The tears couldn't be stopped, Chu Xing wiped me and said, "I'm here."

Life seemed to have lost all meaning. I grabbed his arm tightly and remembered that "Gu Tingchen" gently tied a scarf to me and called me a little girl...

He is the man I really met nine years ago.

My body was soft in Chu Xing's arms and said, "I want to go back to Wucheng."
Chapter completed!