promise(2/2)
Although he found a reason to run away from Jing Sui yesterday, and then slammed the system hard, he was still very depressed. For a moment, he really wanted to give up, but he knew that he could not do this.
Regardless of whether the system can give him a satisfactory answer, if you want to complete the task, you have to rely on yourself and cannot completely pin your hopes on others. He must cheer up. Working hard may not necessarily lead to results, but not working hard will definitely not result.
If he wants to go home, he can't give up now.
After calming down, I thought about it carefully. Although the situation was indeed bad, he was not hopeless, because the real decisive condition for completing the task was that the protagonist was loved and he, as long as he could achieve this goal, the process was actually not important.
So what if they are all reborn? Rebirth is essentially just adding a piece of experience to know something that will happen in the future, not a major change in the human personality split. These people are essentially themselves, with their own personalities and thoughts, and many deeply rooted things will not be changed because of rebirth.
Just like a fool, he will not become smart because of rebirth, and a cold and evil person will not become kind and compassionate because of rebirth.
So in their previous life they hated themselves so much that they naturally would not fall in love with them just because they were reborn once.
The reason why Jing Sui and Brandon were so good to him was not so much liked, but rather guilt. Because they sacrificed their lives to save them in their last life, they developed regret and regret after their death. They wanted to make up for it after rebirth. After all, they belonged to the decent camp and were not so crazy.
As for Carlos and Wen Yan, two villains who are sinister and vicious and indifferent to human life, even if they are reborn, they are probably mostly calculating themselves. Bad people will not turn aside their hearts and become good people just because they are reborn once.
Taking a step back, it doesn’t matter whether they feel guilty or calculating about themselves. They are just an insignificant cannon fodder. As long as Jing Sui can love Ning Yu, there is still hope for completing the task!
Thinking of this, Ji Ling finally regained his strength and began to carefully analyze the situation he was facing now.
In his last life, he successfully plotted against Ning Yu. Jing Sui hero saved the beauty and showed his love before the whole nation. Because of this incident, he aroused strong dissatisfaction among the people with the nobles. Using this despicable means in duel was undoubtedly an act of violating the imperial law. Jing Sui wanted to punish him in order to calm the anger of the people, but at the critical moment, Ning Yu stood up to plead for him and generously forgave him, which finally saved him from punishment.
The reason why Ning Yu did this was that Ji Ling believed that on the one hand, Ning Yu was a white lotus character with a bright and bright mind, and was not the kind of cruel person who would revenge the vengeance; on the other hand, it was because he was actually a smart person, and it would definitely be of no benefit to him at this time. It would be better to stop when he saw it. It won a good reputation, but it would not arouse the disgust and resistance of the imperial nobles to him. It was also understanding that Jing Sui did not have to offend Ji Ting for him, which was comprehensive.
Kindness and integrity do not mean low emotional intelligence - it is fully demonstrated by Ning Yu.
But this time, the person who was saved by a hero became himself...
At that time, facing Jing Sui who did not play according to common sense, Ji Ling was very collapsed and desperate, but now when he thought about it carefully, it was not that bad, because Ning Yu still won both fame and fortune. Not only did he win himself openly, but he also gained the sympathy of the people because of Jing Sui's protection of himself.
The only thing to change is that Jing Sui took the blame this time...
But it was not a big deal, because Jing Sui's handling at that time was very clever and greatly appeased the public's emotions. Even if some people were still dissatisfied, it was not enough to affect the situation. While protecting himself, he minimized the adverse effects of this matter.
So Ning Yu and Jing Sui did not suffer any real losses in this matter.
What really made Ji Ling feel worried and difficult was Jing Sui's attitude towards Ning Yu.
Because he actually attacked Ning Yu without hesitation for himself!
In the previous life, you were married couples. If Jing Sui was really reborn and felt guilty towards herself, she should love Ning Yu.
Then the question is.
With Jing Sui's rational, calm and unpretentious personality, would he ruthlessly attack his lover because of a little guilt towards him?
This doesn't make sense!
And if what he said yesterday was true, then he seemed to put his importance in front of Ning Yu. Could it be that he died once for him that he finally discovered his goodness, was moved by his love, no longer like Ning Yu, but instead fell in love with him?
No way -
Ji Ling started to panic when he thought about this, and he was so panic that he was so panic!
No, definitely not!
With Jing Sui's cruel and ruthless character, he was already the original author's cheating, and it was an irresistible force of fate. If Ji Ling had not read the original text, he would not believe that a person like him would truly love Ning Yu... So how could such a person fall in love with him just because he died for him?
If you can fall in love with yourself so simply, is he still the ruthless Majesty?
Ji Ling was in a mess.
If he had known that today would have happened, he would never have saved Jing Sui. Anyway, if he didn't do this, Carlos would not have won... If God gave him another chance, he would not have saved this dog emperor who was unfaithful! (This refers to Ning Yu's unfaithfulness.
Ji Ling just thought about it during the day, at night, eating, and sleeping.
Give yourself a little while.
After a while, I was angry again.
A moment of look confused.
Hesitate and struggle for a while.
After thinking about it, I couldn't figure it out. I really couldn't understand the reason why Jing Sui did this. It seemed that something was wrong, but I couldn't figure it out. I didn't know where he was ignoring... He hated such people who were deeply and hard to guess!
Because of this change, Ji Ling never walked out every day, and was full of worries and confusion about his future.
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That night, he sat in his yard as usual, staring at the sky in a daze. The nine shining satellites in the sky reminded him at all times that this was not his world...
Wen Yan walked in from outside and saw the pale boy sitting there in a daze, looking up at the sky, so lonely and desolate.
It seems that he does not belong to this world at all.
A bitterness appeared in Wen Yan's eyes. When he thought of what happened that day, his heart felt depressed and painful. Although Ji Ling did not get into trouble in the end, even escaped unscathed, for him who was obsessed with Jing Sui, the result was no different from his previous life.
Because the people he loved deeply disdained him and only cared about others.
Jing Sui seemed to have saved Ji Ling, but in fact it was just to protect Ning Yu, so as to avoid Ning Yu being retaliated against him by mistake by hurting Ji Ling. He could see this, and many people could see it.
Ji Ling should have seen it too.
So now, how sad should the boy feel?
Wen Yan walked over gently, feeling full of pity, his dark eyes stared at Ji Ling's face gently, and whispered: "It's very late, aren't you going to rest?"
Ji Ling turned his head and looked at the silver-haired man standing respectfully in front of him. This was not a worry-free thing.
I thought that after he became the speaker, he would not continue to waste time pleasing himself. In his previous life, he was always perfunctory to himself, but he didn't know what he thought in this life, but he ran towards him every few days and showed his presence.
Because of his depressed mood, Ji Ling was too lazy to find a word to squeeze Wen Yan. After thinking about it, this was also a reborn guy. In a daze, he couldn't help but ask him about the long-standing doubts in his heart and said, "Do you think His Majesty may like me?"
Wen Yan looked at the young man's pale and delicate face. In the night, the confusion, helplessness and fragility in his clear eyes were fully visible. He asked him this question so lonely... Wen Yan felt pain and pity in his heart, and he could hardly bear to speak.
He knew very well that Jing Sui could not like Ji Ling.
Ling Yi was infatuated in the last century, but he couldn't get back to Jing Sui's look back. That man had no heart at all, and he wouldn't love someone.
But how could he tell this cruel answer to these almost broken eyes?
Wen Yan was silent for a long time and slowly spoke: "Your Majesty will definitely fall in love with you."
When Ji Ling heard this, he almost looked as if he was ashamed. He wanted to kill himself. What was he doing? He wanted to ask Wen Yan this question! I just wanted to hear the answer that suits my wishes, and I don’t want to hear anything else!
His eyes were filled with tears, and he was stubborn and refused to listen: "You lied to me! He wouldn't like me!"
Wen Yan looked at him with a heartache. His beloved boy was such a confident, bright and proud person. He was the most noble prince in the world. He should have the favor of everyone... Now he said such self-giving words for one person.
How deeply injured are you so desperate?
Wen Yan slowly clenched his hands, and suddenly knelt down in front of Ji Ling with one knee, raised his eyes and stared at Ji Ling's eyes, opened his thin lips lightly, making a low and mute voice: "If he doesn't like you, then... can you... stop like him?"
As long as you say no, I will not let you go.
Ji Ling looked at Wen Yan's eyes. In the man's dark eyes, there was an extremely complex dark color, as if something terrible was deeply suppressed and bound. He was stupid-funny-desire-desire-moving. As long as he had a word that was wrong, he would release the imprisoned demon...
Ji Ling shivered subconsciously.
I just want to hear you say he won’t like me, but you threw the question back to me and scared me! Sure enough, you can’t chat happily with a big villain like you!
Ji Ling, who dared not break his character, lowered his eyes sadly and said even more: "I, but I can't dislike him..."
When Wen Yan heard this, the cluster of flames deep in his eyes seemed to be destroyed by something cold, leaving only a piece of ashes, dull and dull.
The corners of his lips raised slightly, revealing a sarcastic curve, as if mocking his own delusions.
After a while, he closed his eyes and opened them again. In the black phoenix eyes, there was only a thick black that could not be seen. He gently held Ji Ling's hand and said gently: "I will help you."
Ji Ling looked at him blankly.
Wen Yan stared at him deeply, his hoarse voice was thicker by the night color, and he said word by word like a : "As long as it is your wish, I will help you achieve it."
In my previous life, I had a selfish desire to use despicable means to possess you.
In this life, I just hope you will be happy.
Chapter completed!