promise(1/2)
Ji Ling stared at Jing Sui in a daze. His brain was completely in a state of shock. After a while, he realized that Jing Sui actually said sorry to him!
He must be dreaming, or the kind of nightmare...
Jing Sui actually said sorry to him, no... Why do you say sorry to me? You did a good job and there is no need to say sorry to me, please continue to be ruthless!
I don't need to be sorry at all, okay! Ji Ling roared in despair.
Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's sad and shocked eyes, and the cold cold flowed through his blood vessels, almost frostbiteing his internal organs.
Do it again and see with your own eyes that the harm you hurt the boy countless times more realistic than in your memory. The cracks in your heart, which were as dense as spider webs, were on the edge of nearly collapse again.
After a long time, Jing Sui spoke and made a low voice, looking at Ji Ling's eyes gently: "You don't need to prove anything to me in this way. In the future... don't do such a dangerous thing again, huh?"
Ji Ling looked at the man in front of him who had always been cold and indifferent, and stared at him with such a focused and gentle gaze, and finally felt sad.
So you, a killer, are you really reborn! Why can't you hold on? As a male main, you are in love with those villains?!
Ji Ling is like a child who has suffered a lot of grievances. Although he encountered many difficulties before, he kept telling himself to be strong, to persevere, and not to lose hope in life, but fate still gave him a ruthless blow... At this moment, being comforted by Jing Suiyi, he finally couldn't help but cry and cried out with a wow.
How can you do this?
You're too much!
Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's face suddenly burst into tears, his shaking eyes were full of helplessness and despair. The accusing eyes were like a sharp knife, piercing straight into his heart.
It turns out that I have hurt him so deeply. How cold and ruthless should I be? This will lead to a mere gentle word that makes the boy's emotions collapse?
Did I blame him so harshly?
Why...I couldn't come back soon?
This thought came to his mind again. God gave him a chance to be reborn, perhaps just to let him witness how cruel his actions were...
He made him hate himself so much, but he was powerless.
sorry.
From now on...I will never let you be sad again, okay?
Jing Sui's eyes were dim in his golden pupils. He reached out and embraced the crying boy into his arms. His palm gently brushed the boy's soft hair, and whispered in his ear: "Stop crying."
Ji Ling was held in Jing Sui's arms and comforted by his soft voice. He felt as if he was completely ashamed and almost gave up.
He felt the cold breath brought by the man's approaching, and wrapped him strongly and gently, giving him a feeling of nowhere to escape... The final bottom line insisted that he kept his rationality.
He can't accept Jing Sui!
He is a straight man. His current personality is full of infatuation with Jing Sui. Logically speaking, no matter how deeply you are hurt, as long as Jing Sui gives you a little sweetness, he can immediately turn back and throw himself into his arms. As long as Jing Sui smiles at him, he will be grateful... But he really can't do it!
He is just a navy soldier who uses money to do things. It doesn't matter if he usually says he likes it, but if one day the idol suddenly turns around and tells you, let's be together, I accept your feelings. After they are together... they may have to kiss, kid...
Ji Ling's eyes were almost dark.
When he thought of being trapped in such a terrible world and facing the risk of being a man xxoo, under such a desperate situation, Ji Ling finally broke out in his own small universe. He must now reject Jing Sui!
The rabbit is even biting when he is too anxious!
Ji Ling pushed Jing Sui away, looked at him with red eyes, and said angrily: "Don't lie to me, you were comforting Ning Yu just now. You obviously like him, and you came here for him today... You are just afraid that he will be retaliated for me if he hurts me, and you are afraid that I will not be willing to continue to cause trouble for him. I don't need such false intentions as you!"
Jing Sui was stunned, his arms were empty, and the pain in his eyes was almost undepressed.
When he was reborn, the duel had already begun. The reason why he did not take action from the beginning was that he could personally win back some reputation. And his final appearance was not for Ning Yu. If he directly injured Ning Yu and left with Ji Ling, the angry people would vent all their anger on Ji Ling and make him the target of public criticism.
That's why I deliberately pretended not to care about him, stayed at the scene to comfort Ning Yu, and tried to minimize the adverse effects caused by this incident. In this way, even if the people were dissatisfied, most of them would only point the finger at him, and instead ignore Ji Ling.
But Ji Ling didn't understand. All he saw was the scene of him leaving him and talking to Ning Yu.
This child has always been simple and heartbreaking and helpless.
After a long time, a very light sigh came from Jing Sui's throat, and he explained slowly and gently: "No, I did that just now to protect you."
Ji Ling immediately asked with a thorny question, "You are asking to protect me?"
Jing Sui would not bother explaining such a simple truth if he was with others, but how could he bear to misunderstand and be sad when he looked at the sad boy? He said: "This is a fair duel. It is not in accordance with the rules for me to intervene. If you are too protective of you, you will only be the target of public criticism. Do you understand?"
Ji Ling was stunned for a moment, so what do you think? This principle is very simple and easy to understand. He just didn't think in this direction just now. Now, after hearing Jing Suiyi's statement, he became even more desperate and angry :)
It turns out that you were not protecting Ning Yu, but protecting me!
Even if you are reborn, even if you feel guilty, I can barely understand... But you are so sad and indignant about the protagonist's feelings. How could you not take him to heart? You actually ignore the upright and kind protagonist for the sake of such a vicious cannon fodder!
It's so heartless!
No, I, Ji Ling, will never admit defeat!
He took a deep breath, looked at Jing Sui firmly, and said coldly: "Really?"
Seeing that Ji Ling was finally calmer, Jing Sui thought he understood what he meant and accepted his apology, but at this moment he saw tears appearing in Ji Ling's eyes again, looking at him with an extremely unfamiliar gaze, as if he was a very terrible existence...
Ji Ling's eyelashes trembled slightly, tears were hidden in his eyes, but there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, saying one by one: "What is there to compare to him except for the identity of this nobleman?"
Jing Sui's face finally changed.
Ji Ling clearly and slowly repeated the sentence word by word. There was a dark color of despair, sadness, and pain in his eyes. He looked at Jing Sui's eyes firmly, "This is what Your Majesty said to me in person that day, I remember every word clearly."
Jing Sui's lips moved slightly, but no sound was made.
"At that time, Your Majesty probably didn't expect that I would go to fight Ning Yu for this... But what I didn't expect was that you actually love him like this." Ji Ling looked at him disheartenedly, pulled open the corners of his mouth sarcastically, and tried his best to keep calm. He said: "In your identity, in order to protect someone, I am willing to be a garbage playboy who you look down on me, and betray me."
"I was naive and hoped that day, you didn't deny it, just perfunctory words, but you just found an excuse to reject me. I didn't believe that you really like him... But now I finally believe it." Ji Ling smiled and smiled, tears flowed silently, "It turns out that you like him to this point, you can intervene in duels for him, clear up obstacles for him, and solve all troubles for him. Come and lie to me for him...."
Every time Ji Ling said something, Jing Sui's face turned paler.
He wanted to refute that he could not disdain such despicable behavior. He was fully capable of protecting his lover, just as I want to protect you now.
But even if I say it's not like that now... who would believe it?
If it weren't for the experience of that life, if it weren't for the pain and regrets of hundreds of years, even he wouldn't have believed it.
I won't believe that I am like this, I care about someone.
Jing Sui closed his eyes, covered the fatigue and weakness in his eyes, and spoke, "It's not like that."
Ji Ling suddenly shouted in grief and anger: "Enough!"
He looked at Jing Sui hatefully, raised his hand and wiped his eyes. He seemed to finally be unable to hold on anymore, so he turned around and ran out from Jing Sui!
Jing Sui stood there, watching the boy pass by him, his hatred look was like the chill of freezing thousands of feet, making him unable to move.
Sometimes, once the damage is caused, even if it takes hundreds or thousands of times, it is difficult to recover and make up for it.
How can you hope to leave easily when you are in the abyss?
What about redemption?
But despite this, please allow me to protect you in this life, even if I spend my whole life asking for forgiveness, it doesn't matter.
……………………
Ji Ling performed extremely well just now. He finally got rid of Jing Sui and returned to his home. He began to call the system impatiently.
Ji Ling: [I won’t do anything to do this task anymore!]
System: [...You calm down.]
Ji Ling: [I can't calm down now!!!]
system:【……】
Ji Ling: [He must have been reborn, otherwise he would not have said such things to me. The male protagonist has been reborn, how can he do this task!]
The system also saw the scene just now, and was not upright, so it had to tactfully suggest: [But if you don’t do the task, what should you do with your reward...]
Ji Ling became a puffer fish, letting him stay in this strange world full of terrifying bosses. He lived a life of fear of losing his horse and losing his life every day. It would be better to let him die! He took a deep breath and said: [If you really can't read the file, start over.]
The system is a bit awkward: [We have not yet determined the reason for the rebirth of the character in this world, so even if you start reading the file again, you cannot guarantee that you can completely restore to the initial state...]
Ji Ling's eyes turned dark and he almost fainted: [So what you mean is that even if you start over, you can't guarantee that they are all normal?]
The system dares not speak.
Ji Ling laughed furiously: [Even if the first mission failed was my reason, but now all of them are reborn, this is not my reason, right? This is completely different from what we agreed before. This is a serious violation of integrity. I ask you to give me an explanation!]
System: [Don't worry, I will give this situation to my superiors and give you an explanation as soon as possible.]
Ji Ling looked cold: [I sound very familiar to you.]
system:【?】
Ji Ling: [A colleague of my mother bought a house last year, but when she actually accepted the house, she found that it was inconsistent with the model house. The opening provider's original was not fulfilled, so they went to the opening provider to argue and asked them to give them an explanation. The other party's sales manager always responded to her like this.]
system:【……】
Ji Ling: [The key is that this matter has been arguing for a whole year, and the banner has been pulled and the door has been blocked. Until I die, the other party still makes excuses like this:)]
system:【……】
Ji Ling sincerely sighed: [So you must not be like this, right?]
System: […] Don’t dare to speak, don’t dare to speak.
……………………
Ji Ling fell asleep and woke up the next afternoon.
To be continued...