It feels so good to dissect yourself. You want to know everything about me here.

1.-Why do you like painting?

-Drawing can be traced back to the first time I used a pen to paint something, one and a half years old. Enlightenment becomes preference, preference becomes habit, habit cost. Just like a wolf howls when he sees the moon, I can't help but want to draw something when he puts paper and pen in front of me. Drawing is no longer described by my level of liking. Its necessity is the same as eating and sleeping, and sometimes even exceeds them.

- Then why did you choose original paintings/Why did you learn cg?

-The most direct reason is of course that it looks good, it's so cool... I especially like the legend of the cryptity cards. The combination of realistic and fantasy. I used to see the original paintings being painted like this. Of course, the most primitive reason is my natal.

-Birth? What is your natal?

-Lanaya.

-who is she?

- Dota and dota 2, the name of the temple assassin.

-What does she have to do with you learning to draw?

-I wrote a novel with her as the protagonist. One day I had the idea of ​​drawing illustrations for novels, but at that time I didn't even know what the difference between illustrations and original paintings and what the conceptual original painting meant. At that time, I just felt that my level was definitely not good, so I had to learn it well.

-Wait, have you also written a novel? How long is it?

- Currently more than 1.7 million words.

-How are the grades?

-So bad.

- Then how could you write this long?

-I said that the heroine is my life.

-How much does a natal mean to you, and why do you like her so much? This is just a game character. Don’t you think you are very childish indulging in this virtual thing?

- The childishness you said has led me to write for so long and persisted for so long. I am proud of such childishness. I am also very grateful for being such childishness. It has brought me many precious wealth that is difficult to measure with money.

For example, readers who also like dota and ta also have authors who write together.

The writing process is also wonderful. You are creating a world. Although it is painful sometimes, when you think about your natal life, it will pass if you feel a little uncomfortable.

Why do I like my natal life so much? I really don’t know this, it may be just subjectively influenced by others. I don’t know which hero to play when I first came into contact with Dota. When I didn’t know which one to play, BF told me how powerful this hero is. At that time, I thought, it was her.

Later, I asked him for no reason which hero I had in Dota.

He said Lanaya.

However, I didn't remember the name at all, and asked him if it was vs. It was explained later and then I understood.

Later, I didn’t know why I liked it more and more. I even wrote poems, songs and songs in high school, and this novel was born in college, and I never stopped fan pictures.

When playing games, I didn't just care about using her to kill people. I began to pay attention to her eyes, her every move, every word she said, and every background story in her jewelry.

The super god goes wild, kills empty blood, and escapes at the extreme. I will tremble with excitement. When the screen gets dusty, I will probably cry.

Light cherry blossoms were the name I thought of in 2013. At that time, dota2 had just started internal testing, and the blue-black leather armor was filled with light dust, floating like cherry blossoms.

In this world that I will never reach, she awakens and then blooms. The enemy has lost its breath, but she is not hurt at all.

"It doesn't take a reason to like someone" is the worst way to answer. She subtly influenced my personality and attitude towards life. Without her, I wouldn't be able to survive, but as long as she is there, I will definitely become better.

I even claimed that there was no one in the world who loved her more than I did.

- Back to the original topic, in fact, you write novels and learn to draw because of your natal life?

-right.

- Have you considered fame and fortune?

-Of course. Only when others are willing to buy what they write and draw is a recognition of their own abilities. I have never expected to live in this aspect. Although my future work has a lot to do with painting, the drawing is all about work. Fame has certain expectations. I have always told myself: You are so special, and people always notice it.

2.-What are your advantages?

-Don't be angry. Even if you are really unhappy, you won't burst out. You must be alone.

_Can you really not reveal it at all?

-No. But I definitely won't be angry for no reason. Some of the expressions and attitudes that I can't hold back will probably make him realize that I'm giving him face and what he has done wrongly.

-In other words, you are not good at controlling your emotions?

-Yes, I will laugh when I am happy, I will cry when I am sad or moved, and I will even cry when I hear a certain lyrics. Except for being angry, I can not express it to a large extent, nothing else can do.

-What are your shortcomings?

- Stubborn, rebellious.

-What kind of stubbornness and rebellion? Specific manifestations?

-I will stick to everything I believe to the end. If others think I cannot complete it, I will complete it for him to show it. I will make him regret the denial of others.

-What if you really can't finish it?

-I won't boast about it when I'm not sure. Even if I fail, it's better than those who laugh at me in the pit, because those who are better than me disdain to laugh at me. Then see if the situation is completely given up, or reflect on it and pick it up and continue.

3.-What do you think that wood is so beautiful that it will be destroyed by the wind in the forest?

- Have you heard a song with a lyric that keeps walking towards the direction of the strong wind?

4.-What is your motto?

-do what you want.

-But reality won't let you do whatever you want.

-I used to choose science in high school and then studied finance in college. Because my parents didn't let me learn art, I felt it was unreliable and had no future. When I was in my junior year, I suddenly realized, almost everything I had, gave up everything before, and devoted myself to the path of painting. My words were just to motivate myself, do what I sincerely wanted, and strive for excellence.

-Don't even ignore the opposition of the family?

-right.

-You are unfilial.

- When they should be filial, they should be filial. When they also start to drive me away, oppose me, and insult me, I will be separated and independent. With comparison, I don’t think my approach is excessive. Besides, I am not giving them a chance to apologize and save them.

And I think if I really go to the life I don’t want to live, then I’d rather die.

In addition, I am not targeting you. I am dissatisfied and sad about the concept of family education in China. If the wrong ones are said to be right by the world, then I stick to my principles.

-Your principles are not all right.

-About the truth, people are selfish, and my principles are all beneficial to me.

-Do you know why you don't have friends? Here's the reason.

- Sorry, I think I have the most efficient work when I don’t have friends to disturb me. Those who work together are not friends, but colleagues.

5.-Are you chasing stars?

-I'm really embarrassed about this.

I never chased after me, but I suddenly wanted to chase after me recently. The band was called evanescence. When I finally spelled out this word without making any mistakes, I had been listening to their songs for a year and a half.

I went back to the origin because I watched the episode of Dota2 Hero Dream Voice, and I really liked BGM, so I searched. I am the kind of person who likes a song and listens to all the songs of that singer.

Poisoning is chronic. At first, maybe I just like melody, singing and drum beats, and then I pay attention to the lyrics and their deep meanings. Then I found that their songs are really just for me to listen to...

I won’t go into details. If you are interested, you can listen. If you have the ability in the future, I will try to use some of the songs to spread the word (deng) cg (pian).

When I decided that as long as the band came to China to hold a concert, I would go to the post bar and soon learned a desperate news.

They disbanded.

Disbanded.

It's broken up.

It's right.

Excuse me?!

...

But I still like their songs, so after listening to them, I was taken to search for Gothic Metals from other bands.

6.-How long is the novel going to be written? When will it be finished?

-I don't know this either (laugh.

Perhaps this will become a life series that few people know about. What can be clearly answered is that I will take this novel seriously, with only newly come up with ideas and no plot that I forcibly cut off.

I will tell you everything I think of.

But those outside who choose 100 million will give up, although I know you did it on purpose.

It is possible that you can draw 100 million strokes on the tablet...

As for the current outline, the length is about 400w (wait, didn’t you say 380w before?!), and it will be updated every day, and then it will be completed in the first half of 2018.

I'm just talking about the current outline. I can't guarantee that my brain will suddenly explode again one day, and then expand the length to 500w.

So much so that I feel that even if I can finish writing, I don’t want to look back, let alone readers are willing to do such a waste of time (laughs.

7.-Can you reveal the ending?

-Of course, the clichéd male and female protagonists live a sexual blessing life of eating and waiting for death.

-(∑Spoiled inexplicably)

-So since everyone knows the ending, it's about to end?

Just kidding, novels are different from other things, they focus on the process. I know that this book is a long essay for elementary school students, but I personally feel that there are still a few chapters I can read (laughs.

It is not a traditional online article, I have mixed a lot of personal emotions. The Internet is full of pretending to slap in the face and slap in the face. To be honest, I also wrote hhh, but I can't call it a cool article. There are more emotions, and it can't be said to be abusive article. Some readers said they cheated him and tears, yes, it's a boy... because the theme is not tragedy or destruction, but a feeling of sunshine after rain.

Some people may have guessed that in the later stage, sugar will definitely be released, and there will be a lot of them. Singles should be cautious when entering.

The pit is so big and there are so many. I will fill it up slowly, and you can read it slowly.

7. What are you waiting for? No more! Want to ask other questions? Welcome to reply to book reviews or join the group to communicate! (To be continued)
Chapter completed!