Why?

Tang Bai thought quietly in his heart, and he suddenly felt that everything around him had quieted down all the time, and the fishy sea water wrapped around him, as if he was about to sink him into the boundless dark seabed.

The air was so thin and the sea water was so cold that it made him even breathing. He tried to speak, but the moment he opened his mouth, countless salty sea water poured in, so cold and disgusting. I don’t know how many sea water that washed away the dirty body of the alpha body, and how many sea water that gathered with tears flowed silently into his body, from the trachea, cochlea, and esophagus to his stomach.

Tang Bai had a pale face and said softly: "But this is not his fault."

Yes, it's not his fault...

What did he do wrong?

What did he do wrong?

"He did not protect his chastity, it was his fault. And this has happened. It doesn't matter who is right or wrong. If he is ruined, he will accept strange gazes." Grandpa Tang originally didn't want to tell the truth about nakedness, but when he thought of Tang Bai and Alpha whom he just met, he couldn't help but say: "As an omega, you must protect yourself, don't trust others, don't go to places you shouldn't go casually. If you stay at home honestly and have family with your family, this wouldn't happen at all..."

I have heard similar words in my ears countless times. Whenever I see such news and hear such tragedies, there are visible, invisible, ubiquitous people who are accusing, teaching, and restraining them.

A sound that exists from all directions, a sound that cannot be escaped even if you cover your ears, and a sound that you are used to or even agree with.

The suffocating sea water wrapped him up like an invisible membrane. He listened quietly to his grandfather. He should have been silent, just as he had compromised quietly countless times.

He had heard of countless such things in the past. There were so many such things. The victimized omega was so pitiful. It was even more miserable than the one that was strong and violent by Qin Jun. Their lower body was inserted into spoils, their nipples were cut off by a knife, and their skin was engraved with insulting words such as "swallowing husband"...

They even died after being abused, were thrown into the wild, sunk to the bottom of the lake, and even threw them on the road like garbage.

At this time, the school will tell them that it is very dangerous outside the school, so you should not leave the school, and your family will tell them that it is very dangerous outside the school, so you should not leave the house.

So the living space of the omega became smaller bit by bit, and they crouched like quails in the circle that the society marked for them.

Tang Bai stood obediently in the circle. If there were no accidents, he would stay in this circle until he was born, reproduced in the circle, and died in the circle.

This is an omega...

The life of the pig.

Yes, I have been nurtured from birth and grew up in accordance with the strict requirements of society. I only know how to eat, drink, play and have no ideals every day. When I grow up to be able to slaughter, I can contribute everything to the fertility rate of society.

Every omega is encouraged to have more births. If you give birth to ten, you can get the honor of a hero mother. The more you give birth, the more glorious you get. Most omegas start to get pregnant and have children from the moment they get married... until they can't give birth.

Tang Bai's mother was in poor health and had a uterus problem. She had already sacrificed half of her life for her birth. She might not be able to save her birth, so she did not get pregnant with her omega. Tang's father had a ligation for his wife early, but Tang's mother always felt guilty. She blamed herself for not giving birth to an alpha for the Tang family, and wanted Tang Bai to give birth to an alpha surnamed Tang.

My mother said that Omega's best life is to marry a good alpha and have a lot of children.

My father said that Omega needs to learn to look at alpha and distinguish what is good alpha so that we will not meet people in a bad way.

Grandpa said that he should be a virtuous, dignified and generous omega, be filial to his parents, love his children, and be considerate of his husband.

Countless people are telling Tang Bai how to make a good omega, telling Tang Bai that only by doing this can he be happy.

Originally... Tang Bai should have been silent like this, because this society has always been like this, and these omegas have been like this.

But, why, why, what came to his mind at this moment was Xie Ruheng in the book?

The black-haired and black-eyed omega jumped off the armor. His armor was covered with smoke and blood. His face was pale, but his eyes were astonishingly bright.

He returned in blood and brought victory to the Federation again, but he learned that the omega brother, a soldier, was forced and abused by the nobles.

The omega was unwilling to speak out, and he didn't want to tell anyone, and just wanted to die quietly. The omega cried and begged him not to make a big deal of this matter, saying that the nobleman was powerful and would not receive substantial punishment, saying that he was a defiled person and was not worth filthing the future of the marshal.

So Xie Ruheng walked out calmly, but his face was still pale, and his palms would tremble slightly when he held the sword with his exhausted body.

He held the sword and walked towards the nobles who congratulated him, and walked to the nobles who had forced his subordinates and relatives.

The brilliant sunlight penetrates the clouds and gathers into countless light columns, running through this dirty world.

Xie Ruheng raised his sword, and pierced into the noble's chest calmly and almost coldly. The sharp blade pierced the layers of expensive and gorgeous clothes, pierced the skin of wine and meat feeding, and pierced the heart surrounded by ribs.

The blood suddenly erupted, and bright red blood mist bloomed under the bright sunlight, splashing on Xie Ruheng's pale face.

Running across time and space, the dark phoenix eyes seemed to be staring at Tang Bai silently.

There are some things that cannot be studied in depth or thought about. If he doesn't look at anything, listen to it, or think about it, then maybe he won't find the illusion that the layer of it has been covering him and can be exposed with just one stretch of his hand.

With amber eyes looking at the grandfather who was still preaching and his mother who was carelessly fiddling with Huazhi, Tang Bai suddenly felt a little breathless. The sea water filled with the stomach sac seemed to burn, from cold water to burning fire and burning pain.

He seemed to finally understand why Xie Ruheng in the book was often so angry. This was the anger of hating evil, the anger of incompetence, the anger of changing the world...

In this ignorant world full of prejudice, there must always be pioneers standing up to take their body as the torch and be the only light.

But only a little light is not enough. Only a little light cannot illuminate the darkness of this world.

From ancient times to the present revolutions, there have been bloody victims, and this is how the Federation was separated from the rule of the empire, and so should the struggle for equal rights.

It is far from enough to have a martyr. There needs to be a second and a third... More people need to sacrifice, sacrifice one after another, and burn life to illuminate this darkness. Even if everyone is just a trivial firework, one day, the spark will set off a prairie fire.

After so many years, he has been living according to the eyes of others for so many years. He pretends to be deaf and dumb, he deceives himself, and he looks bright and beautiful, but only Tang Bai himself knows that he is an empty shell. In order to be a good omega in the traditional sense, he gave up what he loves the most.

He still remembers how his grandfather taught himself when he was a child. Whenever he solved a problem, how would the whole family see him-

It was proud, admirable, proud, relieved, and looked like looking at the glittering gemstone.

Grandpa would introduce to his old friends in a show-off tone: "My grandson, a genius in weapons manufacturing, follow me."

He looked so proud and energetic, but then, when he was six years old, he never saw his grandfather's expression again.

There was a fierce quarrel at home that day. Grandpa locked himself in the house and stayed alone for a day and night. After he came out, everything changed.

He could no longer learn mechanics with his grandfather, he could no longer own mecha toys, and he could no longer bathe in that proud and proud gaze.

And all of this is just because...he is an omega.

He has been trying hard to convince himself, suppress himself, and tell himself that such a life is also happy, carefree, eat, drink and have fun, and marry a good alpha in the future and have a bunch of children. There is no need to struggle or work hard. This is the life that many people dream of.

But is this the life he wants?

Marrying a Alpha who is similar to Gu Tunan, may not be as good as Gu Tunan, and keeps having children.

Tang Bai could hypnotize himself in the past, and all omegas came here like this, always like this, and everyone was like this.

But...

This is not the case with Xie Ruheng.

He lived so freely and freely, growing wildly, shining with light. The dazzling light was the existence he cried for.

If this beam of light was not so bright, he might not have seen his cowardice. He was a canary raised, used to a stable life with a rich and frugal life, was uneasy about the status quo, but was afraid of risks.

He always retreats like this, cowardly, hypocritical and stupid. If Xie Ruheng had not appeared, he might have been trapped in this exquisite cage for the rest of his life.

But Xie Ruheng appeared.

Xie Ruheng was the biggest variable in his life, just like a star throwing into the stagnant water, rippling circle after circle, circle after circle, and the sparkling stars illuminate the jewelry trapped in the mud.

Just as the leaves have to stretch out vigorously from the curling pain, people must also break free from the ignorance of unthinking thoughts, and this is life.

Xie Ruheng, who swung his sword to the enemy, once again appeared in Tang Bai's mind. His face was bright red blood, so bright that it was like a ball of never-ending fire. Between the sword light and sword shadows, the dark phoenix eyes looked at him silently-

If the world is a barrier, then stab it with a sword.

If you know that you are unwilling to accept it, if you know that you will regret it in the future, if everything is in time now, why not try it?

If everyone lives in a book and has their own plot line, then why do you have to follow other people's expectations? This is obviously my life, and all the joys, sorrows, ups and downs can be written by myself - as long as I am willing to bear the price for it.

If I'm willing to give everything for it, then I...why don't I be myself?

Tang Bai raised his head. He seemed to hear the rekindled flames buried in his heart. The cluster of faint flower seedlings burned, burning, burning, and could be extinguished at any time. The burning made his whole body burn and his nose sore. He had to use all his strength to protect the small cluster of flames from being extinguished. For this reason, he would have to endure the pain of being licked by the flames.

"Grandpa, mom, if I was raped by Qin Jun, would you slap me?"

Tang’s mother: “He dares!!!”

Grandpa Tang frowned, "Why should I hit you?"

"Why don't you hit me? It's because I didn't protect my chastity. If I stay at home all my life, how could I be violated?"

Tang's mother noticed the seemingly soft but aggressive spirit between the lines of Tang Bai. She subconsciously looked at Grandpa Tang and saw that Grandpa Tang's expression slightly condensed.

"Not right. Even if some omegas in the slums stay at home, there will be gangsters breaking into the door. As long as they have evil in their hearts, no matter where you are, there is nowhere to escape."

Tang Bai whispered: "Grandpa, mom, you said Omega should protect yourself, but why do everyone ask Omega to protect yourself?"

"Does those alphas have no parents? Didn't anyone tell them not to infringe on Omega?"

"The physical fitness of omega and alpha is very different. When encountering strong/violence things, it is difficult for us to resist and escape. Self-defense? Most of the self-defense techniques are useless in the face of absolute strength suppression. Wolf-proof spray? It takes time to take out this kind of thing from the bag. In desperation, we may not be able to aim the face of the perpetrator at all."

Tang Bai took off the portable energy gun from his waist, "Only this weapon can cause damage to the alpha."

"But ordinary omegas can't get to this kind of weapon at all, right?"

He placed the gun quietly on the table. It was a gun covered with diamonds, so gorgeous that it was a bit ridiculous. Grandpa Tang took a breath and looked at Tang Bai, whose eyes were soaked in tears.

Tang Bai's heart was clearly surging, but only two lines of clear tears flowed out of his eyes.

"What they can get in touch with is the theory of chastity, which is a secondary harm from this society. Their parents will blame them for their weak self-protection awareness, but never thought about whether they had taught Omega children what to do when they encounter such a situation. Their husband will only point the finger at their wives, but dare not judge their sinful likes!" Tang Bai suddenly spoke loudly, his face turned red, his eyes blushed, and his eyes were brightly looking at his grandfather and mother.

No one answered.

The living room was silent, only Tang Bai suddenly felt soft and soft voice: "It's okay, I'll do it."

In front of Grandpa Tang, Tang Bai walked towards Grandpa Tang's exclusive weapon research room. He stood at the door and reached out to touch the password lock. When he wanted to enter the password, the delicate hand stopped in the air as if he was afraid.

After a while, Tang Bai trembled his fingertips and slowly entered the string of childhood numbers.

Then......
Chapter completed!