Li Xuan unzipped his pants, checked carefully and carefully three times, and then Li Xuan was very sure and certain that he was a boy, well, a beautiful boy, there was no mistake.

Even though he was so sure, he often had doubts later on. Every time at this time, he always had to confirm again to feel safe. He called this intermittent difficulty in judging men and women.

I can't tell the difference, and how can anyone else tell whether I'm male or female?

Li Xuan was a little confused.

He doesn't know if there are other people in the world who are like him, who look like the opposite sex. It's not an exaggeration to say they are transvestites. Normally, when you see a transvestite, you should be disgusted and stay away from it. This is in line with most people's expectations.

psychology.

But if the other person is not pretentious or effeminate, but fresh and natural, just like the neighbor’s sister, who looks innocent and cute, can you really hate her?

It's very doubtful.

**, is what he yearns for.

Cute girls are what he has always liked.

When he looks like the opposite sex, he can have these two precious things at the same time. What regrets do he have in life? What else do he want to pursue?

Li Xuan looked at his slightly childish and delicate face in the mirror and showed a relieved smile.

Well, no more.

This life is enough.

But I always felt that something had fallen off at this moment, forget it, never mind it.

Maybe it's to comfort myself.

He was fifteen years old this year, an age when his mind was restless, and he was still in his first year of high school.

His appearance was too heterosexual, which made him ridicule countless times. It was his nightmare, and once made him, who was mentally fragile, have the idea of ​​disfigurement.

But now Li Xuan doesn't care.

After Li Xuan became disabled in his previous life, he was initially afraid of other people's strange looks, but as time went by, he gradually got used to it.

It is easier to live for yourself, live for your family at most, and fear to live for strangers. Sometimes people just worry too much, which makes them live very tired. Of course, when many people truly understand this sentence, they may have already died.

Already.

Anyway, now he is not anyone's Li Xuan, he is just Li Xuan, simple and without a long list of redundant prefixes.

This is a simple small bedroom.

There is a pictorial on the wall, with two big characters "Strive" written prominently, and a positive sentence, "It's up to people to plan things, and it's up to God to succeed. If you work tirelessly, you will have a brilliant life."

It can be seen that I rarely looked at the wall before and could not see this sentence, otherwise I would not be so depressed.

Li Xuan tidied up the small bedroom and discovered that he really loved reading novels, especially fantasy novels. There were so many novels everywhere that he couldn't even count them for a while.

But now he has no interest and just puts these aside.

The novels in this world are far less prosperous than the online novels in that world. After experiencing too many simple and refreshing novels, it is difficult for him to be patient and read a slow-paced physical book, even if it is Harry Potter.

In the closet, the school uniforms are neatly arranged. To be honest, it turns out that he hates wearing this school uniform the most, because the school uniforms for men and women have the same style. His clothes are simple blue and white, those youthful ones

Color does not exist in his world at all.

Live very carefully and sensitively.

He is always very concerned about other people's eyes, thoughts and feelings. He is not talkative and cold, so that he is in a mess and even his own preferences are influenced by others. If it weren't for the novels in the bedroom, people would really doubt what he is.

Do you have any hobbies?

From the memories in his mind and the bedroom in reality, Li Xuan gradually pieced together his former appearance vividly and completely, feeling increasingly pitiful.

But on the other hand, being low-key, not trying to impress people, not bothering others, and being well-educated are also advantages.

What to do next?

Li Xuan was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

I heard about the big men in women's clothing before, but I didn't pay much attention to it. Yes, many blue boys have fairer skin than girls. If they are so cute, they must be boys, but it has nothing to do with him.

Now comes the pill.

In essence, he is still a straight man, but now he has a girl-like appearance and is cuter than most girls. Even if he doesn't wear women's clothes and goes out in any dress, he will be called a cross-dressing boss. Although he has a strong heart, he accepts this.

This is a setting, but as the saying goes, every time you grow up, there will be troubles.

"So, as long as I want, I can fall in love with a woman or a man?"

Li Xuan opened his mouth, as if opening the door to a new world. Boyfriend on the left, girlfriend on the right, which one should I choose?

The Lun family is very troubled!

…

While Li Xuan was in a daze, evening came and there was a knock on the door.

"Xiaoxuan, it's time to eat."

The person who walked through the door was a young woman who looked to be in her mid-twenties, with dyed hair and light makeup.

This is Li Xuan's aunt Xu Li.

My profession is a music teacher, teaching high school music. It is not a middle school affiliated with a music conservatory, nor is it a private aristocratic school. Music is mostly an insignificant subject, and it is inevitable that it will be occupied by mathematics and English. The teaching days are naturally very leisurely, and of course the salary is also high.

So-so.

She looks very young and beautiful, but in fact she is already thirty years old. She looks young because she takes good care of herself.

She is not married yet.

In other words, she is what others call a leftover woman.

In my impression, my aunt has always been arrogant and very picky. After a few kisses, she became resistant to blind dates.

She has always insisted on being opposed to others calling her a leftover woman. She thinks it is an insult to women. Why should a girl get married and depend on a man? But the reality is so cruel. If a girl is not married when she is thirty, what will happen to her?

If you fail, you will be talked about by the elders in the family.

Li Xuan is currently staying at his aunt's house.

Because he went to school in the city, which was far away from home, Li Xuan was sent to his aunt's house by his father to live a boarding life. He was usually reticent, and his relationship with his aunt was not good.

Li Xuan looked at Xu Li for a while, and out of gratitude to his aunt for taking care of him these days, he smiled politely and said: "Okay, aunt."

Xu Li didn't come back to her senses for a long time because of this smile.

I didn't expect this kid to look so good-looking when he smiles.

Of course, this is not the point. The point is that Li Xuan never smiled at her before. Her mind kept thinking that these days, Li Xuan locked himself in the room. Even if they met, his eyes were full of indifference, as if he wanted to

She kicked him out.

She was thinking that Li Xuan was probably very reluctant to leave home and come to the city to study. After all, his familiar parents were missing, and the boy was still in adolescence and his mind was the most sensitive, so she had always been considerate.

It is quite rare to smile so brightly.

The boy who was originally gloomy suddenly became brighter in an instant, making people feel better.

The two of them went to eat.

Normally, Xu Li would prepare the meal, wait for Li Xuan to finish, and then clear away the dishes, as if serving the young master.

But today, Li Xuan was not as expressionless as before, as if the whole world owed him. Instead, he took the initiative to help clear the dishes and wash the dishes.

Xu Li watched and pondered for a while, but couldn't figure out what was wrong. If she couldn't figure it out, she just stopped thinking about it. Adolescent boys may be so unpredictable.

Xu Li was very happy at this moment.

Although there is a shadowy little devil around him at the beginning, and strangers are not allowed to enter, the little devil will also be touched by his hard work. He spreads kindness and is felt by others, and then throws a peach in return and repays the favor. There is nothing better.

Already.

I was so moved by myself.

She thought for a moment, took out a small stack of bills from her pocket, and said with a smile:

"Xiaoxuan, this is your pocket money."

Li Xuan was stunned, but did not refuse. He still had many important things to do and needed money. He didn't want to get used to the current life. Now that he was a new student, everything had to start again. He had to deal with his previous bad habits and shortcomings.

Everything changes. After all, passion is easy to retreat.

Xu Li looked at Li Xuan's hair and said, "Xiao Xuan, your hair is a bit long." In the past, Li Xuan hated long hair the most. She had to have a short haircut to feel at ease. She knew that her ears could not be covered.
Chapter completed!