Chapter 84 Remarks on the launch

The day has come!

Looking back, the book was released on August 8. As of today, it is one and a half months short of 100 million points.

Along the way, I have endured a lot of abuse, curses, and attacks...

Of course, what’s more important is everyone’s support, praise and appreciation.

It's my pleasure.

After writing this book, it was the first time that I received so many people's attention. I was very scared, nervous, and a little bit proud.

I still remember what my teacher often said when I was in elementary school: "This kid is very smart, but he just doesn't like to study."

When I was young, I thought that my talents were really good and I could use them as I wanted. I relied on the teacher's "praise" to go my own way, playing games, having fun, and folding paper toads. Anyway, I just didn't study.

In the end, he was promoted to junior high school. Relying on his talent, he went smoothly and was promoted to junior high school.

(Later I learned that with nine years of compulsory education, no matter how poorly you do in the exam, you can enter junior high school.)

After entering junior high school, I started to have a love interest, and I spent the whole day thinking about some "love..." that I thought was very romantic at the time.

Coincidentally, the most common thing my junior high school teacher said to me and my parents was: "This child is very smart, but he just doesn't like to study."

I regarded these words as my "new weapon". While other students were writing furiously, I waved the weapon I had found for myself, cutting down on language and geography...

Be a classmate with "character" in the eyes of classmates, be a "sighing" student in the eyes of teachers, be a child with "disappointment" in the eyes of parents...

And being a "cool" boy in the eyes of female classmates (emphasis added).

At that time, I thought that I was talented and could become rich by just doing anything without going to school.

At that time, I didn’t know that moving bricks was paid by the piece, that electronics factories were paid by the piece, and that sales were based on your drinking capacity and words.

I thought that my talent was invincible, so I used my talent freely, thinking: "Even if I don't study, I can surpass those nerds in the high school entrance examination by just studying!"

Three years passed in a daze, and one week before the exam, I started to use my talents that I have always been proud of and quickly reviewed the three years of courses.

After coming out of the examination room.

Indescribable pride in my heart.

I was thinking that after the results came out, I would take pictures of them in front of my parents, teachers, obedient students, and that girl.

Tell them that even if I don't study, I can still enter high school with excellent grades.

It’s just that I don’t have a system, I’m not the protagonist, and I don’t have the favor of heaven.

Score 424.

Um…

Pulled my crotch...

For the first time, I had doubts about my so-called talent...

"Have I been lied to all this time?"

I'm not willing to accept it, and I don't want to face this.

You see, at that time, I was so pretentious. I still wanted to succeed even though I didn't work hard. Once I failed, I would still be unwilling to accept it.

In the end, I went to high school (with money) and college (with two books)...

It took me seven years to recognize myself clearly. It turns out that my talent is just mediocre...

Entering the society and listening to the leaders' pie-in-the-sky talk, the ridiculous theory of talent came up again.

"You have a good talent. If you do it well, you are very suitable for this job."

You see, I have become a talented guy again.

Later, everyone understood the reason.

It had a great impact on me.

Try to find a side job.

Occasionally, I remembered the habit of reading novels that I had been persisting in since junior high school, and the idea of ​​writing my own novel came up.

This time, the innate theory did not appear.

After submitting articles everywhere, I got seven cold "does not meet the contract standards."

At that time, I was shocked. I was thinking that I have been a very talented person since I was a child. How could I not sign the contract?

I started to try to study, to study, to learn the cadences...

Finally, the contract was signed...

Um…

Results were dismal.

450,000 words, crying and killing myself for some special reasons.

Once again, I am confused about the future...

I thought to myself, this is different from what I saw.

Why do others say that we use sacks to carry money, but when it comes to me, why do I use sacks to carry myself?

Unwilling to give up, I started researching again, revising, revising, revising...

I revised it over and over again, and even though I finished the draft, I found that it was different from what I originally wrote...

It was only 20,000 words. I found my editor YY, and I told him: "Boss, I want to become a great master, so I won’t write this manuscript anymore!"

The result was: "..."

Later, it took me a few days to figure out what I really wanted to write, and this time it went smoothly.

The draft was passed in one go, with no revisions.

Even my editor YY said: "You can take off, come on!"

This was the first time I heard such words from his mouth. I clenched my fists on the spot and encouraged myself in my heart to achieve results no matter what!

Achievements fluctuated...

When I was recommended for the first time, I felt like I would become a great person!

My editor YY saw that I was making good progress, so he helped me get a recommendation from the author of "I will live forever in the world of cultivating immortals" and the master carpenter Mi Qing.

I was very high-spirited at that time, and I guessed that this time it would work!

The reality was like a heavy hammer that finally hit me. I... fell down, thousands of miles away from Sanjiang...

Not reconciled, very unwilling.

Obviously the momentum is so good...

Is it because of talent again?

This time, I don't want to be pretentious, I want to try to change, I don't want to admit defeat.

I want to try, even if I don’t have talent, I can make up for it by relying on my clumsiness in thinking about the plot in my dreams.

I want to get rid of the so-called talent theory from me, and I want to prove to everyone that talent is not the most important thing.

I still don’t believe it. Without talent, I really can’t do anything?

………

………

Regarding the plot, I can responsibly say that I dug a lot of holes.

Some pitfalls were discovered and considered unreasonable, and some pitfalls caused great controversy.

But more pitfalls are still well hidden, waiting for the day they will explode.

In addition, there is an outline and a detailed outline. This time, I will continue to write even if the sea is dry and the stone is broken.

The plot will get better and better, and the worldview will slowly unfold.

"What's behind the epochal reincarnation?"

"Why is there a reincarnation of the era that occurs once every ten thousand years?"

"What is the meaning of players' existence?"

"Hei Dan's identity?"

Wait, wait, etc., they will be revealed one by one in the future plot.

About the listing, below.

It will be on the shelves at 12 noon tomorrow. (It is expected to be about 10 minutes late.)

The first chapter "Players are coming!" is now available.

On the first day, I will update 10,000 words.
To be continued...