bubble

The person is still there and has not disappeared.

The situation still hasn't improved much.

So, sorry, the update time will have to be postponed to a later date.

It’s not a big problem, it’s just insomnia. I fall asleep at one or two o’clock in the morning every day, wake up around four o’clock, and then I can’t fall back to sleep.

This state has lasted for a long time, and I had this problem when I wrote this book.

When a person reaches middle age, it may be menopause.

But in the past, even if I had insomnia, I would only feel sleepy and lack of energy during the day, and the rest would have little effect.

But this time is different. After insomnia, my mood will be particularly low, I will lose interest in anything, and feel that there is no point in doing anything.

There is no point in working, there is no point in writing books, there is no point in living, and even collecting stories has no interest.

I don’t want to work, code, eat, communicate with others, I just want to be alone and quiet.

But if you stay alone for a long time, you will become extremely anxious, and then you will constantly deny yourself. You will feel that you are a waste, can't do anything, and have extremely low self-esteem.

After falling into low self-esteem, life becomes even more boring and the cycle continues endlessly.

I didn’t want to take medicine and didn’t go to the doctor.

Self-judgment, maybe a little bit of depression.

I don’t know whether it is depression caused by insomnia or insomnia caused by depression.

Of course, it may also be insomnia and depression caused by kidney deficiency.

As the saying goes, when people reach middle age, no matter whether they are big-headed or small-headed, it is not uncommon for them to feel sluggish.

In the next half month, I have been forcing myself to go out and exercise.

The effect is still there.

Although I still have insomnia, collecting wind has become interesting again, especially interesting.

Unfortunately, there have been thunderstorms in the city recently, and all entertainment venues have started to operate in regular mode.

All the technicians I know well have gone back to their hometowns, and even if I want to make an appointment for a interview, I can’t find anyone.

I am also planning to go back to my hometown in the countryside for two days to change the environment and inspect the current situation of the service industry in the county.

As for the next update, I’ll wait until my insomnia gets better. I can’t write at all in this state.

Eunuchs are definitely not eunuchs. I also like this book very much. Even if I wrote it for myself, I would finish it.

In addition to collecting stories, my only hobby is novels, which I like to read and write.

As for the time, it’s tentatively scheduled for half a month.

No matter if it is updated or not, I will come out and bubble, and I will not disappear.
Chapter completed!