remove the child(1/2)
"Drink some water..."
Bai Xinran brought a glass of warm water to Guonuo.
Guonuo was buried in the pillow, sullen and silent.
"Nono."
Bai Xinran was helpless and comforted her, "Don't be like this..."
"I feel bad."
Guo Nuo was suffocating in the pillow, murmuring with sobs, "What should I do, and what should I do with the child..."
She really never dared to think that the child in her belly would be Yunmo's!! How is this possible!!
Guonuo popped his head out of the pillow and looked at Bai Xinran with red eyes, "Do you think this child... will be welcomed by anyone? If Yunmo knows that the child in my belly is his, he will definitely do it as soon as possible Let me take it off. And Rong Xi, Rong Xi wants to know that the child in my belly is Yun Mo’s, and this relationship..."
Guo Nuo simply couldn't imagine what kind of chaos the relationship between the three of them would become.
"And Liang Yan, if she knows that this child is Yun Mo, she will be extremely disappointed with me."
And Xinran...
Her relationship with Yun Mo was already very close, and he was her best friend, but what happened? In the end, she became pregnant with her man’s child!!
Guonuo really didn't understand what kind of crime he had suffered, but in the end he was played by God like this...
"Xinran, I...I want to get rid of the child."
Guo Nuo held Bai Xinran's hand and suddenly said with determination.
This news frightened Bai Xinran a little. Her hands shook and she said, "Nono, you... think about it clearly."
Even her voice trembled inexplicably when she spoke.
Guonuo nodded with tears in his eyes, "I've thought about it clearly. I really can't have this child. If I really give birth to him, it will be one sin after another, accumulating continuously..."
After the child was born, her relationship with Jing Rongxi completely broke off.
The relationship between Jing Rongxi and Yunmo may also come to an end because of this child.
And she and Liangyan, and Xinran, and Xinran and Yunmo, Liangyan and Yunmo...
How could these series of relationships still give her the courage to give birth to this child?
"Nono, you must think clearly. The child is already five months old. If you really want to remove it, it will not be an abortion, but an induction of labor. Induction of labor will cause great damage to the mother's body, and... there may be serious complications. No matter what, you must think clearly. Of course, no matter which path you choose, I will definitely support you." Bai Xinran held Guonuo's hand tightly.
Guonuo was in a panic and his mind was in a mess.
The child has been in her body for five months, and she can even clearly feel him moving slightly inside her body. Occasionally, she can even hear the sound of him tapping her belly. It was as if the little one inside could not wait to come out and see this new world and her mother.
Guonuo was so sad that when she thought of ruthlessly taking away the child, her tears kept pouring out.
She didn't know if this was really retribution. She killed Mu Yunguo's child with her own hands a few days ago, and now God is going to ask her to take her child away...
This night, sleepless.
Guonuo kept her eyes open until daytime, and Bai Xinran stayed with her.
The next day, Guonuo did not go to work and took leave to go to the hospital. As soon as he and Bai Xinran went out, they saw Bai Muhan standing outside.
He seemed to have not slept all night, and his eyes, which were usually spotless, were still stained with a slightly tired bloodshot look. But even so, he was still as clean and elegant as a prince in a castle.
"Mu Han, why did you come here?" Guo Nuo was surprised.
"I heard from Xinran."
Bai Muhan told the truth.
Bai Xinran nodded, "I told him. I think he must know such a big thing. Also, before making a decision, think about Mu Han, no matter what kind of person you Su Guonuo is. The ending, but one thing is very certain..."
As Bai Xinran spoke, she leaned close to Guonuo's ear and lowered her voice, "What is certain is that no matter what the outcome is, the man opposite you will always be by your side, Su Guonuo. Cherish him well."
Bai Xinran held Guo Nuo's hand, tightened it slightly, and then relaxed it.
"I still have something to do, so I won't go with you two."
Finally, she glanced at Guonuo and said, "After you make your decision, I will have a secret I want to tell you, but... I won't tell you until you come back."
She gave it a try and looked at Guonuo's eyes, which were filled with confusion. She smiled faintly and waved to them, "Goodbye."
Then, with heavy steps, he left.
Looking at her leaving figure, Guo Nuo felt inexplicably that her departure was so painful and desolate...
Xinran, what happened?
Bai Muhan came over and rubbed her long hair out of habit, "You haven't slept all night again?"
His voice was always so gentle and moist, like a clear spring flowing straight into her heart...
The uncomfortable heart seemed not so sad anymore.
"You didn't sleep either?"
"I slept, but I didn't sleep well. I wanted to come and see you last night, but I was afraid that you would fall asleep, so I didn't dare to come."
"I'm sorry for making you worry about me again." Guo Nuo apologized full of guilt.
"I don't like to hear that."
Bai Muhan knocked on her little head, "Are you planning to go to the hospital now?"
"Yeah." Guo Nuo nodded, but felt a little dazed.
"Think clearly?"
Guonuo bit his lip and shook his head honestly, "I can't think clearly. I'm so confused right now that I don't have a clue at all."
"Would you like to hear my opinion?"
"you say."
Bai Muhan pushed back the hair from her forehead for Guonuo. Finally, he leaned back and looked at her carefully before continuing, "If my opinion is, regardless of the child's father, Who is it? We gave birth to him as usual. At worst, we just pretend that we don’t know whose child this child is. Besides, the child is already five months old now. It’s not like the five weeks before when he was in your belly. It’s almost ready to take shape. When he was five weeks old, you couldn’t bear to give up on him. Finally, after five months, are you really still willing to give up on him? Will you feel sad every time you think about him in this life? Just Will you feel guilty? If that's the case, then why not treat him well? As for what happens in the future, no one can predict it. We can only take one step and see what happens next, right?"
After hearing Bai Muhan's words, Guo Nuo felt enlightened.
"So, my child... still stays?"
"yes."
Bai Muhan nodded, "You can also pretend that nothing happened before, if you are afraid of embarrassment."
"But, Xin Ran her..."
Mentioning Bai Xinran, Guo Nuo still felt a little uncomfortable, "Muhan, do you feel that Xinran hides too many things from us? I really can't see through her mind."
"If you can't see through it, don't look at it. Everyone has their own world. If she doesn't want to tell us, she must have her reasons. Maybe she just feels that the time has come."
"That's right..."
Guo Nuo nodded in agreement.
However, she really didn't know how to face Jing Rongxi, Yunmo, and Liangyan in the future.
"I'll think about the child's affairs again."
In the evening, Bai Xinran came to see Guonuo.
"Guoguo, there are some things I have always wanted to tell you, but I was afraid that you would worry, so I never told you. I hope you understand."
Bai Xinran had never been so serious as at this moment, which made Guo Nuo's heart twitch.
"The stories I'm going to tell you later are all related to... Yun Mo."
In fact, Guo Nuo had already guessed it.
"But, before you say anything, you must answer me a question first, and answer it truthfully. Tell me, what are you going to do with the baby in your belly?"
Guo Nuo glanced at Bai Xinran and held her hand tightly with his little hand.
The hands of the two people were equally cold.
"I'm sorry." Guonuo apologized, "My child... I want to stay."
Just like Mu Han said, she really couldn't bear it!
"real?"
Bai Xinran's eyes showed joy, which surprised Guo Nuo.
She thought Xinran would mind her and Yunmo, but she didn't.
"Guo Guo, you already knew that there was a relationship between Yun Mo and me, right?"
Guo Nuo nodded, "Yeah. I knew it a long time ago. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to explore your privacy. I just... I just found out accidentally."
Guo Nuo said, tightening his hand, "Xinran, don't wrong yourself in front of Yun Mo, you are not that kind of woman!"
A hint of sadness flashed across Bai Xinran's eyes, and he was relieved after half a second.
"I... smoke a cigarette."
She said, stood up, stood by the window, as far away from De Guonuo as possible, and lit a cigarette.
To be continued...