187: She is the rib missing from his body in the previous life. "Is this Xue Bing's dog?"

She spoke first, trying her best to pretend to be relaxed. Even she had to admit that the only topic between them was Xue Bing! Otherwise, she didn't even know what to say to him.

Qin Feng still didn't even raise his head. While stroking Xueqiu's white hair, he said: "She likes this dog so much that she even hugs it to the bed when she sleeps... This dog was very cute when she first bought it.

Xiao, at that time, she had just come to me. She was so quiet that I almost ignored her existence. Later, I thought it would be better to let this noisy little thing accompany her. Now that she is not here, even this little thing

I feel bored and don’t make any fuss anymore..."

Xue Ruotong immediately felt choked in his heart.

She originally thought that the reason why he ignored Xue Bing's news now was because he had gradually accepted this reality, but it turned out that was not the case!

So, why?

So, she asked if she knew anything, "Why don't you go find her? The old man of the Lu family has never given up looking for his grandson. Another news came yesterday. Why don't you ask? I heard..."

"Don't say it!"

Qin Feng finally raised his head and immediately interrupted her in a hurry. He still weighed her words first.

Xue Ruotong looked at him in surprise, and finally saw that his expression gradually softened, then lowered his head and said in a low voice: "Don't tell me, I don't want to hear it."

Xue Ruotong was even more surprised. He walked step by step along the stone road to the eaves, and then slowly sat down next to him. When Xueqiu saw the stranger, he sobbed softly, and then he lay obediently at Qin Feng's feet.

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"Feng, I know you must be very sad because of Xue Bing's incident, but why are you now..."

"Why don't you look for her? Why don't you ask if there is any news about her?"

Qin Feng took over her words, looked into the distance with long eyes, and said sadly: "It's not that I don't ask, it's just... I don't dare! If there is good news, it won't be like this! I don't ask... I just don't want to

When I hear this kind of thing from anyone, let me tell you how bad it is after such a long time! It can’t be like this.

Like this, don't persuade me, don't remind me that she is no longer here, just like this...or just waiting for her to come back! She used to sit here waiting for me to come back, but now I am sitting here by myself,

I just know how uncomfortable it is to wait for someone, but it’s okay to have to wait, at least it means there is hope..."

He spoke intermittently for a long time...

Xue Ruotong's heart also suffered for a long, long time...

When his last word finally fell, she suddenly raised her head and looked up at the red sunset on the horizon, suppressing all the sour feeling in her eyes.

How could it be, so uncomfortable?

Does he know what he is saying to her?

His words were like an invisible bomb, blowing her whole heart and the last thoughts she had about him into pieces, leaving her unrecognizable.

It turned out that he missed Xue Bing so much.

Even, he did not hesitate to use such a way to deceive himself and others. Xue Bing was her relative, and she did not want to see things develop to this point. That night, the scene of the car exploding in the sea, she always dreamed about it at midnight.

When it appeared in her mind, she actually felt guilty. She couldn't even imagine what Xue Bing would be like in that car at that time.

The four words "bad luck" and "bad luck" are already comforting.

Normal people can imagine that in serious cases, there may be no bones left. However, no one is willing to accept this fact, so even though a month has passed, the search and rescue operations are still ongoing.

You want to see people alive, and you want to see corpses when dead.

However, Qin Feng seems to be indifferent, but in fact he is more serious than others, because using his own thinking, he will not think of things that normal people can think of.

It's just that he doesn't want to face it, and he can't accept it even more.

Therefore, he would rather adopt the method of self-deception. He does not need anyone to remind him of the fact that Xue Bing is no longer here, so he can think that as long as he waits, Xue Bing will come back.

There is just such a kind of man...

He has never said the words "I love you", but he hides his love deep in his heart. It is so deep that even others can feel his heavy heart.

However, the person he loved didn't understand and didn't believe it.

Otherwise, how could he say such cruel words? He had forgotten what Xue Bing said and hated him until he died!

Xue Ruotong looked at her and suddenly felt that this was the cruelest punishment God had given her. No torture could compare to listening to the man she loved most telling him about his love for another woman.

Therefore, she really wanted to grab his neck and ask him, Qin Feng, do you know what you are saying to me?

However, before the words were spoken, tears flowed first...

She didn't want to show weakness, but when she thought of what he had just said, and how he had swallowed all the sadness in his stomach and endured it, knowing that it would be painful but still refusing to spit it out, she burst into tears.

Just disobedient, the water flowed down...

"Don't cry!"

Qin Feng turned his head and looked at her, and even the words he spoke were extremely soft. However, Xue Ruotong knew that this was not comfort, because his next words were, "Tongtong, I want you to tell the truth.

That day...did you say anything to her before the accident?"

Xue Ruotong's heart suddenly trembled.

She looked at him in shock, always feeling that there was a questioning meaning in his words.

That day, Qin Feng felt baffled by Xue Bing's attitude. He didn't even know what nonsense she was talking about, and it wasn't until later that he slowly came back to his senses...

It wasn't that day that Xue Bing found out about his former relationship with Xue Ruotong, but why did she say that she was just a substitute on that day? If he only loved her face, he believed that this

This thing doesn't happen for no reason.

Xue Ruotong felt chills in his heart. Under his probing eyes, he felt like he had nowhere to hide.

"I...I'm sorry, Feng, I'm really sorry, I don't know..."

This matter was not the most difficult hurdle in her heart, but she did not dare to say it out easily. Now faced with Qin Feng's question, she couldn't help it, covered her face and burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't know things would turn out like this. I admit that I was indeed quite jealous of her, and I also thought that we could have a chance to be together again, but I didn't mean it. I didn't even think about it.

I wanted to harm her. If I knew she had such a strong temper, if I knew it would be like this, I would never have said that to her, I would never..."

However, it was too late to help.

Qin Feng waved his hand tiredly and interrupted her, "Don't blame yourself. I don't mean to blame you. I can blame you for anything. Only I am not qualified!"

Xue Ruotong was startled and looked at him in disbelief through his misty tearful eyes.

Qin Feng added: "I can't blame you entirely. She is so stubborn that she won't even listen to an explanation... She can't hear anything I say now, but I can tell you that when I first

The first time I saw her, she was looking for something to wear in my room. To be honest, my reaction was probably the same as that of most men. I only saw her body and noticed her piercing eyes.

, I didn’t remember her exact length at all.

What, later... I also discovered that she did look quite similar to you in the past. I also asked myself if it was because she looked like you... But, I know it's not the case!

I know very well that she is Xue Bing, and I know very well that if I are with her, one day the three of us will fall into an embarrassing and painful situation. However, she is Xue Bing, so I can't even control myself.

!That’s why I love her!”

He has never regretted it as much as he does now. She has never expressed the word love as clearly as Xue Bing once, not even once!

However, for Xue Ruotong, this word was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart.

He said he loved Xue Bing, and he said he didn't blame her because he had no right to blame her...

So, what about everything they have experienced in the past? In his eyes, is it really so light and unworthy of mentioning?

Qin Feng seemed to read her confusion from her eyes, so he continued: "Tongtong, what I want to tell you today is... I'm sorry for you. All the suffering you have suffered over the years is because of me.

But I am destined to let you down. I have thought about it for a long time. It is true that I loved you. You were the most important person to me. It is also true. However, now I feel that I really have to disbelieve in fate. Maybe

I will never forget you, or rather, I will never forget you

After all, there is only one first love, and only one youth. We were lucky enough to go through it together, how can we forget it? I have lived to the age of three, and many women have experienced it in these years, but

It wasn't until the moment Xue Bing left me that I realized how many women were passers-by. She was born ten years later than me, so I had to wait for her to appear, because only she... was the one who was lost from me in the previous life.

A rib!"

The corner of Xue Ruotong's mouth twitched, and she finally understood that the highest state of sadness is not being able to shed tears.

She heard every word of his words clearly and clearly...

Or, he said it euphemistically enough. Before getting together with Xue Bing, he always thought that he still missed her. However, maybe he didn't realize it at the time. It was not Xue Ruotong who he could not forget, but Xue Ruotong.

The most youthful and beautiful years I spent with Xue Ruotong.

After all, that was the youth he only had once in his life!

However, Xue Bing is different! He said that Xue Bing is his rib! He is his lifelong lover in the true sense!

ps: Qin Feng didn’t say a word of blame, but I think there was blame in his words. However, I think this is more uncomfortable for Tong than Qin Feng beating her and scolding her. 7e After all, Tong also

She's not a bad woman, so let's do it! Qin Feng said, Xue Bing is his rib 7e He was sitting alone at the door playing with the dog, waiting for someone who might never come back. In fact, he was very pitiful.
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