165: Qin Feng, let's get married! 3
165: Qin Feng, let’s get married! (3) He finally understood why she had become so good recently. It was because she had known it for a long time, right?
She wanted to be with him, so she worked hard to learn to do things she couldn't do, and then helplessly asked what she could do for him, and that's why she suddenly said she wanted to marry him...
All this is just because she wants to be with him!
Even though she knew everything now, he felt that he should explain that he was not deliberately hiding it, but...
"Xue Bing, about what happened with your aunt... Yes, we were together before, but that was a long time ago. It was before I met you. It's not that I didn't tell you, but...
…You had an exam before, and I didn’t want to distract you, but then…”
He explained a lot.
However, Xue Bing couldn't listen to a word of what he said later. All his explanations just gave her a message, that is, he was avoiding her questions and he deliberately did not answer.
Who wants his explanation? All she wants is for him to answer whether it is good or bad!
Qin Feng, is it good or bad for us to get married?
She used to look docile, acting coquettishly and smiling at him, but now, she was crying in front of him, and her emotions were getting excited with the tears.
"I don't want to listen! I said I already knew everything. I heard everything you said on the day I went to attend the wedding. That one time... the day I finished the college entrance examination, you clearly agreed to watch a movie with me.
Yes, but you lied to me, you said you were busy, you had social activities, but I saw you and your aunt in the hospital with my own eyes, you hugging each other, I saw it with my own eyes, you lied to me..."
Her eyes were full of hurt and pain.
She was asking him, sonorously and forcefully, why did he lie to her?
Just lie! She even deceived herself and regarded his deception as a kind of care. She didn't care about it anymore. She still wanted to marry him...
She proposed first, and she had already spent the pocket money he gave her.
Why, he still doesn't nod?
When Qin Feng saw her like this, he felt an unstoppable pain in his heart. However, regarding marriage, such a cautious matter, he always considered it more carefully than she did.
Even if she wants to get married, now is definitely not the most suitable time, and...does she know that marriage is not just as simple as a marriage certificate, and it is not just for the sake of temporary peace of mind, just using the hundred yuan in her hand?
Money can easily solve it.
"Xue Bing...Xue Bing! Calm down, don't cry, and listen to me, okay? What happened that day..."
She didn't listen, she shook her head, she shook her head desperately with tears in her eyes, she didn't want to hear anything, no explanation was important anymore, he kept changing the topic, kept avoiding her topic, finally made her understand that he didn't want to be with her
Marriage, in that case...
Instead, she calmed down just as he said. She looked at him, with only one message conveyed in her eyes: There is no greater sorrow than death!
He panicked a little and wanted to wipe her tears again, but she took two steps back and refused his touch.
He even clearly felt that her grip on his hand was no longer as strong as before, and the strength seemed to be draining away from her hand little by little. Finally, her little hand finally slipped out of his palm.
Qin Feng was completely panicked and wanted to hold her hand, but she shook him off!
This was the first time she had left him so decisively!
From the beginning to now, everything between them was initiated by her. She was the one who took off her clothes and ran to his room to wait for him. She was the one who kissed him first, and she even took the initiative to lead him to bed...
He originally thought that she was always within his reach, but this time, he took the initiative to reach out his hand, but he couldn't grab her.
This feeling was so frightening that he panicked. Just as he was about to say something, Xue Bing retreated two meters away from him. She wiped her tears herself and was so calm that he was caught off guard. He only heard her say: "
I see……"
After she finished speaking, she turned around and didn't even look at him again.
Qin Feng was even more panicked. What did she know?
What he was most afraid of was that she would leave him, but fortunately, when his heart was so nervous that it was about to burst out of his chest, he found that she was not going out, but running upstairs.
He just took steps to follow, but she suddenly turned back.
When the two looked at each other, they felt this way in each other's hearts. The two hearts that were originally very close have become distant since then. Even though they are close now, they seem to be far away.
Such a good boy. "Qin Feng..."
She called him, but she couldn't tell the emotion. He suddenly became nervous again. He just looked at her and held his breath, as if he was a prisoner waiting for trial. He was uneasy because he was afraid that she would say Qin Feng, I
You're gone, or Qin Feng, I don't want to be with you anymore...
However, when she actually opened her mouth, what she said was completely opposite to what he thought.
She said: "Qin Feng, I love you..."
He was startled, and after two seconds he realized what he was doing, and the corners of his mouth moved. He couldn't see his expression, but he knew he wanted to smile, just because she said she still loved him.
However, when he was in front of her, his mood fluctuated like a roller coaster. His joy did not last long. She then said: "Qin Feng, I love you! But... I told you, I want to
What I do is the only one! I know that you must have liked your aunt very much in the past, but the person with you now is me. My love will never be shared with anyone! As for my aunt, I sympathize with her and admire her, but this
It doesn't mean that I can tolerate you being unclear in private...Okay, that's all I have to say. You have the right to make any decision. I know that my aunt is looking for you, so go ahead! If you go,
It's better to bring her back, because if you leave this door today, I will leave too, and I will never step foot here again from now on! If the love you give me is not the only one, then even if I love you,
I’d rather not!”
Qin Feng froze on the spot, only to hear a loud roar in his mind.
It was so noisy! He couldn't even hear the sound of something collapsing in his heart. In a blink of an eye, there was only ruins left in front of him, because Xue Bing ran upstairs, and her back quickly disappeared in front of him.
The girl who just a few minutes ago was acting coquettishly and said she wanted to marry him quickly disappeared before his eyes.
This feeling was extremely unreliable. He wanted to chase her, but he felt that he had no strength at all under his feet.
He took two steps back, sat down softly, and sat on the chair.
He knew that the most fundamental reason why they broke up on bad terms was that he did not agree to marry her. He felt powerless, and the communication between them seemed to be separated by several generations.
Her behavior is often fickle, but does she think that if they really get married regardless of everything, everything will be solved?
He really wants to be with her, for the rest of his life!
However, even if he wants to get married, it's not like this. How can he bear to feel wronged by his woman? But he can't ignore the current mess!
He really wanted to say that her desperation was just because she had not grown up or matured yet, so she was unable to think things through. She only saw everything in front of her and was not rational enough.
However, what she said was so sensible!
Especially the words he said to him at the end were almost impeccable, and he couldn't even find any words to refute.
Love is the only thing! At least that's how he sees it. As for Qin Boxiong's thoughts, they are all bullshit in his eyes. When he falls in love with someone, he must be wholeheartedly in love with him.
However, Xue Ruotong...
He had to admit that he was always worried in his heart. However, from dusk to dusk and then to dawn the next day, he stayed at home and never left the house.
He had no doubt about the authenticity of what Xue Bing said.
When she was weak, she simply grabbed his heart and made him feel heartbroken. However, once she decided to make a decision, he believed that no one could compare to her. If she could say it, she would definitely do it.
So, he was actually afraid of her!
Afraid that she would really leave him, afraid that she would never step foot in this house again. I had been here alone for so many years, but since I had her, I have become accustomed to her existence and the feeling of loss.
, he didn’t even dare to think about it.
Later in the night, he went upstairs.
When she walked to Xue Bing's room on the roadside, she noticed light coming through the crack in the door. She had been sleeping in his room and in his arms these days. She must have been angry today, so she ran back to her room.
He stood outside the door and hesitated for a long time, then finally opened the door and went in.
She was curled up in the middle of the bed, covered with quilt, and looked like such a small ball. He felt distressed no matter how much he saw her, so he slowed down, moved slowly to the edge of the bed, and gently sat down on the edge of the bed.
The dazzling light shone on her white face. He frowned and dimmed the bedside lamp.
Then, he reached out to lift the hair from her forehead. When his hand passed across her face, he noticed that her eyelashes trembled faintly.
He couldn't help but smile, the little thing was pretending to sleep!
Yes! How could she sleep? But he didn't expose her, he just leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss on her smooth forehead. He knew she could hear it, so he sighed softly in her ear:
"Xue Bing, I don't want you to leave me!"
Xue Bing still closed her eyes, and her eyelashes trembled again.
Then, seemingly unintentionally, she turned over and turned her back to him. Where he couldn't see her, tears secretly slipped from the corners of her eyes and disappeared into the pillow.
That night, she fell asleep and he sat with her until dawn.
Little did they know that it was also on this night that Xue Ruotong wandered alone in Dali A. From 5 pm until 10 pm, Qin Feng did not come.
In the empty basketball court, that tall and upright figure can no longer be found.
At 10 o'clock in the evening, because of the urging of the security guard, she was able to escape from the memories of the past and walked out of the campus alone, confused and not knowing where to go.
Not far from the school, there is a small road that is rarely visited. There are two rows of tall trees beside the road, and the light of the street lights is shrouded in it, making it dark.
She suddenly felt melancholy, and sure enough! Things have changed and people have changed!
Six or seven years ago, this was a lively snack street filled with roadside stalls every night. It was a favorite place for college students nearby, and you could smell the mutton skewers from afar.
However, it is so lonely now, with few pedestrians and vehicles.
In an instant, sadness hit her like a tide. She was immersed in her own world, but she didn't notice that someone was following her, approaching her step by step. When no one was passing by, he immediately reached out to the back of her neck.
He chopped it down hard.
Xue Ruotong suddenly felt his eyes go dark, and then lost consciousness.
Chapter completed!