Chapter 188. He Can't Understand Himself [4 More]
And here, as the protagonist who is being talked about by everyone, Aoki Izawa is so anxious that he can't wait to rush into the operating room immediately. Damn, damn surgery! 12 hours! What kind of surgery takes so long?!
When he thought of Xia Zhiyan lying on the operating table as pale as a lifeless rag doll, unconscious, with various instruments of different shapes and scalpels of different lengths on her body, he couldn't help but want to go crazy.
Xia Zhiyan, can her frail body still hold on?
This thought made his whole body tremble. Is Xia Zhiyan... going to die? Why does he feel that this matter is still so far away? The girl who felt a bit silly when they first met, the girl who is obviously at a disadvantage but always likes to hold on for dear life.
The stubborn girl who gave in, the girl who felt more and more like she was going to be burned by her light the more she came into contact with her...
Aoki Ize was stunned, Xia Zhiyan... since when did her impression in his mind become like this?
He had to admit that even the "accident" when they first met was a deliberate arrangement on his part. It could be said that from the beginning, he treated her as a chess piece.
To him, this was not surprising, but rather natural. From the moment he left home when he was seven years old, family ties, friendships, and love were destined to have nothing to do with him. Except for Ishii, his so-called parents
Relatives and friends can all become chess pieces in his hands, let alone strangers.
Chess pieces, as the name suggests, have no life, no temperature, no emotions. He likes the quietness and coldness of the chess pieces, which can be played with in the palm of his hand.
Xia Zhiyan, of course, is the same.
But, what about now? If it were in the past, as long as it was an unrelated person, even if he died like this, he would not be able to win a second glance from him. Xia Zhiyan, isn't she a chess piece? She is just a chess piece.
Her death would not cause much harm to him at all. At most, it would only be one less chess piece to contain Helan Lingyu.
It's just a chess piece's life and death, what does it have to do with him? Why is he so nervous?
Looking blankly at the scarred right joint, Aoki Izawa showed a confused expression for the first time. He actually didn't understand himself.
It must be that this girl still has some use value, and he just gave up without recognizing it. It must be like this, it must be like this...
He had no choice but to use the excuse of being a foreign teacher to excuse himself. Even Aoki Izawa himself couldn't force himself to believe it... He covered his eyes in pain, trying to calm himself down.
He must clarify some ideas. He must clarify his abnormality...
At this moment, the blood-red emergency light that had been on for more than 12 hours suddenly went out, and the operating room door, which had also been closed for more than 12 hours, opened with a "bang".
Everyone's eyes were successfully focused on it.
Including Aoki Izawa, he suddenly raised his head and rushed over quickly, with a speed that even surprised himself.
Chapter completed!