Chapter 183. Under the chaotic memories
With a wry smile, another scene came one after another. It was the scene of meeting An Lan when he first arrived at the college. The scene where An Lan was kicked to the ground by A Yao in order to save me... There was also the misunderstanding that the other party had gone to the wrong dormitory, a conspiracy.
I met Nalan Zhixun by mistake. She was so proud and cold, but she seemed like a different person when facing me. She was so childish, but it gave people a sense of security...
Immediately, the scene changed, and Nalan Zhixun was holding An Lan's hand, with a cold and hard expression, as if she was looking at a stranger.
"Let An Lan go."
"This kind of person is not worthy of us talking so much."
"An Lan!! Xiaoxun——!! Listen to my explanation. I can explain it. Things are not what you think, not what you imagine..." My heart-rending roar echoed in the air, but
Got no response.
The figures of the two people gradually faded away from their sight...
An Lan...Xiao Xun...
Falling into deep sadness, my eyes suddenly blurred. A blinding black Bentley Continental GTC parked in front of me. Helan Lingyu was sitting in the car, looking down at me in a panic, with a cold arc at the corner of his mouth.
"What? You fell down like this? The undefeated Xia Zhiyan is also today? Where is your stubbornness? Where has it gone?"
"Didn't you say you were going to defeat me? It seems like that's all."
"Xia Zhiyan, do you admit defeat? Come and challenge me. I'm waiting for your challenge."
Immediately, the arrogant Helan Lingyu suddenly changed. His cold eyes were filled with pity that I was unfamiliar with and... full of affection. He stretched out his hand to me, his voice was no longer cold, but cautious, for fear of breaking.
of love.
"Xia Zhiyan, I lost, the game is over. Because, I fell in love with you."
I lost. Because, I fell in love with you...
My heart was suddenly filled with damn softness. Helan Lingyu, do you know that this is exactly what I have always wanted to tell you. But I can't, reality forces me, Aoki Izawa, Miyamoto Shizuka, the Helan family and Kong Tong
My family is forcing me, I can't say that, I can't like you, let alone love, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't...
I want to be indecisive for once, no longer be as impulsive as before, no longer act recklessly as before, just once, just once...
Indecisive... I was stunned, yes, Xia Zhiyan, you have always been so courageous, so where have you been who just rush forward regardless of the consequences? Faced with your own emotions, you actually become indecisive, and you never dare to make a decision.
, self-anaesthesia all the time. Who do you live for? Why do you have to care so much, worry so much about gains and losses, and don’t know how to lick your wounds alone until you lose?
Am I really wrong? Have I always been wrong? Is that so?
I was deep in thought when I suddenly heard a loud noise, a "boom", followed by the sound of hard objects breaking. It was so real and did not come from my own mind.
I was startled, and then I pulled away from my memories. I wanted to open my eyes to check, but I found that I couldn't even open my eyes carefully now. My eyelids were covered with dried blood, and I couldn't even use half the effort.
Chapter completed!