Qiao Mo's mind was still empty, as if her soul had been pulled away, but she heard her own voice ringing clearly, "Ouyang Xu, why do you think that I have to forgive you just because you have a proposal ceremony? Just let go.

What do these videos mean? Do you want to tell me that you will stay with me even if you are not with me? Or do you want to tell me how painful your rejection has been because you love me so much? Ouyang Xu,

Let me tell you, after seeing these videos, not only will I not be moved, but I will only hate you more and more. These videos will only tell me that your so-called love is that even if you see me in so much pain, you will never come out.

Comfort me! These videos will only tell me that my past persistence was just a joke, a joke played out in front of your eyes!"

"Do you think a romantic proposal is a surprise? No, I'm not surprised at all. I just think it's a shock! Ouyang Xu, you keep saying that you want to forgive me and start over with me, but you haven't done it yet.

Clearly understand what our problem is! Why should I trust your sincerity?!"

Autumn is getting deeper, the sky is blue, and the air is fresh.

There are rows of French plane trees on the street, lush and green, dyed with some autumn colors, giving them an extra color.

It was the most beautiful time in the afternoon, but the streets were a little deserted.

Qiao Mo was still wearing the white dress, which touched the floor and was stained with dust and frost.

Her face was as cold as autumn frost, but her eyes were a little vacant.

When crossing the road, you can't hear the whistling wind or the sound of horns.

What she just said could soundly rebuke Ouyang Xu, but what about her heart? She was as blank as snow, miserable and panicked.

She didn't even understand why she said that just now? But it seemed that it was a decision of the heart!

These months of tormenting each other are really tiring;

Several times when they wanted to forgive him, something unpleasant always happened, as if God was stopping them.

What's more, there is Shen Qing...

Even though she understood that the biggest beneficiary was herself, and even though she knew that Ouyang Xu's choice was reasonable, the guilt in her heart always prevented her from facing Ouyang Xu and being with him calmly.

Or maybe, it’s not that you can’t forgive Ouyang Xu, but that you can’t forgive yourself!

Because of his own ignoble existence, Shen Qing lost his life!

Qiao Mo's face was as cold as frost, she was discouraged and walked forward numbly, towards an unknown place.

Suddenly someone pulled her from behind. Looking back, it was Ouyang Xu who was still wearing a white suit. His face was a little haggard, but colder, and his dark eyes were a little sad.

"Qiao Mo, I know you can't forgive me because of Shen Qing, but he is already dead. Have you forgotten what he said before he died? He said he wished us happiness! This was his only wish before he died.

Since you feel so guilty, why don't you fulfill his wish?!"

Qiao Mo looked at him with unwavering eyes, "Has he ever said such a thing? Unfortunately, I didn't hear it. I don't know what he wants, and I can't fulfill his wish. I only know that I don't want to be with you."

Together, I reject being with you from the bottom of my heart!"

The sky seemed to be darkening at this moment, and the autumn wind was blowing with chill.

Ouyang Xu stared at her sadly, "Qiao Mo, are you really unwilling to forgive me? No matter what I do to make things right, you still won't forgive me?"

Qiao Mo looked at him coldly and said nothing, but the meaning she wanted to express was obvious.

Ouyang Xu gradually became jealous and took several deep breaths, as if to hide the ups and downs of his emotions, "Qiao Mo, I have hurt you before. You are desperate and refuse to love me anymore. I regret it. Do I have to go through this again?"

Once, I was so desperate that I refused to love you anymore, so you regretted it? Is it interesting to regret it again and again? Our life is not that long, why can't we let go of these hatreds and live a good life? "

Qiao Mo looked at him calmly, as if her eyes had just gained some focus.

Her voice was as cold as ice and without any warmth, but what she said completely drove Ouyang Xu into the abyss.

She said, "The only thing I regret is that I once loved you!"

The desolate wind passed by quietly.

Ouyang Xu suddenly put down his hand, his eyes were calm, but engraved with too much grief.

Desolate sadness emanated from his eyes, as if a strong wind swept into the heaven and earth. There was such sadness in both heaven and earth.

He looked at Qiao Mo lightly with his eyes, as if he was looking at her for the last time, looking at her so carefully and deeply.

He still said in a calm tone, "Since you no longer love me and refuse to forgive me, then what's the point of my life?"

His eyes are still light, but there is no love, hate, or longing anymore.

After hearing his words, Qiao Mo's eyes suddenly trembled.

Suddenly, she remembered that dream. The scenes and conversations in the dream were all so similar.

What was at the end of the dream was that a car seemed to be rushing toward Ouyang Xu. She rushed over and pushed Ouyang Xu away. Then, it seemed that she was knocked away. When she woke up from the dream, her whole body was in severe pain.

She didn't know why she had that dream, and why it happened in reality. She only knew...

When Qiao Mo looked away, she saw a silver car approaching quickly without any sign of slowing down. Ouyang Xu was standing right in front of the car, looking at Qiao Mo with faint eyes, as if

He didn't see the car rushing toward him and had no intention of avoiding it.

The only difference from the dream is that the distance is still farther.

Qiao Mo didn't think of anything in her mind. She just subconsciously reached out and pulled Ouyang Xu over.

The two of them bumped into each other, and the silver car passed by Ouyang Xu's feet.

Qiao Mo looked at the car going away, her heart beating rapidly, maybe because the two of them just had a brush with death, or maybe because of that foreboding dream.

At least at this moment, she no longer thought that she had died and been reborn.

Ouyang Xu lowered his head and watched Qiao Mo holding his hand tightly. The veins on the back of those fair and slender hands were pulsing because of too much force.

Of course he knew what it meant for Qiao Mo to grab him, and of course he also knew that a car was passing by wiping his clothes. His heartbeat seemed to have stopped at that moment, and his gloomy eyes were filled with earth-shaking emotions.

But when he looked up, he saw Qiao Mo not looking at him, but looking confusedly into the distance. His mood was extremely complicated.

What is Qiao Mo thinking?

She was thinking about those two dreams, the two deaths.

The first time, he was rejected because of love and threatened with death, and finally died because of Ouyang Xu's ruthlessness; the second time,

Ouyang Xu was disheartened and begged for death. She died to save him.

Even though she now knows that these are dreams and not reality, she also understands that if she hadn't brought it up

I had a dream like this before, foretelling my death, so I guess these things will still happen.

She also suddenly understood that even though she hated Ouyang Xu so much that they tortured each other and refused to forgive, she still didn't want him to die. She would rather die herself than let him live.

And all this is just because she still loves him.

She also suddenly understood that in the face of life and death, all those hatreds and resentments were as thin as ashes and disappeared with the wind, leaving only love and reluctance.

She was thinking, if she died, or he died, what would happen to the remaining one?

Is life worse than death? Or should you follow it to the death? Or regret it for the rest of your life?

How many decades are there in life?

She has spent the best ten years waiting for him, and she wants to spend another few decades torturing him and torturing herself? Why bother to ruin her life like this?

But if you just forgive him and start over with him, you still seem to be unwilling to do so!

Qiao Mo looked back at Ouyang Xu, her voice as cold as the wind, "Ouyang Xu, let's make a bet. If you win, I will forgive you. If you lose, let's divorce and stay away from each other until we die. How about that?"

Seeing Ouyang Xu frowning, she added, "If you don't want to make this bet, let's get divorced now."

Ouyang Xu's eyebrows stretched out, reflecting his gentle and distant gaze when they first met him after returning to China.

"If you want to divorce, then divorce. I will no longer force you to be with me, nor will I pester you anymore. I will let you go." Ouyang Xu smiled calmly, "Let's go, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."

Qiao Mo looked at him and smiled.

Yes, no matter how affectionate you are, if you are teased like this by her, you will eventually get tired and one day you will let go.

What's more, the love between them is already fragile and vulnerable.

Finally waiting for this day, she no longer has to torture each other, she should be happy, right?

"Okay." Qiao Mo said with a smile.

Tears fell one by one, hanging on the corners of her slightly raised mouth.

"Qiao Mo..." Ouyang Xu frowned, and the teardrops seemed to be burning red-hot iron on his heart, still burning him with pain.

"Let's go." Qiao Mo still smiled lightly, "Finally let go, it's finally over."

Qiao Mo turned around and wanted to walk to the other side of the street. As soon as she raised her feet, all the strength in her body seemed to be drained. Her body was limp and without any strength, and she fell down.

Only then did she realize that his letting go was the most fatal blow to her.

All the bad things she did to him in the past were just because he still loved her.

But now, she can't blame anyone, because this ending was all caused by her!

Instead of falling on the cold and hard road, Qiao Mo fell into a warm embrace.

When she raised her eyes, she saw Ouyang Xu's horrified gaze. He opened and closed his mouth, as if he was saying something, but she couldn't hear it. She just still smiled slightly and said, "Ouyang Xu, we are completely over, you don't have to say anything anymore."

If you care about me like this, you will only make me still have some extravagant hopes."

Ouyang Xu held her in his arms and held her tightly, as if holding her tightly could make him feel real, as if this way, Qiao Mo would not disappear.
To be continued...