269 ??The Reason I Can’t Love You 3
"Fair competition?" Shen Junze laughed desolately, "How can I compete fairly with you? I'm just an orphan! An orphan that no one wants! Let alone study abroad! I don't even have a chance to go to college! Like this
How can I compete fairly with you?
?Ouyang, let me beg you, okay? Your future is bright, with unlimited possibilities. You will meet more, better and more suitable people for you. Can you give Qiao Mo to me? As long as you quit
, she will definitely like me! She will definitely like me!"
Ouyang Xu looked at him, more and more disappointed, "Junze, you disappoint me so much! How can you have such selfish thoughts? Qiao Mo is a human being, a person with feelings, not an object, and she does not belong
You and I, how could we let her go? Have you ever considered her feelings? - Jun Ze,
I'm sorry, I can't promise you this! The only thing I can promise you is to compete fairly with you. Whether you win or someone else wins, I will sincerely bless her. If I win, I will
Love her well, give her happiness, and hope you will bless us too! - Goodbye, Junze!"
His heart was in chaos. He didn't want to lose either Qiao Mo or Shen Junze, but if he had to choose, he could only choose Qiao Mo, because between Qiao Mo and Shen Junze, he loved Qiao Mo more.
.Those so-called people who give up women for their brothers just don’t have deep feelings for their lover.
But even after making the choice, he was still sad. The three-year brotherhood was ended. How could he not be sad?
His mind was so confused that he didn't notice that he had walked onto the street or the oncoming vehicles. When he realized it, he heard Shen Junze shout "Be careful",
When he came back to his senses, he only saw Shen Junze lying in a pool of blood. He was knocked to the other side of the road and was only seriously injured.
What was going on in his mind at that moment?
He didn't think about anything. He was confused, dumbfounded, and then lost consciousness.
When I woke up again, I heard the doctor say that Jun Ze had become a vegetative state and might never wake up.
When he went to the intensive care unit and saw Junze with tubes all over his body, he suddenly became quiet.
This is what he owes Junze!
He owes Shen Junze his life!
Even though he said such cruel words and hurt the relationship between their brothers, Shen Junze still saved him with his own life!
He had no face to face Shen Junze again, and no face to see Qiao Mo again.
That fragile love has been stained with blood!
Therefore, after Shen Junze's condition stabilized, he resolutely chose to go abroad and took Shen Junze with him. He hoped that Shen Junze could be cured in that technologically advanced country!
It's just that ten years have passed, and he hasn't been able to revive Shen Junze, nor can he bring happiness to Qiao Mo.
It was he who personally destroyed his love and his friendship!
Therefore, he is afraid that Shen Junze will die, and then he will never be able to redeem himself, his love, or his friendship!
Knowing that he was from the Shen family undoubtedly gave him great hope, but why was Qiao Mo's expression still so cold?
After listening to the story from ten years ago, Qiao Mo's expression showed no unnecessary fluctuations and she asked lightly, "Do you think that as long as Shen Junze wakes up, you won't owe him anything and you can love me? What if he doesn't wake up?"
, or even death, you have to spend your whole life punishing yourself?"
Ouyang Xu breathed heavily, "Yes!"
Qiao Mo chuckled, "Ouyang Xu, you said Shen Junze is selfish, so why are you not? You just want to punish yourself, why do you treat the innocent me so cruelly? Since you have planned to spend your life punishing me Why do you need to go back to your country? Why don't you just let me miss you with those empty feelings for the rest of your life?"
"How innocent I am to become your victim! How great it is that you hurt me to make up for your guilt towards him!"
"Ouyang Xu, in fact, I'm not that important in your heart, really! If you tell me these truths, you won't make me pity you or understand your choices. I will only hate you even more! What should I do? You will even think that you actually love him!"
"Ouyang Xu, even if I have died once, my hatred for you is far less than the hatred I feel at this moment! I would rather that you hurt me because you don't love me, rather than you doing it again and again in the name of loving me Cut open my heart to see it!"
"Ouyang Xu, do you think you are great? Because he saved your life, because he was lying here unconsciously, you feel that you have to use the whole world to make up for him, even if it is your love, you have to make up for it. Sacrifice! How great! How ridiculous!”
"What is a living person? What is a living heart? They are just tools for you to repent! The reason why you are so remorseful and want to make up for everything is not because you are morally noble. , but you are too selfish, you don’t allow your life to have any flaws, you don’t allow yourself to be criticized by others!”
"Ouyang Xu, I have never seen a more cruel person than you!"
"It's really a sad thing to fall in love with someone like you!"
Saying these words seemed to take a lot of effort from Qiao Mo. After she finished speaking, she sat down on a bench beside her. She raised her head and closed her eyes, as if she was resting, but the tears fell from her eyes. , but it couldn’t stop falling.
How could the pain that Qiao Mo's gentle scolding caused him compare to the burning heat that the tears burned on his heart!
Ouyang Xu's heart throbbed. He walked over a few steps and knelt down in front of her. He wanted to hold her hand, but he didn't dare. He hesitated on her knees with his hands and said sadly, "Qiao Mo, I Know that I'm sorry for you, and the harm I've caused you can't be made up no matter what I do. However, I still want to make up for it and spend my whole life making up for it. Are you willing to give me this chance?"
Qiao Mo opened her eyes, her eyes cold, "Are you proposing to me?"
Ouyang Xu's breath froze slightly, "Although there are no flowers or diamond rings, I am sincere."
Qiao Mo smiled sarcastically, not sure whether she was laughing at Ouyang Xu or herself.
"Let me tell you a story. If after listening to this story, you are still willing to propose to me, maybe I will consider it."
Ouyang Xu's heart skipped a beat and he was inexplicably panicked.
"After you returned to China, the first day we met, I had a dream. I put a knife to my neck and threatened you with death. I begged you to look back at me. I don't know whether you looked back in the end, because I woke up. But just two months later, this dream really reappeared. You finally looked back, but I gave up, because at that moment I suddenly realized that the previous dream was not a dream, but a reality. I have experienced it once, that is to say, I have died once, because you did not look back, and I was reborn on the day we met."
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Chapter completed!