The heavy rain was like steel nails piercing his body. He covered his heart, which felt like a handful of crushed ice had been rubbed into it, and it hurt from the cold...

Why did he feel so uncomfortable when he saw that scene? He couldn't even breathe smoothly, and it hurt like suffocation...

He has always been a small supporting actor traveling between big guys like them. Sometimes, he thought, he was not even a supporting actor...

I have sworn not to have any strange feelings towards him, but what does his current behavior mean?

Once, he said that he couldn't control his heart, but why couldn't he?

"Chen You, stop right here!"

At this moment, a sudden and huge pull made Chen You frown. The next second, a figure pushed him hard against the wall at the entrance of the alley. The powerful impact caused Chen You's back to tremble.

The child was in severe pain, his handsome and pale face was slightly distorted, he was gasping for breath, and his limbs were covered with terror...

The arc on Bai Yinchen's thin lips was as cold as the snow in winter, and his cold and evil eyes were like a dense cold net, entangling Chen You so tightly that he could not move...

And his white forehead, due to the pain coming from his back, was suddenly covered with fine beads of sweat, mixed with rainwater, dripping onto his long and slightly curly black eyelashes...

At this moment, Bai Yinchen's eyes were full of joy and anger, and his tone was tinged with coolness: "Chen You! I told you to stop, didn't you hear it?!"

Today, he seems to be particularly evil and charming...

A well-fitting black cantarelli suit further accentuates his thin, razor-sharp lips pursed into an aloof arc. His short, layered hair is softly attached to his ears. The white diamond earring on his left ear exudes a dazzling luster.

, when the head is twisted, the white diamond earrings will flash with a ray of colorful light due to the rain erosion...

But at this time, he was exuding a wild and cold aura. It seemed that if he offended him, he would fall into the abyss of eternal destruction and never be reincarnated...

Because he never calls Chen You by his last name. Only when he provokes him will he grit his teeth and growl...

"Master..." Suddenly, Chen You called out.

Hearing this, Bai Yinchen's eyes suddenly turned cold, and the fingers pinching Chen You's shoulders suddenly tightened, and the pain as if the bones were about to be crushed instantly penetrated his body like an electric current, making Chen You's face change.

Bai groaned in pain and opened his thin lips slightly...

Whoops, Bai Yinchen's handsome face suddenly changed color, and his cold and indifferent eyes suddenly narrowed dangerously: "What did you just call me?!"

"Master..." Chen You stared quietly at Bai Yinchen's narrow eyes for a long time. His eyes were slightly lowered, and a mocking sneer appeared on his lips: "Isn't it? Master?"

The sound of "Master" undoubtedly hurt Bai Yinchen's eyes like a sharp edge, and also hurt his heart...

Is he always reminding them of the disparity in their identities?

A forbidden unrequited love. As the only heir to Bai's enterprise and the only child in his family, he fell in love with a boy named Chen You, but that boy had a very different personality from him.

Life experience and background...

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This is destined not to be blessed and allowed by the world...

"Chen You!" At this moment, a terrifying violent anger and murderous intent suddenly rushed out of his body, and Bai Yinchen roared angrily: "What on earth do you want?!"

What do you want from me? Chenyou, tell me what to do so that I don’t think about you every moment and every second...

I know that my feelings for you are taboo. This feeling is like we are having incest and is not allowed. However, I cannot control this heart. What do you want me to do?

Since I was 7 years old, I have been attracted by your unique temperament from the moment I saw you...

You have a pair of clear black eyes, as noble as precious and priceless gems, with a fatal attraction that deeply confuses people's hearts. Your eyes are lingering, and there is an elegance that seems to be non-existent, and it seems that you will take people's eyes at any time.

The soul is taken away...

Although you have a shameful life experience, I have never minded, never...

Every time I see you, I will see a blush on your excessively white cheeks. It is a kind of morbid beauty that makes people have the urge to take pity on you...

At home, as an only child, I live a privileged life. I want wind, rain, and a shooting star in the sky. I believe that my old man will also ride a rocket to chase the tail of Halley's Comet. It is precisely because of this that the whole family

No matter who I am, no matter who I am, they flatter me every day. Even the housekeeper’s son flatters me every day.

However, only you will not be like this...

Every time I see you ignoring me, I want to tease you severely. I also despise your pretending to be aloof and want to destroy you completely. At that time, I looked down on you from the bottom of my heart.

Because of your life experience, well, because of your shameless life experience...

But playing tricks again and again did not make me happy as imagined. On the contrary, it caused your first asthma attack...

I panicked at that time. Seeing that you couldn't breathe normally due to asthma, and your face was getting paler and paler, without thinking, I put my lips to yours, imitating the plot of the TV series, and performed artificial respiration.

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Maybe, I fell in love with you from that time...

No, maybe earlier than that...

As we grow older, this feeling becomes stronger and stronger until we are 14 years old...

I can no longer suppress the surging emotions in my heart. If I don't vent them out, I think I'm going crazy!

So, that night, when it was dark and the light blue curtains were fluttering in the breeze, I got drunk and kissed you...

It's not artificial respiration, just the kind of pressing lips together, but a violent kiss like a storm. I hold your face with one hand, and the lingering and pathos kiss hits your thin lips with a fiery breath.

, the familiar scent of shower gel on your body makes me intoxicated...

And you, closed your eyes, did not refuse, but gritted your teeth to prevent my tongue of desire from entering, holding on to the last territory, closing your eyes again in pain, the fine ice water on your eyelashes rustling.

As you trembled, a crystal-hot teardrop slipped from the corner of your eye again and was shattered in my heart...

I used the shackles created by my arms to gradually loosen you, slid down the wall slowly, drew myself into a prison, hugged my legs tightly, and sneered to myself, laughing at myself, and also at you in my life.

First confession...

"Sometimes, I feel disgusting. Why do I, as a man, fall in love with men? I also feel very dirty. Why can't I control my desires when I see you? Chenyou, what should I do?

What do you want me to do? I'm in so much pain...I can't give you what you want, but I don't want to lose you or leave my side. I'm very selfish and would rather you be a canary, trapped forever.

In my cage, Yu, please help me...help me, what should I do?"

You squatted down, hugged us tightly, and gave me the warm dawn... It was the first warm dawn that broke through the darkness of dawn, which made me finally see the dawn in the long darkness. It was yours.

Caring drives away the darkness in my heart...

After that night, I didn't dare to face you, but with an elegant smile on your lips, you naturally pulled me downstairs for breakfast, and called me "Chen" for the first time.

You are no longer "young master", you called my name, and at that moment, I smiled back, and in a tacit understanding, we selectively forgot the story of that night...

Until today, I heard you call "Master..."

At this time, Chen You smiled coldly and did not answer Bai Yinchen's question. Unconcealed ridicule flashed across his deep, jade-like eyes, and his eyelashes were half-folded under the rain: "I didn't know the rules before, now.

I'm sorry, you shouldn't call the young master by his first name."

"Following the young master, I have enjoyed a superior life. What else can I ask for? After all, I am the child of a prostitute..."

The word "whore" was like a silver needle coated with poison, and a sharp, cold pain suddenly shot through Chen You's chest. Bai Yin Chen's face turned pale, and looking at his face, he felt like a flower that had burst open.

The huge flowers exuded a strong rotten floral fragrance, and a trace of complex and deep light passed through the depths of those deep black pupils...

Then, he leaned forward, his thin lips filled with blazing temperature, pressed against Chen You's slightly opened thin lips at lightning speed, and a cold voice filled with inexplicable anger flowed between the teeth of the two of them...

His kiss was fierce. At this moment, he no longer had the tenderness and compassion he had before. Instead, he was like a terrible beast, eating the prey in his mouth bit by bit...

The next second, his white white teeth bit his soft lips hard without mercy. Bright blood drops immediately secreted from Chen You's lips, and the mouth and teeth were mixed with rainwater, overflowing.

The smell of blood...

In the 10 years since we have known each other, this was the second time he kissed him, not for anything else but because he actually violated himself like this!!!

Yes, Chenyou's miserable life experience is that his mother was a prostitute who came to men's homes to vent their desires. It was a shameful profession and a sad past, but it was the key to Chenyou's life.
Chapter completed!