Chapter 1274 Drawing the sword and looking at me at a loss, two in one(2/3)
My eyes have become vicissitudes, and my hair is grayish on my temples.
Fang Che sighed: "Deputy General An, you are just a little like a middle-aged man now."
An Ruoxing smiled faintly, supported her body with her right hand, and sat on the ground: "I feel like I am not old as before, I feel like a monster... Let's sit down."
Fang Che smiled and put all the wine and food on it.
He looked up at the tombstone and said, "The name of the deputy chief general is coming like this."
He took out a stick of incense openly, lit it, and inserted it into the incense burner.
He bowed deeply and took a moment before he stood up.
He took out the prepared paper money, put it aside, and waited for An Ruoxing to catch fire and burn the paper.
An Ruoxing looked at him and said softly: "Yes, this is my sister. She is one year older than me. In fact, our names should be the opposite. My sister was born first, so she named An Ruoxing. Later, I was born as a boy, so my parents changed our names. My sister was Ruoxing, and I became Ruoxing."
"I see."
Fang Che then sat down, faced An Ruoxing, and said, "It just so happens that I have a lot to say to you."
An Ruoxing rolled her eyelids: "Didn't you persuade me?"
"It's really not."
Fang Che sighed and said, "There are not many old friends in this world, you are one. Moreover, Teacher Shen was with you in the last period of his lifetime."
The deepest relationship in the Yinshen Palace is also you.
There are really many things that involve you and me. Although you don’t know it yourself.
Fang Che did not say the following words.
An Ruoxing smiled and said with emotion: "Fang Che, you have to get used to... this world becomes more and more unfamiliar with the world... This is the real weapon that makes people old."
"When you look up, this scene with no memory in this world, and the people around you are no longer those familiar faces from the past... That kind of confusion is even older than any encounter."
"That is a kind of loneliness that clearly knows that you are walking on the road of death."
He said with sigh: "If you hold on to this, Fang Che is the strong one."
"Then have you held on?" Fang Che asked quietly.
"I?"
An Ruoxing didn't answer for a long time. He looked at his sister's tombstone with desolate eyes. After a long time, he said painfully: "It's embarrassing. I've been defeated and defeated."
Fang Che smiled and said nothing.
Instead, he opened a jar of wine, poured three bowls of offering sacrifices, and then filled An Ruoxing and himself.
Holding up the bowl: "Deputy General An, I will give you a cup first. I have always remembered your kindness in the past few years. From the unfair treatment that General Zhao misunderstood by that year... At that time, I was still a little deacon in Baiyunzhou... The righteous care of Deputy General An also started from the first time we met..."
He sighed at this point, paused and said sadly: "Looking back now, I really feel like the past is like smoke... Deputy General An, I respect you."
He held the bowl and touched An Ruoxing and drank it all in one go.
He wiped the wine at the corner of his mouth with his hand and said in a daze: "Actually, I am tired too. Really, Deputy General An, the moment I jumped down on the cliff of Yunlan River, I was really tired. Truthfully, even if I knew I would not die, my heart was like snow and ice at that moment."
"I have always known how many beautiful things have been destroyed in the world, and that can be seen in history books. But before I was just reading stories, and only when it was my turn, I could understand how painful it was. It was so painful that the world was ashes."
"Then I wondered why the place where the ghost stayed in the legend is gray fog... It's really weird that I thought about it, and then I realized that it's all because of the word "death"."
"Whether it's a person dies, a heart dies, or a love dies... it's actually the same."
"But I finally survived."
"Return to the Guardian Headquarters and then re-engage the mission of life and death patrol in the mainland. This time, my mind has changed from before."
"Before I just wanted to make the world a better place. But this time I just wanted to make everyone who deserves to die. Deputy Chief An, can you understand the difference?"
Fang Che smiled faintly and said lightly, his voice almost had no ups and downs, just like a straightforward narration.
An Ruoxing listened carefully.
He felt that all these words were spoken into his heart.
Holding the wine bowl, he sighed and said, "How cold is the blood, how cold is the heart... Alas..."
He held the wine bowl and touched Fang Che for a while, then looked up and poured it wildly. After a bowl, he sighed and said, "So you are back this time... it feels different?"
“Yes, very different.”
"This time I feel like a dead person who came back from the underworld road to ask for the account. He is like a soul-seeking ghost."
"The ones who should be killed are still the ones who should be killed, but this time the ones who should be killed have expanded the scope than the last time."
Fang Che smiled coldly.
"Is the mood different?" An Ruoxing asked.
“It’s different.”
Fang Che smiled faintly: "There is still a big difference between a vibrant heart and a tired heart."
An Ruoxing sighed softly and said, "Fang Che, you can't be tired."
"I'm learning from you."
Fang Che said: "Since Baiyunzhou, you have been my role model. When your heart is cold, my heart is cold."
An Ruoxing was stunned for a moment and said angrily: "You little bastard, are you waiting for me here?"
"How can I do it? I feel it."
Fang Chedao.
An Ruoxing was silent, his palms caught fire, lit paper money, and put it in the brazier.
Start burning paper money.
He put one, and Fang Che also put one.
Both of them have their own objects to burn in their hearts. An Ruoxing burned it for her sister: If you want to spend your trick, you can give him the amount of money. My money is for your sister, not for him, but if the money goes to you, I can't control whoever you give it.
Fang Che burned for Lao Yin: Master, I will give you some private money, so don’t be taken by the women. As a man, he doesn’t have any money in his waist and is not tough.
Having said that, Fang Che felt that Lao Yin was reunited with An Ruochen now, and it was probably a ghost to be a ghost.
I have worked hard to burn him, and I may have to hand over it if I turn back.
‘No matter what, it is the leader of the Demon Cult. You want to be tough...’
Fang Che thought in his heart.
An Ruoxing burned for a while and whispered: "I know you're here to persuade me after all."
Fang Che did not answer.
Just burn paper.
After a long time, An Ruoxing said, "Fang Che, I was discouraged this time because of your affairs, but not. You also know that my biggest dream in my life is to kill the Seal Palace."
"Or I killed him, or he killed me."
"I've just passed a thousand years."
"In order to kill the Seal Palace, I have all kinds of motivation. But now he is dead."
An Ruoxing's eyes turned back to the tombstone and smiled desolately: "I suddenly realized that my life has no meaning... Maybe you will not understand this feeling when you are young..."
Fang Che threw paper money into the brazier silently while listening quietly.
An Ruoxing looked at the tombstone and said sadly: "When he was alive, I scolded him for being so vicious. He dig his ancestral grave and fucked his whole family... As a result, when he died, I called my brother-in-law... I didn't dare to scold him even if I said a word."
The fire flashed, reflecting An Ruoxing's face, as if a figure was standing in the shadow next to him, shaking slightly.
“It’s not easy for him.”
An Ruoxing said silently: "As the leader of the Demon Sect, he has been full of evil throughout his life, but he never forces a woman, and... he has never married in this life."
"I know what he is waiting for, and I know my sister's intention."
"So... I recognized the identity of this brother-in-law, after he died."
An Ruoxing said: "Fang Che, I'm not because of anything else. I really... have no goal anymore. I'm talking to you now, and I'm completely confused. Do you understand? I'm drinking with them now... Only at this time can I feel at ease in my heart..."
He smiled sadly and said, "Yin Shen Palace, An Ruochen... I didn't expect that they had been dead for so long and were still the direction I lived."
Fang Che threw away the paper money and said nothing.
He himself didn't know what he was thinking.
Moreover, to be fair, he is not very enthusiastic about persuading An Ruoxing to come back now.
An Ruoxing is an extremely emotional person. Even if such a person loses his life goals, even if he returns to work, the cruelty and ruthlessness of this world and all kinds of despicable and dirty things will soon drive him back.
Because now he is extremely susceptible to injury and is sensitive.
After a long time, I whispered: "Go to the Nirvana Martial Arts Academy. There... I need someone to take the helm of others, so I'm not at ease. And the benefits involved in Nirvana Martial Arts Academy are a bit too big now."
An Ruoxing was silent for a long time and said, "Then I will consider it."
Having said that, there is no need to say anything more. The two of them were drinking and burning paper.
To be continued...