Chapter 29 Please Soul Merge the Two Chapters(1/2)
I want to go, but I don’t want to see Tang Ange at the last moment. I’m afraid I won’t be able to control my emotions by then, but that purifying bottle is the only thing I can try to use to collect spiritual power. Of course, I have to be kind in my heart.
Under the circumstances, I don’t know how long it will take for my vicious thoughts to dissipate. It would be best if within three years, Xiaolang is still soaking in Zhao Sanmei’s ghost-raising jar. If Xiaolang has this blessing three years later,
If Xiaolang is a ghost, he will definitely need spiritual energy. Even if it is not for other reasons, it must be for Xiaolang's sake.
I walked to Tang Ange's room, my heart beating violently. I tried hard to adjust the expression on my face, trying to relax myself and prevent Tang Ange from seeing any flaws. Listening to the sound of wine being poured in the room, I turned around and walked out of the room.
I made a pot of tea on the table in the hall, brought it to the door, and knocked on Tang Ange's door. After waiting for a while, I heard Tang Ange's voice coming from the room: "Come in."
I don’t know what kind of expression I had on my face when I walked in, but I know that the smile on my face was extremely stiff. I walked toward Tang Ange step by step. Fortunately, he was still drinking his wine and didn’t raise his eyes to look at me.
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I carefully placed the saucer on the table in front of Tang Ange and said to him: "Tang Ange, did I leave the clean bottle here for you?" I thought Tang Ange would ignore me or scold me angrily.
But Tang Ange was unexpectedly calm. He raised his chin and gestured to the box in the cabinet, and simply said three words: "Inside." After saying that, he drank from his wine glass again, not drunk at all.
Just silence.
I wanted to tell him to stop drinking. I had been drinking for more than ten days, but I couldn't find a suitable reason or a suitable identity to say such things to him. The words reached my throat and I swallowed them again. I walked stiffly to the cabinet.
Opening the box, the purification bottle is on top of Tang Ange's clothes.
I was a little lucky that I got the clean bottle so quickly, but besides being happy, looking at Tang Ange behind me, I felt a little unbearable at the thought of leaving, as if I was being pricked by thousands of silver needles.
I don’t want to leave either, but Tang Ange and I really can’t go back. The harm you and I have done to each other before is like water poured out in buckets. No matter how hungry and thirsty we are, we can’t completely absorb the water that has been absorbed by the soil.
The water is sucked back.
I suddenly wanted to touch Tang Ange's hair. It seemed that I hadn't touched his long and smooth hair for a long time. It was as smooth as his own, and it was hard to hold it tightly.
The comb was placed on the dressing table opposite me. I looked at Tang Ange and then at the comb. I was making excuses for myself. What if, when I was helping Tang Ange comb his hair, if he said something to me about us
If you just say that you care about me, then I won't leave. Even if I regret it in the future, leaving will be a matter of the future. At least Tang Ange is sad now, so he must be sad.
My reason really hates my pitiful softness of heart, but my heart is now controlling everything. When I was about to go through Tang Ange to get the comb on the opposite side, Tang Ange was sitting on the stone bench. Before I could react, he suddenly
He immediately grabbed my waist, pulled my whole body, and quickly hugged me into his arms!
The whole action was like falling to the ground in an instant. I screamed in fright. I raised my arms involuntarily and threw the bottle in my hand behind me. My heart immediately tightened.
I picked it up and looked straight at the bottle falling from the air. It made a dull sound when it fell on the carpet. It rolled a few times but was not broken. Only then did my heart settle down.
I breathed a sigh of relief, and my hand that was pinching Tang Ange's back relaxed a little. I looked up at Tang Ange, a little at a loss, for fear that he would know about my departure.
Tang Ange just looked at me, and I stared at his apricot red lips, hoping that two words could come out of these lips. It doesn't necessarily mean I love you, just call me by my name. Yes, just call me.
, I have the courage to stay.
However, Tang Ange didn't speak and just looked at me. I didn't dare to look into his eyes. I was afraid that what I saw would be that sad look again. Tang Ange's lips pressed down towards mine, and his originally soft lips were
After soaking in alcohol for a long time, it became smoother and softer. I sucked it gently and left some of my lips. The wine liquid stuck to my lips, and the soft touch of his lips invaded me.
In my heart, I raised my eyes to look at Tang Ange's eyes, but before my eyes met with his, Tang Ange kissed me again, put his hands around my waist, and pinched me hard, it hurt so much, it seemed like he wanted to break my waist before he would
Let it go, his arms fixed my head, and his tongue rolled the tip of my tongue into his mouth, sucking fiercely, without any trace of the gentleness just now. But I don’t want gentleness, I want to hold me fiercely
I am about to leave the person with me. After leaving, he and I will really be passers-by. All the pasts are just the past. Now is the last chance to enjoy the feeling of kissing him.
The heavy breathing sprinkled on my face, confusing my reason. Taking advantage of my lack of reason, I leaned tightly against him. I put my hands on Tang Ange's face. When he kissed me, I rubbed his face with my fingers.
Anywhere in the world, even if he turns into the ugliest monster in the world, I don't care.
I don’t know if Tang Ange took the initiative or I took the initiative. All the heat on my body was imprinted on the quilt underneath me. Tang Ange’s hot and smooth skin slid on my body, which made me feel uncomfortable. I have never been so gentle, gentle.
It made me want to cry, and I actually cried. I cried so much that I couldn't go on anymore. I sat up, picked up the tissue in the clothes next to me, and wiped the tears and nose from my face. Tang Ange reached out and took me into his arms.
Li, still saying nothing, put his chin on my forehead, and the cold liquid rolled down to my face with his chin, then rolled from my face into the corners of my lips, seeping into
It tastes salty in my lips.
It was salty. I was surprised and wanted to raise my head to look at Tang Ange, but when I looked up, Tang Ange fixed my head with his hand, preventing me from moving.
"Tang Ange——." I choked out his name indistinctly. Tang Ange pressed me under him again, pulled the ribbon on his clothes, and blindfolded my eyes, preventing me from looking at him.
It was gentle to the extreme, it was a kind of passion that burned my reason. I dug my fingers into the flesh of Tang Ange's back and shouted to him with a trembling voice: "Tang Ange, can you tell me to stay? As long as you tell me
, I will really listen to you in everything from now on, and I swear, I will never disobey you again!..."
Before I could finish my words, a louder scream escaped from my mouth involuntarily, until I no longer had the strength to struggle and fell into a deep sleep.
When I woke up, I didn't know what time it was. I was already fully clothed. When I opened my eyes, I saw Tang Ange lying on his side, facing me, sleeping deeply.
The net bottle was still lying on the ground, listening carefully to the chirping of birds returning home outside. It was already evening, and if it were a little later, if we went out later, we wouldn't be able to see the way down the mountain.
I carefully climbed out of bed from Tang Ange and picked up the clean bottle on the ground. When I turned to look at Tang Ange before leaving, he was really asleep, with his long and soft eyelashes stacked together, peaceful and quiet.
He still didn't say anything. Even though I made it so obvious, he still chose to be silent to me. Maybe it would be good for him if I left. After all, we didn't get along for long, and he could spend the same amount of time.
Time forgets, it is only a year, he is a ghost, his life span is infinite, I am just a short-term passer-by in his life, our love, under the ravages of all kinds of wind and rain, finally fell, fell to the ground
With our own hands.
The sound of golden branches and jade leaves rang outside. I probably just came back from playing in the town. I was afraid of being discovered by them, so I quickly carried the clean bottle back to the room. I had already packed it up just now. After a little tidying up, I can start it immediately.
According to the route map Bai Qiuyuan gave me, I carried a backpack, picked up my mobile phone that still had some battery, and crawled into the hole under the bed. The hole was pitch black, and I crawled sideways for a while at first, then later
It just goes up in a herringbone shape.
The walls of the cave have been polished very finely, and I don’t know what kind of thing was used to dig it. If it were dug by someone, such a small hole would be a circle larger than my body, and it would still bend east and west. If it were dug by someone,
Judging from Bai Qiuyuan's size, he definitely wouldn't be able to dig it. If a mouse came to dig this hole, it would be just fine.
I couldn't even carry a bag, and I had to drag my bag with my feet. Fortunately, the clean bottle was strong, and I wrapped it in my clothes several times, so by the time I climbed out of the hole and persisted, I hadn't been beaten yet.
rotten.
When I stood on the White Tiger Rock, the sun in the west had already set more than half way down, and it was as red as a big duck egg hanging on the top of a low mountain in the distance. I didn’t dare to stay longer, so I wanted to deliberately bypass the mountain road and go into the weeds.
Walk down the mountain.
But when I was getting off the White Tiger Rock, I saw Jin Zhi Jade Ye and two monsters standing on a flat bluestone under the White Tiger Rock. They saw me and immediately walked over, holding Tang Ange's fan and saying to me: "Plucking Wei."
Sister, no wonder Jinzhi Yuye and I didn't see you, it turns out you crawled out here, Sister Caiwei is more naughty than Jinzhi and I."
Yu Ye said, taking out the multicolored folding fan that Tang Ange often used and handing it to me: "Sister Caiwei, this is what the young master told us to give to you. He said he hoped that Caiwei could use it after picking up my sister. He also said
Sister Caiwei, please take care of yourself."
I was immediately shocked. It turned out that Tang Ange already knew that I was leaving, but why didn't he stop me? I remembered what he said to me before. If he lets me go, it means that he no longer loves me.
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His heart throbbed, and he looked at the fan in Jinzhiyuye's hand, but did not pick it up: "Take this back to Tang Ange, I don't need it. Thank you before, thank you for taking such good care of me."
I said, squatting down and hugging Jinzhiyuye, burying my face on their little shoulders, tears welling up in my eyes.
"Sister Caiwei. Why are you crying? The young master seemed to be crying just now. Behind the bead curtain, he wouldn't let us get close to him. He gave us a fan and asked us to come to you. What's wrong with you? Sister Caiwei
, where are you going? Are you not coming back?" I didn't answer Yuye's words, but when I heard them talking about Tang Ange, I cried harder.
"Sister Caiwei, we will miss you when you leave, so will you come back in the future?" Jin Zhi's voice was timid, and his face was chubby. Although his face was smiling, listening to his crying voice,
I couldn't help but feel distressed. I held Jinzhi in my arms and then Yuye. My whole body was trembling: "Yes, when Xiaolang comes out in the future, I will take Xiaolang to see you."
, when the time comes, I will buy you a lot of sugar cookies."
"Okay, okay, then we can play with Xiao Lang again! Sister Caiwei, don't forget us, we are waiting for you!"
"No, Sister Caiwei will remember you." After I said this, I really couldn't say anything else. In order to prevent Jinzhiyuye from seeing my embarrassment, I quickly got up and walked down the mountain quickly.
Run down.
Sometimes, it's not because we don't love two people that we separate, but because our hearts are tired and we can't be tired anymore, so we separate. Tang Ange is tired, and so am I. I just want to live a peaceful life, and I
I want to stay in a place with green mountains and plains every day, watching the clouds rising and swaying, without love, and without the so-called shackles of fate. Just Xiaolang and I, we don’t want anyone, and we can live out all my years quietly.
When I knocked on Bai Qiuyuan's door, it was already dark. I was walking through the bushes and bushes, and I looked so miserable that I no longer looked human.
Bai Qiuyuan looked at me, who looked like a savage on the mountain. He was stunned for a while, then hurriedly pulled me closer to the house, poured me a glass of water, and quickly asked me what was wrong? "I'm out."
, Moreover, there is no need to go back, and Tang Ange will not come to me. I have completely broken up with him. I really have no place to go here, so I came to you. I wonder if you have time, can you bring me to him?
Send me home?" I said excitedly, escaping every sentence and speaking very clearly.
After finishing, he swallowed a few big mouthfuls of water, and his throat was so dry that it was about to smoke. Bai Qiuyuan looked at the sky outside. It was gloomy. It was probably going to rain. On a June day, the child's face would change at any time.
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"Since Tang Ange has stopped coming to see you, you have nothing to worry about. You can invite your mother out in a day or two. Your mother is in Yanzhi Town, and the yin energy in Yanzhi Town is relatively strong. Please
It is easy to succeed when Mom comes out. If you change the place, it will be difficult to achieve the effect here. Why don't you just rest in the crew for a few more days. I will find someone to arrange a room for you tomorrow. If you don't mind tonight
, you can rest in my room, and I can sleep with Xie Jinian."
I looked at Bai Qiuyuan with some embarrassment and embarrassment, but that was all I could do now.
Under Bai Qiuyuan's arrangement, I washed and packed everything. I raised my face and wanted to ask Bai Qiuyuan how he dug that hole. But just as I raised my face, I suddenly remembered that there were still scars on my face that had been healed just now, and suddenly I felt
He was a little embarrassed to see others and lowered his head again.
"What's wrong? Do you have something to say to me?" Bai Qiuyuan asked me. I still lowered my head and said that I just wanted to ask him how the hole in Tang Ange's tomb was dug.
"I didn't dig this drawing. When I was driving through Shupoling, a group of rats surrounded my car. The leader of the group was a big rat who gave me this drawing and said that I must send this thing to him.
To be continued...