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785 Not Sad or Happy

"If I didn't know this, I would have thought that my sister had hit someone evil!" Dong Shuzhen said at last.

"What are you thinking about? How can there be evil in my palace... It's getting late, go to bed!" Zhu Xiuyuan said with a smile.

The sky has turned completely dark and everything is quiet.

Only the occasional sound of dogs barking and frogs croaking could be heard in the distance.

It's late at night and it's time to fall asleep.

Dong Shuyu was lying on his back on Xiutai, but he was not sleepy at all.

Although her eyes were wide open, they were unfocused, blank and motionless, and it was unclear what she was thinking in her mind.

Does she hate it in her heart?

Of course I hate it.

But...the tearing feeling in the body, the unforgettable pain. And under the pain, there is an indescribable...comfort.

Pain and comfort, two completely different feelings, entangled with each other. The pain continued to hurt her, and the comfort continued to heal her...

This strange experience gave her an extremely strange feeling, which was complicated and difficult to describe.

This feeling that she had never experienced before included anger, sadness, palpitations, and a sense of helplessness, all intertwined with each other, always attacking her.

Her current body was like a big bell, hanging in the bell tower. Then a naughty boy came and pushed the bell endlessly.

Boom!

Boom!

Time after time, the huge bell hammer hit her body, never stopping.

Every time the powerful hammer "hit" her body, she felt an inexplicable shock and throbbing in her heart.

Her whole body felt as if she had fallen into the sea, been lifted up to the sky by the huge waves, and then fell from the sky again, fell into the sea again, and was submerged in the endless sea water...

The night was very peaceful.

Dong Shuyu's boudoir was also very peaceful.

Dong Shuyu was lying on her back on Xiutai. On the surface, she looked very calm.

But in fact, her heart and her whole delicate body, from the inside to the outside, were not at peace, and they often set off huge waves...

The tearing pain coexists with the shameful relief...

Gradually, in the quiet boudoir, in this silent night, Dong Shuyu's breathing gradually became faster, and his chest heaved.

It was this feeling, or "afterglow", that she had never experienced before, that always disturbed her mind.

It made her heart unable to calm down and hate someone.

After a long time of brewing, a trace of hatred originally gathered in her heart, and it gradually grew in size, from the level of a thin line to the size of a bucket.

However, under the continuous impact of that wonderful "afterglow", she became increasingly upset. Everything about Zhu Xiuyuan, from the past in Jiangzhou to the present, everything appeared in front of her in turn.

All the scenes were finally fixed on his face that was "arrogant yet filled with ecstasy, yet pitiful yet tender"...

In this way, the hatred that had finally brewed in her heart dissipated in an instant, leaving no trace behind.

She entered a state where she was neither sad nor happy, neither hated nor loved.

From the outside, she looked motionless, her eyes were dull, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Before I knew it, the night was already very deep.

Two maids, Chunxue and Dongmei, came into the house to take a look.

I saw that my young lady was still asleep, her eyes were still open, and there was still no look in her eyes...

The two maids looked at each other, said nothing, only sighed secretly in their hearts, and finally walked out cautiously.

I don’t know how much time has passed, but the night has become so deep that I can’t even hear the barking of dogs.

In the confusion, Dong Shuyu gradually felt tired, and a wave of sleepiness came over him, like a huge wave, which temporarily overshadowed the clear feeling of tearing and the shameful feeling of relief.

Today in Dong Yulou, she struggled for a while to resist Zhu Xiuyuan's "violence".

He ran away again and tried his best to stop him. It can be said that he used all his strength.

Her body was actually very tired for a long time.

But it was only now that this fatigue was released.

This feeling of exhaustion was really like a torrent, drowning everything in an instant. She felt that her body was no longer her own, and it seemed that it was difficult to breathe...

She couldn't bear it anymore, and after a few breaths, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

A night of silence.

the next morning.

The sky is bright and the early morning sunlight shines into the house through the windows, making the house bright and bright.

Dong Shuyu slept so late for the first time.

She woke up leisurely, and when she opened her eyes, she felt that the light was too bright, so she couldn't help but rub them with her hands.

"Miss, miss, you're awake, go and fetch water!" Haruyuki's voice sounded from the side of the embroidery collapse, with a joyful expression.

"Hey, okay, let's go now!" Then came Dongmei's voice, also filled with joy, followed by a series of light footsteps, gradually fading away.

Dong Shuyu put down the hand that was rubbing his eyes, squinted and saw Chun Xue's face, smiling, staring at her unblinkingly.

In an instant, the memory of yesterday and the feeling of tearing in the body "return" together!

They seemed to have agreed upon it, but they didn't give Dong Shuyu, who had just woken up, any time to react.

"Um……"

The pain of tearing is still so clear, and it seems to be only a little better than yesterday.

This kind of pain made Dong Shuyu frown in an instant.

But what followed immediately was that shameful feeling of relief, bit by bit, along with the pain that flowed throughout the body.

It seemed to be a good medicine, simultaneously repairing the damage caused to her body by the tearing sensation.

That’s what it feels like!

Dong Shuyu frowned even more tightly.

Dong Shuyu, who was frowning, gently opened the quilt covering his body, put his hands on it, and tried to get up from the bed, while also moving his feet.

"Miss, slow down..." Seeing this, Haruyuki quickly stood up and helped her.

"hiss……"

However, as soon as Dong Shuyu moved, he couldn't help but take a breath of cold air, his eyebrows trembled slightly, he clenched his teeth, and his face looked uncomfortable, as if he was suffering from great pain.

Dong Shuyu's whole body stiffened and stopped all movements.

That's right, as soon as she moved, the tearing feeling became serious instantly. With her movements, it was as if the wound that had just begun to heal was being reopened.

It hurts so much!

"Miss!" Haruyuki was so frightened that he cried.

Dong Shuyu ignored the maid. She stiffened her body and kept her posture motionless. She gritted her teeth and endured it for a long time. After the tearing pain subsided, she slowly lay down again.

Seeing this, Haruyuki hurriedly helped his young lady lie down, pulled the quilt over and covered her.

After lying down again, Dong Shuyu breathed a sigh of relief, and his frown gradually relaxed.

But because the tearing feeling always existed and invaded her continuously, she always had to be distracted to resist the pain. Therefore, her brows were not completely relaxed and were still slightly frowning.

"Worry between eyebrows" is Dong Shuyu's current situation.
Chapter completed!
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